I Love My Sweet Neighbor

Yan Yiyang didn't sleep all night, afraid that after Yun Zhuran woke up in the middle of the night, she would be afraid if she wasn't there, but Yun Zhuran didn't wake up all night.

After a long time, Yan Yiyang was really tired. The day before, not only Yun Zhuran was exhausted, but Yan Yiyang was also exhausted. She still had to take care of Yun Zhuran.

Yan Yiyang lay down beside Yun Zhuran and fell asleep without any embarrassment.

When the bamboo was dyed, Yan Yiyang was still asleep. It was strange. Yun Zhuran should have been scared or something. It should have been a terrible thing to see a man lying next to him early in the morning, but Yun Zhuran didn't think so. Yan Yiyang was a good person, and he knew it very well.

Although he didn't know why Yan Yiyang was so dedicated to himself, Yun Zhuran felt lucky to have such a person around him in this place.

Yun Zhuran woke up from the sadness of yesterday. In fact, he had to face it sooner or later. I just couldn't take it yesterday. I really want to thank Yan Yiyang. In this city, Yun Zhuran really doesn't know anyone else, and he doesn't know this place very well.

Yun Zhuran gently tucked yan yiyang in and got out of bed. Standing in front of the window.

Yun Zhuran used to think that Yan Yiyang was not the person that Mu Qingtian photographed, but it was impossible to think about it later. Yan Yiyang was born with pride and could not do anything for anyone.

However, what was the reason for Yan Yiyang to help him like this? Yun Zhuran actually had an answer in his heart, but he felt that it was impossible. Yan Yiyang would not like a woman like him, after all, he still had a child. But other than that, Yun Zhuran really couldn't think of any other reason.

"Are you awake?" When Yan Yiyang opened his eyes, he saw Yun Zhuran standing in front of the window, not knowing what he was thinking.

"Yes." Yun Zhuran turned around and the sun shone on Yun Zhuran's shoulder, looking much better than the day before.

Yan Yiyang sat up, her hair in a mess, as if she hadn't woken up. But it still looked pleasing to the eyes.

"I still have to go to the hospital today. You pack your things first, then go downstairs." Yan Yiyang rubbed his eyes and said to Yun Zhuran.

"Okay." Yun Zhuran nodded. In fact, he was also very strange. Why now, he did not feel afraid of Yan Yiyang's existence at all. Was he used to being scared? Yun Zhuran looked at the door that had just been closed and lowered his head. Early left, and where should he go? Yun Zhuran did not want to go back to that place. The knot in his heart had not been put down. Those people, that person, he had not forgiven, but if he did not go back, where could he go?

Early had long talked to himself about death, but Early had always known about his illness, but he never said it.

At that time, Yun Zhuran told Early this seriously. Early just said that after he left, he would donate everything he could use, and then the ashes would be scattered to the sea.

That was what Early always wanted, and Yun Zhuran agreed to Early. After all, it was a good ending.

Yun Zhuran looked up at the sky. Early should have gone to heaven. Such a beautiful child should have a good ending.

Yan Yiyang knocked on the door. "Come down."

Yun Zhuran came out of his own world, looked out the door, answered, and walked out.

"Have some food first, then I'll take you to the hospital. I have nothing to do these days, so I can stay with you." Yan Yiyang took the hot milk and handed it to Yun Zhuran.

Yun zhuran nodded and did not speak.

Sitting in the car, Yun Zhuran looked out the window and didn't say anything. It was like a lifeless doll. Yan Yiyang didn't disturb Yun Zhuran. At this time, Yun Zhuran should want to think about the road after.

"Mr. Yan, can I ask you to help me with Early's funeral?" Yun Zhuran thought for a moment, then turned around and looked at Yan Yiyang.

"Hmm?" Yan Yiyang was confused.

"I really don't want to take over this matter. I want to tell you my request. After that, you help me do this. After that, I'll pay you, okay?" Yun Zhuran looked into Yan Yiyang's eyes and said eagerly.

"Yes, I can, but I don't want any remuneration. You are not familiar with anything here. I should help you. After all, we are friends. Since you don't want to participate in this matter, I will help you deal with it. There is no trouble. This is not china. There are not so many formalities to go through." Yan Yiyang's voice sounded a little unhappy, probably because Yun Zhuran didn't think of herself as a friend.

Yun zhuran nodded and did not speak. She could tell that Yan Yiyang was a little angry, but she did not want to explain anything. She really did not want to get in touch with this matter, so she wanted to ask someone else for help.

Yun Zhuran didn't like to trouble others the most in his life, so he would say about the reward.

Yan Yiyang was not talking.

When they arrived at the hospital, their faces were always gloomy.

"Do you have any requests?"

"I want to donate Early's corneas, and after that, it sparks." Yun Zhuran lowered his head, and now he didn't want to argue with Yan Yiyang. And I don't want to talk about it in detail.

"Yes." Yan Yiyang turned and entered the doctor's office.

Yun Zhuran sat outside the hospital, lowered his head, and covered his face. Yun Zhuran had already dealt with his feelings when he was at Yan Yiyang's house, but now, in the hospital, he found that he didn't have the courage to do this. He didn't have the courage to face such a thing.

In fact, now, Yun Zhuran had a crazy idea in his heart. He wanted to leave this place, and even wanted to end his life.

But he didn't have the courage at all. It wasn't that he didn't have the courage to end his life, but that he didn't have the courage to face Early. In Early's eyes, mother should be the strongest and not afraid of anything, so he had to be strong. Yun Zhuran lowered his head and covered his eyes.

But this is really difficult. What should I do to really be able to live a good life, my life seems to have no center of gravity, no pursuit.

What should I do? How should I live? Why can't anyone tell me an answer? How can I live this life alone?

Why did things turn out like this? Why did Early leave his side?

These things have never been thought of before, but at this time, it seems that it is really very aggrieved.