I love you, Mr.Commander

Lin Qing looked at him approaching step by step. His voice trembled and said, "don't come near me. I've had enough of your torture. Now I still have a little trust in your eyes? Any more self-esteem? Just like you were complacent tonight, did you think of how I would face everyone? Feng Ming is not the only one. "

Mu Li knows that he has gone too far, but many times he can't control himself. At the thought that Feng Ming was still infatuated with her, he felt as bad as a fly in his heart. Just want to torture her hard to vent her anger.

And he wants to stick to her. Only in this way can he hide his desire.

It was precisely because he had been separated for a year that he would cherish the days together more, but he didn't want to spoil her to heaven. He was afraid that she would not care about his pet and Miss Feng Ming. Doesn't it mean that you will miss someone when you are apart? He was afraid that she didn't know the position of Feng Ming in her heart until she separated.

Just like she missed him when she was around Feng Ming, and Feng Ming was really good to her that year. His character was more feminine and not as cold as he was.

Therefore, he can only confine her around with the help of such a way to get along, so that she is afraid of him and does not dare to leave him, and he can keep it secret and be intimate if he wants to be intimate.

Lin Qing never understood, and Mu Li wouldn't tell her.

Her pain made him afraid. He was afraid that she would really be impulsive. The knife didn't have eyes, so he had to whisper to her, "put down the knife and speak slowly."

As he spoke, his steps were still moving forward slowly. As long as he was close enough to her, he could take the knife from her hand, and then teach her a lesson. Don't play with the knife casually. It would kill people, not fun.

Lin Qing saw that she was getting closer and closer, and behind her was the bedside table. There was no way out. He pointed at him with a knife again and said, "don't go any further, otherwise I will really kill myself and finish it all."

She is very excited now. She just wants Mu Li to leave. She wants to sleep alone. All night she was in full view of the public and perfunctory without dignity. Mu Li was proud, but she felt ashamed to face her old friends.

Although she deliberately covered up her emotions later, the sense of humiliation remained.

Mu Li was irritated to see her so excited. He didn't understand how she was full of such hatred for him.

Is he so annoying in her eyes? Although he did something wrong, he went to the United States these days. He has been separated from her for a long time and missed her. It is normal to sit and exercise with her. How can it be a matter without dignity? How could it make her so emotional? Even pointing a knife at him?

Mu Li can't understand. He can only think that this is because Lin Qing doesn't want to embarrass Feng Ming.

He continued to approach her. If he didn't believe it, she dared to hurt herself. What's the big deal.

But just before his hand touched her wrist, she had cut the knife to her wrist, so fast and accurate that Mu Li was stunned.

Looking at the blood bubbling out of her wrist, he reacted. Frantically pulled a towel to stop her bleeding, and then walked out with it.

She even struggled weakly, "leave me alone and let me die."

"Don't you want to be with me even if you die?" Mu Li asked painfully, and his steps didn't stop. Keep rushing downstairs.

"You make me feel ashamed, you make me feel suffocated, you make me can't stand the endless torture, you make me feel worse than death..." she sobbed and muttered, falling into a coma tightly.

Mu Li took Lin qingchong downstairs and shouted, "Ah Mei, come with me to the hospital."

Mei didn't know what had happened. She rushed out of her room, the nanny came out of her room, and Aunt Li Shen Yuhe came out. Seeing Mu Li holding Lin Qing, her eyes were closed and her hands were wrapped with a towel. The blood had soaked the towel and dripped down

"Mu Li, what's going on?" Shen Yuhe was frightened and his voice trembled when he saw such a situation. At her age, there were few things that surprised her, especially after so many ups and downs.

But isn't it a good party? Why did you kill yourself again? What's going on between them?

"Nothing. I just hurt it accidentally. Go to bed and don't worry about me." Mu Li said that the clouds were light and the wind was light, but Shen Yuhe didn't believe it. How could there be nothing? If it wasn't suicide, how could I hurt my wrist instead of anywhere else? What happened between them.

Shen Yuhe stared at her and asked coldly, "tell me what happened. Don't hide it from me, otherwise I really don't have your son."

Mu Li had no time to delay. Seeing that Ah Mei had come out, he said aloud, "Mom, come back and explain to you. There will be nothing between us. Don't worry."

Then he said to Ah Mui, "come with me to the hospital."

Then she rushed out of the door. Ah Mui ran quickly, reached out to open the door, and then started the car.

After arriving at the hospital, the doctor rescued Lin Qing. Fortunately, the hemostasis was timely and there was no serious harm. But she is weak and needs to stay in the hospital for observation for a period of time. If there is no problem, she can be discharged tomorrow.

Mu Li stayed in the ward, but when Lin Qing woke up, he was very excited and said he didn't want to see him. He just wanted to have a quiet sleep alone.

Mu Li saw that she was so excited and didn't dare to stimulate her any more. She had to go out obediently and let Ah Mei guard her and take good care of her.

He sat on the bench outside the ward all night. He never felt haggard and tired, which made him understand what helplessness is.

Even in the most difficult time, during the isolation review of the Military Commission, he didn't feel so helpless, but his heart was that he wanted to cry helplessly. But a big man would rather bleed than cry.

It was gradually dawn. Ah Mui came out of the ward and saw him sitting alone on the bench. She was surprised and asked, "commander, did you stay out all night?"

"How's the commander's wife?" He got up from the bench and did it all night. His ass hurt, his neck numb and he was uncomfortable all over. But he was still worried about Lin Qing.

"The commander's wife slept well last night. She is awake now. She seems to be in a stable mood. Please go in and have a look." Ah Mui said aloud.

Mu Li nodded and pushed the door in. When Lin Qing saw him, his frightened eyes appeared, as if he had seen the devil.

Her eyes made Mu Li's heart tingle. Unexpectedly, she should see him like this. Is she so disgusted with him? He frowned and asked, "how are you feeling?"

"Very good." She whispered back and closed her eyes.

Ah Mei quickly led the doctor in. After the doctor examined her, she said that Lin Qing is in good condition and there is no problem, but she still needs to pay attention to some things. That is, after leaving the hospital, do not let the patient be stimulated, and maintain emotional stability, so as not to have the tendency of depression.

Her words surprised Mu Li. Unexpectedly, it would be such a result. She has the tendency of depression.

So he followed the doctor out of the ward and asked, "isn't her condition serious?"? Will it continue to deteriorate? "

The doctor said that this situation is not good. On the one hand, it depends on the environment and mood, on the other hand, it also depends on the patient's sense of self-discipline. If she doesn't live an active life, she is likely to worsen in pessimism. Of course, we need the help of our family.

In fact, she can commit suicide is the tendency of depression. Normal people will not make these crazy actions. There will be something to solve, rather than self mutilation. For the first time, and probably for the second time, don't let the patient get excited.

The doctor's repeated instructions made Mu Li feel very heavy. Unexpectedly, Lin Qing had so much pressure in his heart.

How long has she been back? Is it because he tortured her so badly?

Mu Li couldn't help falling into self blame and reflection. When he returned to the ward, he didn't say anything, but took Lin Qing home.

When Shen Yuhe and Aunt Li saw them coming back, they were very worried and asked, "is everything all right?"

Muli shook her head, saying there was nothing to do, and then asked Ah Mei to take her back to her room to have a rest.

Lin Qing looked rather dull. She seemed to fall into an emotion and look very numb. Seeing that her situation was wrong, Shen Yuhe was very worried and asked Mu Li, "tell me, to be honest, how is her situation?"

Mu Li sighed. He didn't want to tell Shen Yuhe what the doctor said. He was afraid she was worried. He just said that they quarreled last night, and then he ate Fengming's vinegar. What he said might not sound good, so he stimulated her.

Shen Yuhe didn't believe what he said at all and determined that Mu Li had done something sorry. Teach him a serious lesson: "if you are stubborn again, you will completely lose her. Said, when you let me travel with your Aunt Li, did you torture her? And those two shameless servants? "

Mu Li was very sad and said, "Mom, don't mention those things. After all, I'm also very upset. I can't treat many things as if they haven't happened. It's inevitable that I'll lose control of my emotions. I know I'm wrong."

Hearing what he said, Shen Yuhe continued to advise: "since you are wrong, you should treat her well, but what did you do last night? What do you want her to do with those friends? "

Mu Li stopped talking. In fact, he was not calm at this time. He felt guilty and unwilling. Why can't she think of it? He loves her, just as the so-called deep love and hatred. Why push herself into a dead end? Does she really want to live with Feng Ming?

"In the future, you should treat her well. It's really not easy for a woman." Shen Yuhe sighed.

Mu Li nodded, stood up and whispered, "I'll go back to my room to see her."

Back in the bedroom, Lin Qing saw him, and there was already a frightened look in his eyes. He sat on the edge of the bed, stared deeply into her eyes and asked, "do you really hate me so much?"

Lin Qing's eyes flashed a trace of embarrassment and asked, "you are my husband. Why should I hate you?"

"But you would rather kill yourself than I touch you." Mu Li's eyes were cold, "are we still husband and wife?"

"Just yesterday I wanted to be alone. You embarrassed me in front of so many people." Lin Qing's mood is more stable now, self-examination

"Is that all?" Mu Li asked coldly.

"What do you think?" Lin Qing sneered.

"Will you still hold a knife to me?" Mu Li softened his voice.