I Love My Sweet Neighbor

"Ah." Yun Zhuran sighed. "I really don't understand their business. However, I also hope that Qingtian can get through the crisis safely. After all, he's a good man."

Zhang Lin stared at Yun Zhuran for a while, not saying a word.

"What's wrong? What's so strange about me?"

"Yes. I always feel that you still have feelings for Qingtian."

"What is it? He's married to Long Yue. I'm also married to Yishen. Everyone set up a family for their son, and there was no chance of getting back together. Not at all."

Zhang Lin nodded and said yes.

"That's right. There's no chance of getting back together."

"Why do you seem disappointed?"

"There's nothing to be disappointed about. Anyway, as long as you're happy, Sister Chuen Ran."

Zhang Lin smiled.

Yun Zhuran patted her head, "Okay. You should sleep well. I've been driving all day, and I'm tired. I'm leaving."

When Yun Zhuran walked to the door, Zhang Lin suddenly called out, "Sister Chuen Ran."

"What?"

"I think you are very happy now, but this is not the happiness you want."

"It sounds like I have a lot of skills." Yun Zhuran ignored it and went to open the door again.

"No." Zhang Lin raised his voice. "Sister Chuen Ran, I think you are the kind of woman who should be standing in the clouds, shining brightly. This kind of life will make you mediocre."

"I'm used to mediocrity. It really doesn't matter. This is my truth."

Yun Zhuran didn't want to say anything. He opened the door and was about to leave.

Zhang Lin suddenly ran over and grabbed her arm.

"Sister Chuen Ran, I'm not badmouthing Dr. Bai. In my opinion, even dr. Bai should be able to achieve greater results. Your talents are really buried here. Besides, you are no longer needed here. The orphanage was on the right track, and there were many donations, so it was no problem to hire a few doctors and nutritionists. Dr. Bai's clinic was for the people in the nearby village, but the village was demolished. There will be no one soon. I think you will leave here one day."

Yun Zhuran opened the door and smiled back, "We'll talk about it then. At least I don't want to change my life yet."

Zhang lin looked at Yun Zhuran's back and shook her head with emotion.

She had no intention of letting Yun Zhuran leave Bai Yishen. She simply felt that these two people were so outstanding that they shouldn't be brought here. They have a bigger stage and can achieve greater value.

"Forget it. It's good to be here." Zhang Lin lay on the bed and picked up the pillow. "Sister Chuen Ran, it still hurts. I'm still alone."

Yun Zhuran walked out the door. She closed the door behind her back and walked forward with her head down.

Zhang Lin's words were like a stone falling on the surface of the water, causing countless ripples, making her heart unable to calm down for a long time.

Suddenly, she smelled smoke.

When he looked up, he saw Bai Yishen standing right in front of him, leaning against the wall, with two fingers in his right hand holding a cigarette.

"Yishen." Yun Zhuran called out softly.

Bai Yishen returned to his senses.

When he saw Yun Zhuran, he straightened up and stood up. At the same time, he threw the cigarette on the ground and stepped on it.

"Zhu ran, you're back."

"Zhang Lin is here today. You should go to bed."

"I - I also cleaned out a room yesterday."

Bai Yishen's answer was this.

Yun Zhuran understood what he meant. Even if they were to live in a room, they would sleep in separate rooms. It would be better to sleep in a different room than that.

After listening to this, Yun Zhuran could only smile bitterly, "That's good."

Bai yi thought about it and said, "Tomorrow morning, I will pretend to be coming out of your room."

Yun Zhuran did not speak.

Bai Yishen turned to leave, and Yun Zhuran suddenly grabbed his hand.

"Yishen, I'm sorry. I, I really want to be married to you. But I really, really don't know how to face you. I... I... I really don't know."

Bai Yishen was smiling bitterly.

"Nothing. Zhu ran, I don't blame you."

"Actually, I know you're a good person. I want to be a real couple with you, but I just can't make up my mind."

"Nothing."

Bai Yishen was still smiling. Seeing that Yun Zhuran's hair was a little messy, he raised his hand and wanted to touch it to comb Yun Zhuran's hair. Yun Zhuran took a step back.

Bai Yishen had to put down his hand, which was clenched into a fist.

Yun Zhuran added, "I'm sorry."

Bai Yishen said generously, "It's okay."

After that, he turned and left.

Yun Zhuran looked up at the sofa in the living room.

Bai Yishen slept on the sofa for three years and didn't want to move into the guest room because he felt that Yun Zhuran's door would be open for him. And now, he had given up.

"I'm sorry, Yishen. I didn't mean to reject you. I - compared -"

Yun Zhuran kept saying sorry and there was no one in front of her.

At this moment, Bai Yishen suddenly walked back.

"Bamboo dye. I think Zhang Lin is right."

"Ah?"

Yun Zhuran was a little confused.

Bai yishen said, "I'm sorry. I just heard you talking to Zhang Lin outside. I also think she's right. Life isn't for you right now. You should pursue a bigger stage. Don't think about me. I was the one who proposed marriage. I also explained. That's just to help you out. It's not true. So, you have to leave me now. I don't have any complaints."

In the last round, he gritted his teeth. As he spoke, his heart was bleeding.

"Yishen, you..."

Yun Zhuran wanted to take his hand. This time, Bai Yishen stepped back and avoided Yun Zhuran.

"I'm telling the truth, from the bottom of my heart."

"I, I have adapted to my life. I... I don't want to go."

Bai Yishen looked at her. Zhu ran, you are a strong woman. The way you look now doesn't suit you. I think one day, you will know what is right for you. Well, I'm tired today. Good night."

This time, Bai Yishen really turned around and left.

Yun Zhuran said to himself, "It doesn't matter if it suits my life."

"I don't think so."

Suddenly, a voice came from the side.

Yun Zhuran was startled and turned to look at Mu Ruoliu.

"Willow. You scared me to death."

Mu Ruoliu blinked and smiled slyly, "Is it my fault? You two are talking at my door. I can't even listen if I don't want to."

"Well, I'm sorry. I, we just said that."

"I heard everything." Mu Ruoliu smiled. "Maybe, if I say so, you'll think I'm selfish. But, if I were to say it, it would still be appropriate for you to return to my brother. I think..."

"No." Before Mu Ruoliu could finish, Yun Zhuran interrupted her. "That's absolutely not possible. I have no way back."

"But, sister-in-law. I'm going back. You're my sister-in-law, too."

"That's not what I meant. I mean..."

"I understand." This time, Mu Ruoliu interrupted Yun Zhuran. "You're still worried about what happened back then. In fact, after more than three years, everyone should look away. The stars you watch on tv are always like this and that. They live a good life."

"That's not what you said, Willow. We're not those stars after all." Yun Zhuran said with a bitter smile.