I Lost My Memory Before the Divorce Was Agreed

Lu Yuanbai's sleepy eyes are a little bit hard to open now.

He had a lot of scenes in the past month, and because of the change of seasons, the shooting was not in a hurry. Just to say that today Lu Yuanbai shot five personal shots and one scene with the protagonist.

However, due to the high level of the protagonist's acting skills, Lu Yuanbai accompanied Lu Yuanbai for many reshoots, and the whole person was exhausted. In the past few days, Lin Mu also realized Lu Yuanbai's fatigue, and the diet meals were temporarily stopped for Lu Yuanbai. I was afraid that Lu Yuanbai couldn't keep up with his physical strength.

When Lu Yuanbai was eating a lunch box at noon today, he quietly avoided people and ate two servings. After all, there were too many violent scenes where Jichen needed physical strength, and he really had no strength if he didn't eat.

Lu Yuanbai stood at the door of the master bedroom, and when he heard the man say there was none, his delicate brows slightly wrinkled.

So where can his pillow go?

Lu Yuanbai stood on the spot and fell into thinking for a while, but there was only Duan Yu in the room, and no one would touch his pillow at all.

"Did the person who cleaned the room come today?"

"I've been here." Duan Yu didn't give Lu Yuanbai a chance to speak, and continued: "But he just cleaned up and took away the garbage, and didn't move your pillow."

Lu Yuanbai was completely hoarse when he heard Duan Yu's words.

his pillow!

A pillow as big as he is!

It just disappeared out of nowhere!

Then Lu Yuanbai asked a little reluctantly: "Did you really not see it? It's the fat white one that I exchanged from you."

Speaking of which, Lu Yuanbai gave Duan Yu a good gesture.

It was really sleepy, but Lu Yuanbai still couldn't fall asleep without a pillow.

Duan Yu was sitting on the sofa watching Lu Yuanbai's actions, and was instantly so cute that he felt itchy for a while.

But his face was still indifferent: "No."

"Shouldn't your pillow be in the room?"

"Yeah." Lu Yuanbai nodded, and then his face didn't change, but there was a hint of unnoticeable loss in his tone, "but it just disappeared suddenly."

Duan Yu pretended, "If you look carefully, maybe you should be able to find it."

After saying these words, Duan Yu almost instantly put aside his suspicions.

After all, Duan Yu is sitting in this position today, and he is very clear that some things can't be rushed for quick success, otherwise it will be easy to reveal his faults.

By then it will be worth it.

After hearing this, Lu Yuanbai nodded, like a good baby, "Then I'll look for it."

Then, wearing Honey Bear's pajamas, he forced his eyelids to start rummaging in the master bedroom.

Just like a little bear looking for treasure, people can't help but smile when they see it.

However, Lu Yuanbai searched around for a while, but still couldn't see his pillow.

In an instant, there is both loss and some small collapse.

Not because of anything else, but because he is too sleepy now. He was so sleepy that he held his eyelids tightly, but closed his eyes but couldn't fall asleep. The sleepiness tortured his nerves.

However, without the pillow he hugs every night, Lu Yuanbai couldn't fall asleep at all.

Then I started to think back in my mind, how could he suddenly disappear after he woke up this morning and put it on the bed?

Then he glanced at the window.

not…

Get carried away by the seagulls that came in through the window!

For a while, the imagination in Lu Yuanbai's mind became more and more outrageous, and there was no basis at all.

However, even with such an outrageous idea being carried away by seagulls, Lu Yuanbai still thought of a certain possibility in his heart.

After all, their hotel is close to the sea, and the world is full of wonders. Often the most impossible thing to believe is the truth.

When Duan Yu walked into the master bedroom, he saw Lu Yuanbai sitting on the bed with his eyes closed.

It seems that not finding a pillow hit him a lot.

Lu Yuanbai glanced at the man, then turned his head away slightly.

Now that he saw Duan Yu, it was as if he was looking at a large walking sleeping pill.

Duan Yu smiled and looked at the person, looked at the sleepiness on the person's face and said, "Why are you still not sleeping?"

Lu Yuanbai pursed his lips and said nothing.

Then Duan Yu walked out of the room, and when he came back, he took a cup of hot milk in his hand, and then handed it to Lu Yuanbai, "Drink it, it will help you sleep."

Lu Yuanbai glanced at the hot milk. Now he had no sleeping pills by his side, and the sleeping pills he was holding in his arms were lost again. He felt sleepy for a while. Hearing Duan Yu said that it was helpful for sleep, he stretched out his hand to take it and looked up. The first ton ton gulps down.

Duan Yu watched from the side, in fact, if Lu Yuanbai wasn't as sleepy as he was at this time, as long as he looked closely at Duan Yu, he could see the deep expression in those dark eyes.

Lu Yuanbai lay down after drinking the milk. Duan Yu saw that he stretched out his hand to pull the quilt up for someone, and Lu Yuanbai felt the breath of the man.

A possibility suddenly popped into my mind.

Duan Yu pesters him every day to be intimate, so naturally the man will not miss this opportunity before going to bed today,

In such a situation now, Duan Yu should chat with him before going to bed. As long as Duan Yu is by his side and accompanies him to talk, he can fall asleep.

Lu Yuanbai thought to himself.

However, halfway through the thought, this possibility was shattered.

I saw Duan Yu turned around and left the master bedroom with the milk cup.

Lu Yuanbai: "..."

Lu Yuanbai watched the man leave his back, a little surprised for a while.

That's...that's it!

Lu Yuanbai lay on the bed and closed his eyes, forcing himself to fall asleep, but after more than ten minutes passed, Lu Yuanbai was so sleepy that his consciousness was a little confused, but he still couldn't fall asleep.

Lu Yuanbai squinted in pain.

At this time, Yu appeared at the door of the master bedroom.

The man looked at Lu Yuanbai lying on the bed with a pair of eyebrows, "Come to turn off the light for you, and come and see if you haven't turned it off for a long time."

Saying that, Duan Yu raised his hand and pressed the switch. For a while, the master bedroom fell into darkness, only the blurred lights outside the window lit up.

Lu Yuanbai was very distressed, seeing the man turn around in the dark as if he was about to leave.

Lu Yuanbai straightened up slightly from the bed, "Duan Yu..."

Duan Yu turned his back to Lu Yuanbai for a while, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and then quickly turned back to look at Lu Yuanbai through the weak light outside the window, "What's wrong?"

It was almost a subconscious act for Lu Yuanbai to stop Duan Yu, the man turned to look at him, Lu Yuanbai was still slightly at a loss, and didn't know what to say.

Although he didn't say anything, Lu Yuanbai knew very well at this moment that he wanted Duan Yu to sleep with him.

He was so tired and sleepy that his eyes began to glow slightly red, so sleepy that he couldn't open his eyes but closed them and couldn't sleep.

He wanted Duan Yu to accompany him, he wanted to sleep.

But looking at the man standing not far away, he didn't know how to speak for a while.

But no matter what, his request was too abrupt for the two of them at this time.

After all, he was not indifferent to Duan Yu before, until yesterday when it was revealed that he pretended to forget his amnesia, the two were rarely close.

Lu Yuanbai grabbed the quilt on his body for a while, trying to organize some words, but he couldn't say it when he got to his mouth.

Because his actions were so contradictory to what he thought at first.

Stay away from Duan Yu, but want to sleep with others.

this fucking...

Isn't he a scumbag! !

The director's words echoed in his head, and Lu Yuanbai felt guilty for Duan Yu for a while. He seemed like a scumbag who was taking advantage of Duan Yu's feelings and was irresponsible. He raised his pants and ran away.

Lu Yuanbai is very resistant to cheating other people's feelings, but what is he doing now.

He said refusal in his mouth, but he was close to Duan Yu in action, which was a combination of self-contradictions.

He shouldn't be like this to Duan Yu, Duan Yu is sincere to him, and he is just ruining Duan Yu's sincerity.

try?

For a while, two words appeared in Lu Yuanbai's mind.

He and Duan Yu try?

Try to accept Duan Yu, try to admit the feelings for him in your heart?

Now there is no better way in front of Lu Yuanbai.

The relationship between him and Duan Yu was simply not something he could stop by saying no.

Duan Yu would not agree, and his rapid heartbeat would not stop.

He likes Duan Yu, but he is also afraid to like him.

He was afraid that Duan Yu's feelings for him would change in the future, he was afraid that he would repeat the mistakes of the previous generation of marriages, he was afraid that Duan Yu was not sincere to him, he was afraid... that Duan Yu would like others later.

Lu Yuanbai has too many concerns. He is not the carefree Lu Yuanbai before, now everything has changed.

But if you think about it carefully, are there people around you who really care about him?

The answer is yes.

He has loved his mother for half his life. At that time, someone at school laughed at Song Zhao, who tried his best to help him fight, Lin Mu, who worked with him for many years and grew up with him, as well as the sturdy coach, Director Zhang, the staff of the studio, and him. fans of…

These people are all sincere to him, but the blows in the past few years are so great that he gradually forgets the people around him who treat him the same as before, and whose emotions remain the same.

He ignored it, he couldn't get out because he couldn't look forward.

Lu Yuanbai grabbed the quilt on his body and summoned up his courage, "Have you slept well on the sofa these days?"

Try it.

The answer in his mind.

He likes Duan Yu, and men love him too, so they can try it out.

What he has to do is very simple, there are only two things.

Be sincere and be prepared to leave at any time.

These two are the prerequisites for him and Duan Yu to try. After all, sincere dedication in this relationship is a necessary condition, and leaving at any time is also a way for Lu Yuanbai to leave himself.

It can also be said that it is the way to survive.

Duan Yu stood in front of the master bedroom door, Lu Yuanbai's voice was so soft that it tickled his ears.

Then he said, "It's okay."

In the dark, Lu Yuanbai blushed slightly. Since he had already decided to try it with Duan Yu, it was time for him to take the initiative.

For a while, his mouth was a little knotted, "Is there something I'm not used to?"

Duan Yu looked at the person through the dim light outside the window, and licked his lips, "The sofa is too small, and it can't be stretched out."

Not long after these words were spoken, Duan Yu's eyebrows suddenly opened.

I saw Lu Yuanbai, who was lying on the bed, slightly lifted the quilt, and then pursed his lips and patted the seat next to him, "The bed is big, you... do you want to come and try."

At this time, Lu Yuanbai's face was slightly stiff. If it was acting, it would be fine. When Lu Yuanbai said intimate words, he would naturally say it as work.

But now Lu Yuanbai has made a decision in his heart and made a decision, which is very unnatural when facing Duan Yu.

Hearing what he said felt extremely awkward in his own ears.

Aside from the previous three months of amnesia, he hadn't actively expressed his feelings with anyone for too long.

When some words came to his lips, Lu Yuanbai couldn't say them, and he didn't even know if he could.

Like he just wanted to say that we are going to sleep together tonight?

But when it came to his lips, it became, asking Duan Yu if he was used to sleeping on the sofa.

But this is not bad, after all, he has already moved forward, but the process is a little slow and some small episodes.

Fortunately, the room was dark, and only the light outside the window glowed faintly.

After Lu Yuan spoke in vernacular, he swallowed nervously for a while.

Would Duan Yuhui think he was so weird...

After all, the sudden initiative and change are too sudden and inexplicable for a person who has always been very indifferent.

Lu Yuanbai pursed his lips and looked at Duan Yu, but he was actually a little afraid that the other party would reject him.

He was afraid that Duan Yu would refuse his invitation now, and he would not be able to take the initiative emotionally in the future.

Time passed by minute by minute, but only one minute had passed, but it seemed as long as an hour had passed.

The silence of the man made Lu Yuanbai's heart beat.

After a long silence, the man spoke.

Duan Yu stood at the door of the master bedroom and stared at Lu Yuanbai, "How do you try?"

This sentence was asked for no purpose, Lu Yuanbai was stunned for a moment, then pursed his lips and didn't know how to speak for a while.

Then he struggled for a long time before saying, "Lie down...you can lie down and try."

Lu Yuanbai said heart-warming words, and Duan Yu's heart was indeed excited because of Lu Yuanbai at this time.

But what the other party said was not the answer he wanted.

What he wanted was the most direct answer that would allow Lu Yuanbai to face his feelings.

He wanted Lu Yuanbai to say what he wanted, instead of making unwarranted temptations.

Duan Yu looked at him, "Are you inviting me?"

Lu Yuanbai sat on the bed and nodded, then said, "The sofa you've slept on for so many days shouldn't be comfortable."

Duan Yu listened and took a step in the direction of Lu Yuanbai.

Seeing the man walking towards him, Lu Yuanbai's heart thumped.

Duan Yu stood still on Lu Yuanbai's bed, hearing what Lu Yuanbai had just said.

Seeing people standing still, Lu Yuanbai licked his lips and then summoned up the courage to look up at Duan Yu, during which he patted the empty space beside him.

A pair of eyes looked at Duan Yu expectantly in the dark, the lights outside the window added a layer of blurred hazy feeling, coupled with Lu Yuanbai's actions at this time, the temptation can be said to be unusual.

Duan Yu's eyes were a little familiar. Since Lu Yuanbai regained his memory, he rarely looked at him like this, almost never. It was only used when he pretended to be pitiful in front of him.

However, the lights were dim now, and Duan Yu couldn't tell for a while whether Lu Yuanbai was pretending to be pitiful or not.

The man's deep black eyes were meaningful.

Then a low, hoarse voice sounded in the darkness.

"is it okay?"

Lu Yuanbai listened and nodded reservedly, "Yes."

Duan Yu's eyes darkened after hearing this, his slender legs took a step forward, and then a backed knee was placed on the bed, leaning over to look at Lu Yuanbai.

The man's approach was too sudden, Lu Yuanbai tilted his head back slightly uncontrollably for a while, a little embarrassed to look at Duan Yu.

Duan Yu watched Lu Yuanbai silently for a while, then got up, "Forget it."

Lu Yuanbai was stunned for a moment, Duan Yu's action just now was clearly about to come up, why did he suddenly change his mind.

Just as Lu Yuanbai was about to ask, he heard the man's indifferent voice and continued: "You don't like me being too close to you. If I go to bed for a test, you should be uncomfortable, so forget it."

Saying that, the man turned to leave.

Lu Yuanbai felt a little panic in his heart.

Duan Yu refused him, but not because he didn't like him and refused his invitation, but because he was worried about his feelings, he didn't go to bed. Duan Yu was afraid that he would be uncomfortable and that he would not like him, so he didn't accept it.

Now Lu Yuanbai seems to understand a little.

As long as it involves him, he is the starting point for Duan Yu's decision.

Duan Yu loves him and is willing to indulge him endlessly, no matter how absurd or excessive the matter is, as long as it is related to Lu Yuanbai, Duan Yu will not hesitate to make a decision that is beneficial to Lu Yuanbai.

"It's not too late, you go to bed first."

After Duan Yu finished speaking, he planned to turn around and leave.

However, the steps taken by those long legs were much smaller than before.

Duan Yu is a businessman and knows how to maximize his profits.

His excuse for rejecting Lu Yuanbai just now was also thought up early in the morning.

Green tea coaxes people to guard the seventh rule: subtly let the other party feel that you care about each other all the time, and let the other party realize that he has you in his life.

When Lu Yuanbai started looking for a pillow in the room, Duan Yu began to read the book, but his dignified boss and the company boss couldn't let others know that he was reading this kind of thing in private, so he quietly changed the book cover .

When Lu Yuanbai raised his hand to pat the position next to him just now, Duan Yu could not wait to lie on the bed and hug the person into his arms to kiss him tenderly.

But in the end, he stubbornly held back.

As for the rejection of Lu Yuanbai just now, Duan Yu felt guilty in his heart when he told his lover. After all, although he rejected it on the surface just now, Duan Yu seemed to be the punctual one every night before eleven o'clock in the past week. And like Cinderella, she arrived in the master bedroom on time, and then went to bed with someone to sleep.

Lu Yuan stared blankly at the person who was about to leave, feeling a little flustered in his heart, "You can come up and try it."

However, after the words were spoken, the man's pace did not stop.

Lu Yuanbai got out of bed in a hurry, stepped on the floor with a pair of white feet, and followed Duan Yu like a little follower, "You can come and try it tonight, I don't mind."

Duan Yu glanced at Lu Yuanbai, and a guilty conscience flashed in his eyes. In fact, Lu Yuan Baijie didn't mind, Duan Yu would try on Lu Yuanbai's bed every night.

But he still wasn't honest when he saw people. Although Duan Yu stopped, he didn't agree, "I can't, you've always resisted me, and I don't want you to feel uncomfortable."

If Lu Yuanbai said this when he was spanked yesterday, the other party might be happier.

After Lu Yuanbai heard this, his face instantly wrinkled.

Duan Yu raised his hand and brushed the broken hair in front of Lu Yuan's white forehead, "Good night."

Lu Yuanbai frowned, as if facing a great crisis at this time, and quickly held Duan Yu's hand.

Lu Yuanbai's face turned red at this time, but fortunately, the darkness around him is not very obvious now.

"No... not uncomfortable."

Afterwards, both of them were silent for a while, and Duan Yu said, "Lu Yuanbai, did you really let me try it because I slept on the sofa too much?"

Lu Yuanbai almost subconsciously wanted to nod his head, but in the end he held back abruptly.

"Isn't it?"

The man's deep voice lingered in his ears like a magic power.

"Lu Yuanbai, you don't want me to try it, it's that simple, right?"

Duan Yu raised Lu Yuanbai's chin and forced him to look at him.

Lu Yuanbai looked at Duan Yu with a pair of eyes and didn't know how to answer for a while, but Duan Yu looked at him with a very clear gaze.

He actually wanted to try it with Duan Yu, but he couldn't correct his character of being alienated from others for many years.

Finally, he could only pursed his lips and nodded.

Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai, "Then what do you want to do?"

Just when Lu Yuanbai wanted to speak subconsciously, Duan Yu said first: "I want to hear you tell the truth."

Sure enough, hesitating for a way out.

"I…"

Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai with dark eyes, "What do you want to do?"

Lu Yuanbai was like an ant on a hot pot for a while, unable to get up or down.

A pair of eyes were slightly red, and the voice trembled: "I want you to sleep with me."

Lu Yuan said that he didn't dare to look at Duan Yu again for a while.

He was afraid that the man in front of him would reject him again, but when Lu Yuanbai was tangled in his heart, he suddenly felt empty.

I saw Duan Yu's hand crossed Lu Yuanbai's arm and lifted the person directly.

Lu Yuanbai was startled, "What is this?"

"Didn't you say you wanted me to sleep with you?" Duan Yu walked to the bed with someone in his arms, "Of course he was sleeping."

Then Duan Yu quickly put the person on the bed, and then got on the bed himself.

Lu Yuanbai was still at a loss for a while, and Duan Yu was still a little nervous beside him.

Duan Yu's movements were very natural lying beside Lu Yuanbai, without a trace of discomfort.

However, both of them had their own thoughts at this time.

Lu Yuanbai was thinking about how to take the initiative to express to Duan Yu his determination to try between the two in the future. Does he need to express his confession again, or whether he should take the initiative in normal physical contact.

However, Duan Yu didn't know what Lu Yuanbai was thinking. Tonight Lu Yuanbai asked him to sleep with him because he thought that the pillow that Lu Yuanbai was holding every night was missing, so he needed a substitute to help Lu Yuanbai sleep. .

As for what he said just now, it may also be that he made people anxious, and Lu Yuanbai said it.

Time passed by minute by minute, and neither of them knew how long it had been since they lay down.

Lu Yuanbai closed his eyes beside Duan Yu, there was almost a distance between the two, Lu Yuanbai was embarrassed to go over, Duan Yu was afraid that he would not be able to move when he was not asleep.

Just when Duan Yu was thinking about whether Lu Yuanbai slept or not, he wanted to hug someone sideways.

I saw Lu Yuanbai rolled into his arms, wrapped in a quilt.