I Lost My Memory After She Was Moved

"of course can."

As Jiang Man answered, he took a tissue from the drawer box on the table and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes.

Thinking that Cen Luo believed what she said, he secretly mocked in his heart, what if he had been by her side for ten years, now that he lost his memory, it was not because of what others said and believed.

"I didn't want to target you before, I just wanted to remind you to stay away from Jian Mu. There is a genetic probability of mental illness. Even if she looks normal now, what about in the future?"

Cen Luo, who was staring at the photo and pondering, heard Jiang Man's words, slowly looked up from the photo and looked at Jiang Man, hooked his lips and smiled a little mockingly:

"You are such a good man."

Jiang Man naturally heard the irony in her words, and was about to say a few more words when he saw Cen Luo shaking the photo in her hand:

"Just this photo makes me feel sorry for our family Jane Mu even more. She was targeted by Xiaosan's stepmother and Xiaosan's daughter since she was a child. I love her even more."

Cen Luo sighed, and successfully saw the sullen look on Jiang Man's face.

Thoroughly understand Jiang Man's purpose.

"Don't worry, I will definitely love her well and stay with her, otherwise how can I be worthy of your long talk today."

Cen Luo looked straight into Jiang Man's eyes and smiled provocatively at her.

Sadness and heartache are all fake, no matter how many tears come out, it is useless.

So many words, the opposite is true.

Suddenly, Cen Luo wanted to see Jian Mu.

"I'll go first if it's okay, bye~"

"Cen Luo!"

Seeing her sneering and tough attitude, Jiang Man got angry for a while, stood up from the office chair and called her.

"Oh, by the way," Cen Luo stopped, looked at Jiang Man and said seriously, "Shouldn't it be reasonable for you to take revenge on your husband? He is the source of all your pain, if it weren't for him, you would not Such a miserable life."

"Misery and pitiful?" Jiang Man murmured, unable to believe that Cen Luo would use such words on her.

What's so pitiful about her dignified president's wife?

"Well, miserable, pitiful."

can also hate.

When she Cen Luo is a three-year-old child? Say what?

If she didn't answer, she just wanted to see what kind of words she could make up and how long she could cry.

Since she said she would trust Jian Mu, she would definitely believe it and would not be swayed by a few words from others.

Cen Luo left the office and went straight downstairs.

Because he agreed to take Jian Mu out of the hospital, Ban Zenluo had already asked for leave in the afternoon.

As early as in the elevator, Cen Luo had already ordered an online car-hailing car, and when he walked to the driveway, the car-hailing car had already arrived.

Cen Luo got into the car and sat in the back seat, a little anxious in his heart: "Master, please hurry up."

The driver picked up speed after hearing her urging.

Looking at the regressing scene outside the window, Cen Luo was a little dazed, and suddenly remembered the photo Jiang Man just showed her.

Zen Luo took out one of them.

The Jane Mu in it looks only thirteen or fourteen years old. That's not the point. She seems to have seen this place in the key photo somewhere.

Abandoned car factory, messy clutter and invisible patterns on the walls.

Where have you seen it.

Cen Luo felt that she was about to think about it, and at this moment she heard the driver's voice:

"The little girl's hospital is here."

Cen Luo quickly folded the photo and put it in his bag. After paying the money, he got out of the car.

The reason why she asked for the photo was that she felt familiar and wanted to find out where it was, and she would burn the photo when she went back.

If Jane Mu sees it, it will become a secondary injury.

She finally understood why her friends said Jane Mu was weird.

With such a childhood, it is amazing that a person can survive well.

Cen Luo stood in front of the door of the ward, took a deep breath and knocked on the door, then opened the door.

Jian Mu was sitting on the hospital bed, with her head down, not knowing what she was thinking, no response when someone came in.

"Someone came in, why don't you look at it?"

Hearing Cen Luo's voice, Jian Mu slowly raised her head and smiled at her: "You have come to pick me up from the hospital."

I don't know if it was because of Jiang Man's words, but now Cen Luo looked at Jian Mu with an uncontrollable distress.

I always felt that she should not be treated like that.

"Yes, since I promised you, I will definitely do it."

Jian Mu hummed, then opened the chest of drawers on the side, and took a plastic jar from it, with a gift ribbon wrapped around it and tied into a bow.

There are many long strips of paper in various colors, which are specially used for folding stars.

"Can you teach me to fold this?"

Although he didn't understand why Jian Mu suddenly wanted to fold the stars, Cen Luo nodded.

Now let alone teach her to fold the stars, even if she wants the moon in the sky, Cen Luo finds a way to agree.

Jian Mu counted the star papers, divided them into two stacks and placed them in front of the two of them.

Jian Mu's air pressure is very low today, and his whole person has no vitality.

Shouldn't you be happy to be leaving the hospital?

"That'smine."

Just as Cen Luo reached out and took a piece of blue star paper from the stack in front of Jian Mu, he suddenly heard Jian Mu's words.

Put down the star paper with a sigh, and then felt strange: "Aren't they all the same? There's more over there."

After Cen Luo finished speaking, he drew a piece of blue paper from the stack in front of him and gave it to her.

"Different."

"It's different."

"It's a secret."

Cen Luo thought that Jian Mu was pretending to be mysterious and "unscrupulous" in order to **** the star paper in her hand, but since Jian Mu was in a bad mood today, she let it go to her.

After the two of them folded in the ward for half an hour, they only folded dozens of stars in total, less than one-third of the star jar. Cen Luo became impatient and asked, "I won't fold the whole star. Is the jar full?"

Jian Mu was stunned for a moment, then asked, "Are you tired?"

Cen Luo nodded without hesitation: "This kind of thing needs to be folded a little a day."

"Well, that's fine."

Although Cen Luo didn't want to give up, but when he heard Jian Mu say this, he felt a little guilty and wanted to say that he would give up a little more.

However, Jian Mu opened the drawer again and took out a candy jar from it.

What is this for? Zen Luo was puzzled.

"Did you use a toy pen when you were young?" Jian Mu took out the candy jar, poured a lot of candy from it, and put it into the star jar.

Also shake it, shake it evenly.

"What kind of toy pen?"

The toy pens that she used when she was a child were gone. How could she know what Jian Mu was talking about?

"When writing, it is colorless and odorless, and you can see the words by illuminating it with a laser pointer."

"Oh that, Xiaoxi used to like to play." Speaking of the pen, Cenluo thought of Cenxi again. Cenluo bought the pen for her. They passed by the canteen together that day. He said he didn't like it, but his eyes were honest. Been staring at the pen set.

"What's wrong?" Cen Luo asked.

"I was thinking about my childhood recently, and I suddenly remembered."

Thinking about your childhood?

Are you thinking about mom?

Cen Luo pursed his lips, a little worried.

"Well, here it is for you."

Jian Mu shook the candy and star paper evenly, tied the bow, and placed it in front of Cen Luo.

"For me?" Cen Luo wondered.

"Well," Jian Mu nodded and smiled at her, "I hope you can think of me when you see the stars."

One second, two seconds, three seconds...

The room was quiet for a moment, and Cen Luo didn't answer her.

Jian Mu's expression was too like saying goodbye, as if they would never meet again after today.

"What are you thinking, saying something inexplicable."

Normally, Cen Luo would just accept it as a gift, but every expression and action of Jian Mu today made Cen Luo feel depressed.

It was as if they would never see each other again.

Thinking of this, Cen Luo's heart twitched slightly.

Jane Mu her, what are you thinking?

"When I was six, he told me that my mother was sick and needed to be hospitalized."

It was only then that Cen Luo understood that breaking the stars with her in front of her was just a foreplay for her to tell her these things.

Maybe thinking about what to say.

In any case, what Cen Luo can understand is that peeling the wound is not an easy task.

"Jian Mu...you don't need to talk about it."

"He brought Jiang Man back and said that she would take care of me. I had met her and she was a good friend of my mother, so I trusted her very much at first, thinking that she was really just here to take care of me temporarily, and she was still with her. Has her daughter."

When Jian Mu said this, Cen Luo already fully understood what was going to happen next.

"Jian Mu, stop talking."

Although Jian Mu tried her best to restrain herself, she did not show the slightest sadness or pain.

But Cen Luo knew that this past was completely painful for her, and saying one more word would add salt to her wound.

However, Jian Mu has made up his mind and does not intend to stop.

"I just found out that her daughter is my half-sister. When I was seven, she changed her name to Jane Mi and went to school with me."

Jian Mu paused, and then continued: "The people around me only liked her and didn't like me. I didn't care at first. Later, when they became more aggressive, I realized that it was Jian Mi who was talking bad about me behind my back."

"In order to avoid her, I turned around many times, but every time she turned around behind me."

Jian Mu said it lightly, and many places passed by, but Cen Luo could imagine what kind of intensification it would be to let her transfer to another school, and how painful it would be to have a bully behind her all the time.

At that time, Jian Mu was still so young.

"Their rule is the survival of the fittest, so they only help me transfer schools, but they don't care what happens at school."

Cen Luo understood that what Jian Mu said was the chairman and president of Yunjing, her grandfather and father.

How disgusting to use such a rule on a child.

Jian Mu's expression was indifferent, as if she was just telling an ordinary story that had nothing to do with her.

Cen Luo felt that his heart was numb.

She could never imagine how a child who had been tortured by people around him since the age of six grew up.

There is no one on her side, relatives are not relatives, friends are not friends.

How lonely she must be.

"My mother's illness is good and bad, but whether she is sober or sick, she will smash things, but she remembers me, and when she is sober, she will call my name and say that my Mumu has grown up."

"She loved me very much, and I persisted for many years because of this love. Later, when I went to see her, Jane Mi secretly followed me. There was a river near the hospital. She asked me to meet and said that she wanted to reconcile with me. ."

"I didn't want to reconcile with her, but I went anyway." Jian Mu seemed to be immersed in her own world, and then slowly said, "Later she pushed me into the water when I wasn't paying attention. I fell into the water once when I was a child, so She can swim, and Jane Mi herself fell into the water, the first time I rescued her."

"I didn't expect my mother to escape from the ward with me. When I got ashore, I found her wandering anxiously. I knew she was awake."

Cen Luo never thought that listening to someone else would make her heartache like this.

The scene seemed to flash past before his eyes.

What would happen if Jane Mu couldn't swim? Cen Luo couldn't imagine it.

"She didn't give up, and she didn't know that her mother was awake. When we went back, Jian Mi followed behind and pushed us. Because of her subconscious behavior, Jian Mi was also pulled into the water."

Jian Mu lowered her head, not wanting to see Cen Luo's disappointed and disgusted eyes: "I saved my mother this time."

She didn't want to argue, but she really didn't have the strength to save Jian Mi.

By the time she brought Jian Mi out, Jian Mi was already out of breath.

Jian Mi has always grown up. Maybe she felt that Jian Mu, who had been bullied by her since childhood, had no resistance, so she did not take her seriously at all.

It was her arrogance and bad heart that got this result.

Jian Mu lowered her head and did not dare to see Cen Luo's reaction.

Although she hated Jian Mi, she had always been very depressed in her heart, hated her but never thought of killing her.

Jian Mu thought that Cen Luo would think she was scary, would hate her, would think she was cruel.

But what she didn't expect was that after she said this, Cen Luo suddenly hugged her.

She felt a pat on the back, and Cen Luo's sigh:

"It's not your fault, don't feel guilty."

Jian Mu was sitting on the hospital bed, Cen Luo patted her back with one hand and gently stroked her long hair with the other, making her lean against him.

"Stop talking, it's all over."

When talking about the past, Jian Mu's mood has always been stable without any waves.

But at this moment, Jian Mu's mood suddenly changed.

Maybe because of someone to rely on suddenly, Jian Mu's mood suddenly fell:

"They said there was a genetic probability of mental illness and I shouldn't and didn't deserve to be loved, and I always thought they were right."

"Who said that, don't you think I liked you for so many years before? Don't listen to their nonsense."

Cen Luo couldn't see Jian Mu's appearance like this.

"Rejecting because of fear is stupid but effective." Jian Mu smiled, "At least in the years that followed, I was not hurt by anyone else."

"You did the right thing."

Cen Luo really wanted Jian Mu to end this topic, and every time she spoke more, she felt that Jian Mu had lifted another scar for her to see.

While showing her, I was worried that she would be afraid of her.

It hurts.

Cen Luo hugged Jian Mu tighter: "Don't think about it, darling, we'll be discharged from the hospital after a good night's sleep, okay?"

"But I hurt you," Jian Mu murmured and repeated, "I'm sorry, sorry, sorry."

Cen Luo's figure froze, she could still remember what she said to Jian Mu when she just woke up.

Those who accuse those of rejection are vivid in their eyes.

"It's all over, I don't blame you, don't be hard... pass."

She felt Jian Mu's shoulders tremble slightly, and Cen Luo lowered her eyes to see the faint tears on her clothes.

After talking so much about the past before, Jian Mu didn't have any mood swings, but now she is crying.

This kind of knowledge made Cen Luo feel very sad, and his heart that was already numb with pain felt sour at the moment.

His eyes reddened with Jian Mu's silence.

Jian Mu, shouldn't be treated like this.

She deserves all the best in the world.

Cen Luo finally understood why she followed Jian Mu for ten years.

The warm places in the world should also have a place for Jane Mu.

If not, she is willing to create for Jian Mu.

The ward was quiet for a long time, and the two stayed like this for a long time. It was not until the mood stabilized that Jian Mu took the initiative to leave her embrace.

After a while, Cen Luo heard Jian Mu's voice:

"Do you hate me?"

The faint unease and fear made Cen Luo feel another pain in his heart.

Jian Mu should be proud, not frightened like this, she didn't want to see such Jian Mu.

"No," Cen Luo sighed softly, slowly sat back on the chair, looked at Jian Mu's eyes, and told her with a smile, "I won't hate you, nor will I stay away from you, Jian Mu, don't be afraid of this in the future. kind of thing."

"I believe that I also hope that you can live proudly and happily forever."

I don't know if it was an illusion, but at that moment Jian Mu saw the long-lost love in Cen Luo's eyes.

But she knew that Cen Luo only regarded her as a friend.

A consolation for a friend.

But even so, Jian Mu was already very satisfied.

She used to be greedy, as long as she could stay by Cen Luo's side, no matter what her status, she would be content.

As long as you can stay with her.

After packing up the things in the hospital, Cen Luo returned to Nanyang Yulou with Jian Mu.

The mood is different from when I came before.

This time, Cen Luo entered the room and started watching.

"Who decorated it? Why is it so ugly?"

Actually, Cen Luo wanted to say last time, what are the messy cartoon portraits in the living room.

As long as there is a bit of aesthetics, this is not the case.

Although each cartoon looks good when picked out individually, it hurts the eyes a bit when mixed together.

Jian Mu was silent for a few seconds before replying, "It's pretty."

Cen Luo didn't think about making Jian Mu silent before saying such words, but he still couldn't believe it: "It can't be me, right?"

"The sixteen-year-old you and the twenty-four-year-old you seem to have different aesthetics."

Cen Luo: "..."

It's really her.

This is outrageous.

Cen Luo followed behind Jian Mu and hesitated when she saw her entering the room.

Seeing that she was standing at the door and didn't move, Jian Mu called her, "Come in."

"Oh." Cen Luo stepped into the room, feeling a little uncomfortable.

When the atmosphere was quiet, Cen Luo would think of what happened in the ward.

She can think about how she hugged Jian Mu.

Is it really just pure distress for friends?

It seems not.

"What are you thinking?"

The sudden voice startled Cen Luo, causing her to bow her head in a guilty conscience: "It's nothing."

Of course Jian Mu didn't believe her answer, but she was very happy that Cen Luo was willing to accompany her back.

Jian Mu suddenly understood that she was actually satisfied to see Cen Luo.

Seeing her smiling happily, it is good to know that she is happy.

There is no need to imprison her by his side.

Maybe she was wrong in the beginning, she shouldn't be too obsessed and should let Zen Luo live her own life.

Although, she will be sad.

"If you fall in love in the future, can we still be friends?"

Jian Mu took the clothes out of the suitcase and spread them on the bed slowly, pretending to ask her casually.

"What?" Zen Luo suspected that he had heard it wrong.

"I said, if you fall in love in the future, can we still be friends?"

Jian Mu thought that Cen Luo didn't hear clearly, so he really repeated it.

At this moment, Cen Luo didn't know how to describe her mood.

I wanted to scold her for what was going on in her head.

But it turned out that Jian Mu's question was actually normal.

Staying in touch with an ex is a disservice to the present.

But why does she ask such a question?

Cen Luo was uncontrollably angry and wanted to tell her that he couldn't, but he remembered the words he had just comforted her.

He breathed a sigh of relief and asked her, "How about you?"

"I won't fall in love with others anymore." Jian Mu's tone was indifferent, and she couldn't tell her emotions.

Cen Luo was in a panic, what does it mean that he won't fall in love with others again?

"You want to become a nun?"

In the end, Cen Luo couldn't help but sneer.

"Then will you come to see me?"

Cen Luo: "..."

Cen Luo couldn't remember how long he hadn't been so angry.

I couldn't get up and down in one breath, I was stuck in panic.

"Can you?" Jian Mu was still obsessed with that question.

Cen Luo leaned against the vanity mirror in her room, and after a long while, replied, "Yes."

What can I do, I must do what I promised.

Why ask her such a question.

While the person who asked the question was still orderly arranging his clothes, Cen Luo scratched his hair irritably, not wanting to look at her again.

He turned around and looked at himself in the mirror.

There was a wooden box on the table. Cen Luo thought there was something like a comb in it. She wanted to straighten her hair, so she opened it.

I didn't realize there was a photo frame inside.

Cen Luo didn't react and didn't cover it immediately.

At this time, Jian Mu had already put the folded clothes into the closet, and just turned around and saw the opened wooden box.

Cen Luo was stunned for a moment, then quickly closed it and said to Jian Mu, "I'm sorry, I thought..."

Jian Mu came over from the bed and picked up the opened wooden box.

The photo frame was placed face down, so Cen Luo didn't see what the photo inside looked like.

But what Jian Mu could treasure in the wooden box should be something very important.

"It's okay, in fact, I should have shown it to you earlier."

Jian Mu used to worry about whether she would know something from seeing her mother's photo.

She was also afraid that Zen Luo would stay away from her because of this.

Jian Mu took out the photo frame from the box. In the photo, a woman wearing a dark blue cheongsam was smiling gently.

That was Jian Mu's mother.

"Is this the first time you've shown me your mother?" Cen Luo asked in confusion.

"Well, sorry, before..."

Before Jian Mu could finish speaking, she was interrupted by Cen Luo.

"I don't want you to apologize, I just want to say that I seem to have met your mother."

"Um?"

"In my dreams."

Some time ago, Cen Luo had been having some strange dreams, bizarre and terrifying. She dreamed that she had been running and running in a corridor, and she was exhausted by the end of her vision.

Suddenly she saw a woman, sitting on the hospital bed in a hospital gown, looking at her and smiling, asking her to go over and she had something to say to her.

But soon Cen Luo woke up, thinking it was just an ordinary dream, and he didn't take it to heart. He remembered that it was because the woman was too beautiful.

Cen Luo recounted her dream and Jian Mu.

"Have I met your mother?"

Cen Luo suddenly understood that this shouldn't be an accident, maybe it was something she hid deep in her heart.

"Actually, I also dreamed of a scene," Zen Luo said after a pause, "I dreamed that you were alone at the beach for a long time."

She was sitting by the sea, the sea flowing over her ankles, and Jian Mu didn't react to the ebb and flow of the tide.

The back is too lonely.

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