I Lost My Memory After She Was Moved

Qin Ran and Xu Fengwan felt that today's Cen Luo was very strange, and it seemed wrong for them to do whatever they did today.

The food I bought was either too salty or too bland. In the three-person field, Qin Ran and Xu Fengwan seemed to be talking about cross talk, while Cen Luo just stared at them with a strange look and didn't answer.

The morning passed, and they finally waited until the lunch break. The two wanted Cen Luo to sleep obediently, but they didn't want to. Cen Luo didn't close his eyes, but opened his eyes wide and looked at the two of them without blinking.

Qin Ran and Xu Fengwan felt guilty because they secretly deleted Cen Luo's mobile phone about Jian Mu.

After being stared at by Cen Luo for so long, the two of them became more and more guilty.

Qin Ran couldn't bear it anymore, and asked Cen Luo directly: "Xiao Luo, you've been staring at us all morning, what's wrong?"

Cen Luo bit his lip and asked, "What do you think?"

Qin Ran and Xu Fengwan looked at each other and saw the same question in each other's eyes: Did she know?

After Qin Ran and Cen Luo talked about Jian Mu before, Cen Luo was very obedient and never asked them about Jian Mu.

Now what happened all of a sudden?

"Did you hide something from me?"

Seeing the two of you looking at me and looking at you, Cen Luo reminded aloud.

After Cen Luo said this, the two understood that Cen Luo might indeed know that they had touched her mobile phone.

"I searched for Jian Mu on my phone today, but I didn't find any traces, no pictures, no chat records, nothing."

Cen Luo looked at the two of them and tried to speak more clearly.

Because he was not interested in Jian Mu before, Cen Luo never searched for traces of Jian Mu in his mobile phone.

Even if a person likes it or hates it, there is always something left.

For example, the colleague she and Qin Ran said had a conflict with her, she was able to search for her records.

There are so many people with the surname Jane, and there are so many words in Mu Neng's group, but there is not a single word of these two words in her chat records.

As if someone did it on purpose.

At first, Cen Luo didn't ask Qin Ran Xu Fengwan directly, because although she thought she was not the one who would delete things so cleanly, it might change in ten years, so Cen Luo hesitated for a while.

The attitudes of the two became more and more strange, and Cen Luo thought that they might have moved the phone.

Qin Ran was stunned when he heard the words, pursed his lips, and then said, "I'm sorry Xiaoluo, I did move your phone, and I deleted the contents."

Seeing Qin Ran's explanation, Xu Fengwan also immediately said: "I discussed this matter with Qin Ran, and it may be a bit self-assured, but this is what we can think of to benefit you."

Cen Luo didn't quite understand why the two of them wanted to delete all traces of Jian Mu, as if leaving a trace would be detrimental to her.

"what is the reason?"

Qin Ran had already decided not to tell Cen Luo about Jian Mu again.

But Cen Luo's attitude was firm, staring at them and asking: "Xiao Ran, Feng Wan, we grew up together, and the only people who can fully trust you are the two of you."

Cen Luo paused for a while, and then said, "Are you going to lie to me too?"

From when Cen Luo woke up until today, Cen Luo never doubted what Qin Ran and Xu Fengwan said.

If Qin Ran and Xu Fengwan couldn't believe it, Cen Luo didn't know what to do.

For the world that he suddenly has to face when he wakes up, even if he pretends to be good, his heart is full of fear and worry.

Seeing that Cen Luo was a little absent-minded, Qin Ran felt ashamed in his heart and overturned his previous decision.

Decided to tell Cen Luo what happened in the past, and wanted Cen Luo to make his own decision.

Compared with Qin Ran's attitude when talking about Jian Mo Shi before, Qin Ran is much more objective at this time.

However, some things, from the perspective of a bystander, cannot be said objectively to reduce the damage.

After listening to Qin Ran's words, Cen Luo was silent for a long time.

From the perspective of a bystander, looking at what you have done before, more than a sentence of madness can express your mood.

The first time Qin Ran tried to talk to her about Jian Mu, he conveyed his anger directly to her. With 100% trust, Cen Luo also believed Qin Ran without hesitation and felt the anger she conveyed.

But this moment was different. After listening to the descriptions of the past ten years, Cen Luo only felt a trace of sadness and a vague sense of worthlessness in his heart.

Not worth it for yourself.

She wasn't the Cen Luo who liked Jian Mu to the point of madness, so she felt that what she did was not worth it.

The reason why Qin Ran didn't tell in detail what Cen Luo had done to Jian Mu before was because she was worried that Cen Luo would remember those things after listening to it.

The doctor mentioned to them at the beginning that familiar scenes and things might arouse Zen Luo's subconscious, thereby promoting her memory recovery.

"It sounds like I really like her, so I rushed into her class to be at the same table with her regardless of discipline. I should trust her very much, so I dare to go to the place she wants to travel without booking a hotel."

When Cen Luo said this, he chuckled lightly: "In ten years, I have become so powerful."

Qin Ran couldn't see Cen Luo's emotions, and didn't know how she felt after hearing her words.

Will you still like Jian Mu again?

"But Xiao Luo, I didn't lie to you about your birthday wish I told you, and before the car accident, you talked to me and said that you don't like her anymore if you want to try."

Qin Ran was very worried that Cen Luo would set foot on the previous road again.

"Is it for her?" Cen Luo suddenly raised his head and asked.

Qin Ran was stunned for a moment, wondering how Cen Luo knew about this. The chat history had been deleted by her, so Cen Luo shouldn't have known these words.

"I guess." Cen Luo saw Qin Ran's doubts and explained with a smile.

This morning, when Cen Luo exited Weibo, he saw a small red dot in his likes.

I clicked in and found that someone liked her comment a month ago.

- If you go back ten years ago, you would like to say something to yourself at that time.

—Like Jian Mu a little more, and never make her sad.

The same question, two very different answers.

When Zhao Zhao came to see her in the morning, she asked Zhao Zhao what the draft box was.

Zhao Zhao said that comments or blog posts that were not sent or failed to send are automatically added to the draft box when they are returned.

Draft comments are one minute earlier than sent comments.

That is to say, when she made the comment at that time, she hesitated, but finally decided to love Jane Mu a little more.

Sighing slightly in her heart, it seemed that she really liked Jian Mu in the past.

Xu Fengwan listened silently, she only knew a part of what happened in high school and college, and in college, because of the distance between the colleges, sometimes she and Cen Luo couldn't see each other for several days.

I know that Cen Luo has done a lot to Jian Mu, but I don't know that she has done so much.

"Xiao Luo, you shouldn't like Jian Mu anymore, right?" Xu Fengwan asked tentatively.

In the past, she thought that as long as Cen Luo was happy, she liked Jian Mu, and she couldn't stop her, but now, Xu Fengwan suddenly felt that the only person she could trust the most was herself.

Perhaps only herself would spoil Cen Luo unconditionally. Compared with others, Xu Fengwan felt that she was more confident that she could make Cen Luo happy.

"She does love Jian Mu very much, but she doesn't love herself." Cen Luo twitched the corners of his mouth, looked at the two of them and took a deep breath, "I'm not her, the only one I love the most is myself."

Seeing Cen Luo's attitude, Qin Ran and Xu Fengwan breathed a sigh of relief.

Cen Luo didn't mention the fact that the two of them deleted her mobile phone records, but only said that he wanted to be quiet.

Then Qin Ran and Xu Fengwan left the ward.

Cen Luo lay on the bed and closed his eyes for a while, but found that he couldn't sleep.

No one can blame it, it's their own choice.

After a few minutes, Cen Luo reopened his eyes, stared at the ceiling for a while, then sat up from the bed.

On the right side of the ward is a row of glass windows, and the sight on the 18th floor can just see the scene in the garden downstairs.

Cen Luo had been to the garden twice before to get some fresh air, but then he was too lazy to go, so he never went for a walk in the garden again.

There is a fountain in the garden, and there are several square benches in front of the fountain, where people who are tired from walking will sit there to rest.

Zen Luo's eyes looked around the garden for a week, and suddenly stopped in front of the fountain.

There were two girls on the lawn, they looked to be in their early twenties, and they were supposed to be lovers.

Because Zen Luo saw one of the girls lightly pecked on the face of the other girl in the wheelchair.

The girl in the wheelchair is blowing bubbles with a bubble machine, and the colors of the bubbles become colorful in the sun.

The bubbles the girl blows all drift towards the other girl.

The girls looked very happy and grinned at each other.

The scene is beautiful, whether it's when they stand close together, or when the colorful bubbles are blown away by the wind in the sun.

Cen Luo was fascinated by it, and he smiled along with their interaction unconsciously.

Suddenly, a disobedient bubble actually had its own idea, and it floated farther than the previous bubble.

Cen Luo's eyes were attracted to it, wanting to see where it finally floated.

At the end of the bubble burst, Cen Luo saw a familiar figure.

The smile at the corner of his mouth suddenly stopped.

Jian Mu was standing there, and as she looked at her, Cen Luo found that Jian Mu was staring at the two girls just now.

Jian Mu also likes this kind of thing?

Looked so fascinated.

Cen Luo felt that Jian Mu was very strange. He stood outside the door for almost a week, and only came in once while she was sleeping.

She just woke up that time, was startled when she saw Jian Mu standing beside the bed, and asked her what she wanted to do.

Jian Mu said he wanted to see her.

Cen Luo felt a little speechless, so she told her to go out and not come in casually.

Sometimes, she thinks Jian Mu is stupid.

Now I know that the most stupid should be myself.

Jian Mu is probably not used to it now, just like when she was in college.

When his heart is not blinded by his emotions, Cen Luo can easily see the truth.

Cen Luo sighed, saying that stupid people have stupid blessings, maybe this car accident has become her blessing?

Because when he heard about Jian Mu, Cen Luo's mood did not fluctuate, and he could rationally analyze what happened and what she would do now.

When he came back to his senses, the two girls blowing bubbles had no idea where they were going, and Jian Mu was no longer where he was before.

Cen Luo returned to the hospital bed, ready to close his eyes and rest for a while.

This time, Cen Luo fell asleep very quickly, and it was already an hour later when he woke up.

Cen Luo stretched out his arms, then got out of bed, ready to go out to feel the fresh air.

As soon as Cen Luo walked to the elevator entrance, she heard a ding, and the elevator door just stopped on her floor.

Cen Luo originally wanted to run over and press the elevator button, but Jian Mu walked out of the elevator.

Seeing her, he pressed the elevator button to go downstairs in the other elevator car on the other side.

"This elevator is going up."

Jian Mu suddenly spoke up.

Cen Luo glanced at the elevator floor indication, and found that it was indeed going up.

Without answering Jian Mu's words, Cen Luo walked to the elevator on the other side.

Jian Mu, who originally came out of the elevator, did not leave, but stood beside Cen Luo.

"Are you going to the dentist?"

Jian Mu asked again.

Cen Luo didn't answer, in fact, Cen Luo could hear Jian Mu's voice being lowered a little bit. Cen Luo had heard Jian Mu's voice before, it was clear and cold, but this time it was gentler.

To be honest, using gentleness to describe Jian Mu is a bit of a drama for Cen Luo. Whether it is someone else's description of Jian Mu or his own perception, Jian Mu and gentleness are irrelevant.

Even though he could hear the deliberate tenderness in her voice, Cen Luo didn't speak.

Before was before, now is now, let alone Jian Mu, even she herself didn't like her like that.

After a while, the elevator arrived at their floor.

Cen Luo felt that Jian Mu followed him into the elevator.

Cen Luo pressed the first floor.

Jian Mu was standing on her left. When Cen Luo turned her face slightly, she found that Jian Mu's hand was hidden behind her.

I don't know why, but at that moment, Cen Luo thought of the children who were secretly hiding toys for fear of being discovered.

But it was only for a moment, Jian Mu couldn't hide toys, let alone a child.

After that, Cen Luo stopped looking around Jian Mu.

Cen Luo did not go to the dentist as Jian Mu thought, but walked towards the garden.

There are many patients in the garden wearing patient uniforms, as well as family members accompanying the patients.

Rare sunshine in winter, warm and comfortable.

There is a rockery next to the fountain, and there are two benches in front of the rockery. Not far from the benches, there are several seven or eight-year-old children squatting on the ground to play.

Cen Luo looked around the garden for a week, then sat down on the bench in front of the rockery.

Usually, Cen Luo doesn't like children who are too noisy, but now it seems a little too quiet here alone, and it may be much more comfortable to listen to the noise of the children.

Everyone has their own life, it is impossible to accompany her all the time.

Not just now, but also in the future.

So, Cen Luo has to get used to it quickly.

Perhaps the weather was so good, Cen Luo sighed in his heart.

Jian Mu stood not far from her.

Cen Luo didn't talk to Jian Mu, and he didn't even put his eyes on her.

As if she didn't exist at all.

Jian Mu stood behind Cen Luo, his left hand moved slightly, and his right hand suddenly went into his pocket.

Jian Mu saw Cen Luo sitting alone on the bench in a daze, hesitated for a few seconds and then walked to Cen Luo's side.

The sunlight was suddenly blocked, Cen Luo frowned a little displeased, and looked up to see Jian Mu's face.

In fact, if you only look at her face, Jian Mu is really beautiful, the tear mole at the corner of her eye is like an ornament, cold and lustful.

However, this is really not her type.

Not because of pity, but because of why you like her?

Qin Ran said he didn't know, and Cen Luo wouldn't even know.

"I want to give you something."

Suddenly, Cen Luo heard Jian Mu's voice.

Cen Luo was a little puzzled and didn't know what Jian Mu wanted to do.

After a few seconds, Cen Luo saw Jian Mu's left hand sticking out from behind, holding a blue thing that looked like a water gun.

But after taking a closer look, Cen Luo found that she had seen this thing before. It was the bubble machine that the couple in the garden just played.

Cen Luo was stunned for a second, then Jian Mu suddenly shoved the bubble machine into her hand.

Then she saw Jian Mu touch her pocket again, and a pink and orange bubble maker suddenly appeared in her hand.

Only then did Cen Luo realize that the pockets on both sides of the red woolen coat that Jian Mu was wearing today seemed to be bulging.

The coat is very loose and the shape on it is so unique that it is impossible to see that it is full of things if you don't look closely.

Then she saw Jian Mu put all the bubble machines on the vacant seat next to her.

Cen Luo: "?"

After a while, she saw Jian Mu touch two more bubble machines with different shapes.

Cen Luo: "?"

What is this doing? Bubble machine wholesaler?

After seeing the couple having a good time, they bought it and made a fortune in the hospital garden?

"These two seem to be able to blow heart-shaped bubbles, and the water is very special, and the color will look better."

The last two do not seem to be automatic bubble blowers, but to blow them yourself.

Cen Luo looked at Jian Mu and didn't speak for a while.

"There are only these colors, I don't know which one you will like."

So I bought them all.

Cen Luo automatically added what Jian Mu wanted to say in his mind.

In an instant, Cen Luo was a little speechless.

This time, it's not that she doesn't want to simply ignore Jian Mu, but she is a little speechless by her behavior.

I don't understand why she bought so many bubble machines for her.

Just as he was about to get up and leave, Cen Luo suddenly remembered the couple he saw more than an hour ago.

So, is Jian Mu trying to coax her with this bubble machine?

Cen Luo stopped standing up completely, suddenly looked at Jian Mu, opened his mouth, but couldn't think of what he could say.

Ask if you are sick?

Or scold what are you doing?

At this moment, Cen Luo suddenly stopped thinking.

The atmosphere between the two became more silent than before.

The children's laughter came from his ears, and Cen Luo looked away.

Didn't think about anything, didn't know what to think.

She dislikes the past, but respects it.

It's all your own choice, and it's just respect.

Now she has neither love nor hatred for Jian Mu.

After a long time, she didn't hear Cen Luo's answer. Seeing that she looked away and didn't know what she was thinking, Jian Mu lowered her head and looked at the bubble machine in her hand.

After pressing the button for a long time, the bubbles suddenly came out of the nozzle and floated in the air in the sunlight.

Jian Mu moved her lips slightly, and murmured softly as if to herself: "It's pretty."

Cen Luo squinted his eyes slightly, and blocked the unblinking sunlight with his hands.

Looking at the children who were surrounded by a group not far away, Cen Luo said slightly: "Give it to them."

Hearing Cen Luo's sudden reply, Jian Mu subconsciously looked down at her, but Cen Luo's eyes were not on her.

But there was still a little excitement in Jian Mu's heart.

After speaking, Cen Luo got up and prepared to go back to the ward.

According to Cen Luo's words, Jian Mu gave the bubble machine to the children playing there.

When she looked back, she found that Cen Luo was already far away from her.

Jian Mu quickly followed, standing less than half a meter away from Cen Luo, waiting for the elevator with her.

Perhaps it was Cen Luo's words that gave Jian Mu a little more confidence, and she asked:

"Are you going to leave the hospital tomorrow?"

"Um."

The sound was inaudible.

Cen Luo suddenly remembered Qin Ran's words. It seemed that she and Jian Mu got along like this before.

She asked Jian Mu to answer, and each time she answered very few words.

But now the identities of the two have changed.

The talkative person became Jian Mu, and the indifferent person became her.

Cen Luo thought it was a little funny, but in fact, he didn't love him, so he could be so indifferent.

It's like she doesn't love Jian Mu now, so even if Jian Mu says a lot, she can pretend that she didn't hear it, and even if she answers, she can perfunctory with a few words.

Love and not love, the treatment is very different.

"Can I pick you up from the hospital tomorrow?"

Jian Mu's attitude today is very strange. In addition to her deliberately lower tone, she also seems to have an inquiring attitude in her words, as if she wants to hear her opinion.

Just at this moment, the elevator reached the first floor, Cen Luo did not answer Jian Mu's words, but went directly into the elevator.

At this time, there were a lot of people going upstairs, and the flow of people was a bit heavy. Cen Luo stood in the corner, and Jian Mu stood next to her, just blocking some of the crowded people for her.

The perfume on Jian Mu's body smells very good, at least a little better than other strange smells, and Jian Mu is standing by the rules, with a small distance from her.

So Zen Luo didn't move.

The atmosphere at this time was not suitable for conversation, Jian Mu didn't ask any further questions, only slightly turned his eyes to Cen Luo who was standing on one side.

I saw that her head was slightly lowered, her eyes were staring at the toes, and the toes of her two feet moved slightly.

so cute.

After a while, Jian Mu suddenly remembered that this seemed to be a small gesture that Cen Luo often did.

The elevator was running fast, and it didn't take long to reach the eighteenth floor.

Jian Mu followed Cen Luo out of the elevator.

"Can I pick you up from the hospital tomorrow?"

Jian Mu asked again.

Cen Luo doesn't want to answer, can you? Certainly not.

However, Jian Mu suddenly said again, "I want to take you somewhere."

Approaching the ward, Cen Luo paused when she heard the words, in fact, she just guessed that the place where Jian Mu wanted to take her must be a place that would help restore her memory.

Seeing that Cen Luo stopped, Jian Mu thought that Cen Luo was waiting for her to answer where she would take her.

Then he said again: "Would you like to go to our previous home?"

Listening carefully, Cen Luo could hear a trace of hope in Jian Mu's voice.

It's really useless, really useless.

"Jian Mu." Cen Luo suddenly called her name.

It's been a long time since Cen Luo called her name, and Jian Mu was stunned for a moment.

Even these simple words made Jian Mu feel a little strange.

very happy.

"I'm not the old Cen Luo anymore, and I don't want to restore memories that are not friendly to me."

Seeing that Jian Mu was about to speak, Cen Luo seemed to have guessed it, and said, "I have heard about the past, and even if I know everything, I still don't want to restore my memory."

"It's good for now. If you do something inexplicable, I'll just let you..."

sad.

Cen Luo didn't say these two words, because it sounded a little inexplicable.

Maybe it's because she doesn't love Jian Mu anymore.

However, after listening to her words, Jian Mu still insisted on that sentence: "Tomorrow, can I pick you up from the hospital?"

Maybe he wasn't thorough enough, Cen Luo thought.

"Address." Cen Luo said.

Then go and solve it once.

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