I love you, Mr.Commander

Now looking at the back of Muli eating breakfast with Feng Ming and going out together really looks like a brother, which makes her feel very relieved.

"Yes, they will always love each other so that we can all have a peaceful and happy day." Shen Yuhe nodded and smiled confidently. Mu Li was very happy to listen to her persuasion. In this way, the days of admiring the family will be peaceful in the future. As long as Mu Li gets along well with Feng Ming, everything will be solved.

Lin Qing naturally understood her meaning and couldn't help nodding, but now everything is meaningless to her. No matter what Mu Li and Feng Ming do, their feelings can't go back after all.

But she can't talk to Shen Yuhe. She won't understand and will stop her. She didn't want to break her heart.

Since then, the relationship between mu Li and Feng Ming is getting better and better. Can chat and talk like normal friends, and even occasionally sit together and drink.

Although Martha often came to Mu's house, she didn't cause them any trouble. She lived a peaceful and stable life. But Lin Qing can't wait. The longer her pregnancy, the greater the risk of beating her child. She has been hurt once and naturally doesn't want to be hurt again. Therefore, she must hurry to implement her plan.

It is really a difficult problem for her to quietly abort her child. First, she must choose a reliable hospital so that she can abort without Mu Li's knowledge. After thinking about it, she finally decided to go to the military region hospital. The so-called safest place is also the most dangerous. Muli wouldn't think she would have an abortion there, and he didn't know she was pregnant.

That day, she went out for a walk on the pretext of going out from home and went straight to the military hospital.

Find a young doctor and tell her that she is already the mother of two children. The economic situation at home does not allow her to have a third child, so she is forced to have an abortion.

The young doctor didn't know her and sympathized with her. He felt that women should not be a machine for giving birth to children, but should have their own life. Therefore, he readily agreed to operate on Lin Qing. Because he is a male gynecologist, Lin Qing talks to him about things, which will not make people feel that it is because of consulting pregnancy and other matters.

Things went surprisingly well, which made Lin Qing very happy. He made an appointment with him for the operation, and then went home.

She didn't know her whereabouts were reported to Mu Li by the monitor. At this time, he sat in the office and couldn't help thinking. What did Lin Qing do in the hospital, and she was still looking for a male obstetrician and gynecologist. Was she pregnant? Want an abortion?

Thinking of this, he suddenly stood up and thought of his good intentions. He switched the contraceptives she secretly bought and asked the army pharmaceutical factory to make a special contraceptive for Lin Qing. Just to make her pregnant again, so she will stop and focus all her mind on the child to be pregnant.

Since she didn't want to have a baby, he still had to let her have it. That's why he quietly switched.

It seems that Lin Qing already knows that she is pregnant. If it weren't for her, she wouldn't go to an obstetrician and gynecologist.

It seems that I should go to the doctor to stop him from having an abortion for Lin Qing, but I thought it might frighten the snake. I just kept silent until she really went to have an abortion.

In fact, psychologically, he was lucky and expected Lin Qing to eliminate the idea of abortion at the last moment. Only if she wants the child herself can she be happy. If she is not forced to be born, it will only add endless burden to her. If he loves her, he will love her.

Lin Qing doesn't know that she has been followed. She is happy that she has a chance to have an abortion. There will be more smiles on her face. When she thinks of abortion, she will go far away to say goodbye to Mu's family and her beloved family. Her heart will hurt. At the same time, she will have more smiles to cherish the last time.

On the dinner table, Mu Li asked seemingly unintentionally, "you seem very happy these days. What's the happy thing?"

Lin Qing was surprised. Did he find anything? But she quickly adjusted her mood and quietly responded, "do you want me to be unhappy?"

"Of course I'm happy when you're happy. Can you say it and make everyone happy?" Although Mu Li said so, the expression on his face was very indifferent. This is mu Li's attitude towards her recently. It has always been like this. It's not good, but it's not bad. It's polite and cold.

Lin Qing naturally couldn't tell her mind. She still smiled faintly: "nothing. I just feel that life is safe and quiet recently. Naturally, I smile more."

Mu Li looked at her carefully, didn't say anything, but continued to eat.

He was very disappointed and hoped that Lin Qing could reveal something to her, but she covered it up very well.

In the evening, he finished his business early, returned to his bedroom from his study, and wanted to strive for it at last.

Seeing him come in, Lin Qing was surprised. When she slept these days, he didn't go back to the bedroom, and when he got up, she didn't wake up. There was almost no sex, which made her feel very quiet.

Now he suddenly came in, and she was a little nervous. She couldn't help asking, "why is it so early?"

Mu Li was surprised to hear her ask, "don't you want to see me? You were surprised when I came back? "

Lin Qing knew she had made a mistake. She quickly changed her words and explained, "I'm just curious. Usually you come back very late. If you think there's anything wrong, just ask."

"We haven't been together for a long time. I miss you." Then Mu Li took off his coat, went to bed, sat beside Lin Qing and put his hand around her.

Lin Qing was so nervous by him that he subconsciously resisted and struggled to push him away.

Mu Li sneered: "what? Don't let me touch you yet? "

"I, I'm not feeling well today." Lin Qing quickly explained that she knew the consequences of offending him were very serious, but at this time, she really didn't want to do intimate things with him. Maybe she didn't want to do those things from the moment she decided to leave. It may also be that Mu Li hasn't done anything with her these days, which makes her feel a little alienated.

"Uncomfortable, I make you comfortable." Mu Li then hugged her in his arms, then turned her over and lay on the bed, pressed her under her and kissed her mouth.

Lin Qing sighed in her heart and dared not struggle any more. After all, she is still his wife and has not refused the right to live a husband and wife. This is her obligation.

No, I didn't ask for it again and again as usual, but drew back hastily.

Lin Qing was relieved. At the same time, he was very disappointed. Did he really lose interest in her? It's not his style to have not been together for so long and ended in such a hurry. It seems that he is still late. She has no charm and attraction in his heart.

Tears flow in my heart, but my face can only be as indifferent as ever.

In fact, Mu Li didn't lose interest in her, but he knew she was pregnant and didn't dare to act recklessly on her for fear of hurting her baby.

Of course, Lin Qing didn't know all this. As long as he lost interest in her, he couldn't show displeasure. Her indifference is also a kind of harm to Mu Li. Unknowingly, she is so indifferent to him. It seems that she really doesn't have him in her heart. How can she have children for him.

Although he pretends to make up with Feng Ming now, Feng Ming is embarrassed to have any ambiguity with Lin Qing again. When he meets, he just talks respectfully like his eldest brother. But he was still worried. This was also his illusion. Maybe they had already spent their time in secret.

However, he can only bear it. Now Lin Qing is pregnant. He can only bear it for the sake of her baby.

Lin Qing originally wanted to wait a few days to go to the military region hospital to find the male obstetrician and gynecologist, but mu Li's performance last night disappointed her. At the same time, she also felt the crisis, so she changed her mind and decided to go to him as soon as possible.

So on the third day, she found an excuse to send away the nanny who went to the street with her, and then went to the military hospital alone. In order to avoid meeting acquaintances, she also bought a hat and sunglasses scarf and dressed herself up.

When he found the male obstetrician and gynecologist, he was a little surprised and asked, "didn't you make an appointment a few days later? Why are you here now? "

Lin Qing said she couldn't wait. She had to go out to work. She always felt a sense of guilt when she had a fetus. She would have been relieved if she had an abortion early.

Hearing what she said, the male obstetrician and gynecologist sighed sympathetically and took her into the operating room.

At the moment she was lying on the delivery bed, she felt very nervous, her legs trembled slightly, and she kept saying: "baby, I'm sorry, forgive my mother can't give you a happy future, but let you go this way. I hope you can be reborn into a good family and enjoy a happy life. "

The male obstetrician and gynaecologist saw her like this and asked aloud, "did you go back on your word? It's not too late. "

Lin Qing clenched his teeth, shook his head and said, "no, I don't regret it. Please operate on me."

The male obstetrician and gynecologist nodded seriously, "OK, I'll start."

Just as he sat down and prepared his tools, the door of the operating room was suddenly pushed open. Mu Li came in, pushed him to the, and then pulled Lin Qing up from the delivery bed. He roared angrily, "your taste is abnormal. You not only have an abortion, but also lie in front of a man and let him have an abortion for you. It's irresponsible and shameless."

Lin Qing didn't expect that he would suddenly appear, with a look of embarrassment on his face. "You, why are you here?"

"The child is not yours. Why can't I come?" Mu Li spits fire in his eyes. He wants to burn her to death. Unexpectedly, she really came to have an abortion, which seriously hurt him and broke the last fluke in his heart.

The male obstetrician and gynecologist got up from the ground and asked, "commander, she, she is..."

"Whoever she is? Who gives you the right to give birth to a single woman? " Mu Li asked coldly, "is this the rule of the hospital? Please go and get the dean. "

The male obstetrician and gynecologist was frightened. He didn't expect that Lin Qing would be the commander's wife. He was a new doctor. He was full of hesitation, enthusiasm and youthful spirit. He didn't expect to have a big fall in doing good deeds.

He can't call the Dean, otherwise he will be fired, so he will become a joke of their medical university.

"Commander, I know. In the future, no matter what, I won't give pregnant women an abortion unless their whole family agrees." Seeing that things were bad, he begged for mercy.

Mu Li gave him a cold look and knew that he didn't mean to make mistakes. His medical ethics and skills were impeccable, so he didn't want to embarrass him, so he said coldly, "you'll take care of yourself in the future."

Then he grabbed Lin Qing's hand and walked out.

Lin Qing was dragged back to the car by him. Knowing that he was doomed, he simply didn't speak or explain.