I love you, Mr.Commander

"I said I wasn't tired. Do you believe it?"

"But have you figured it out? Such sacrifice, you and his future. " Lin Qing always has a hunch that Ling Annan can't protect Lu Xiao. It's better to put it through now than the final result.

We can't be happy, at least we won't be hurt too deeply. We know that there is a swamp ahead, so there's no need to insist on falling into it.

Lu Xiao lowered his eyes and poured coffee: "of course, I figured it out very early."

Lin Qing looked up and Lu Xiao came to her. They looked at each other. They seemed to understand each other's thoughts for a moment.

At a glance, it was an unspeakable and very shallow sadness. The light entering the room at the corners of the eyes hid all the remaining emotions.

Lu Xiao brought her coffee and also sat on the sofa. His tone was natural: "if I didn't think about it, I wouldn't still be here. Make coffee for you and wait for him to come back."

"Decided?"

"It's decided."

Lu Xiao said easily. In Lin Qing's opinion, there is no way out, but for Lu Xiao, maybe she has never made other plans.

Who can be gentle and rational in front of deep love, and must come up with a perfect way to dare to take steps?

When you walk out, you don't want to look back.

Lin Qing took a sip from the coffee cup. The heat was just right. The strong smell of coffee slipped into his throat and spread throughout his mouth.

This warmth can be felt by a simple cup of hot drink.

She looked at Lu Xiao. After their experiences, how could she let go. Even if they lose completely in the end, I'm afraid they will come to the end when they step on thorns.

"Ling Annan," Lin Qing hesitated, "has he broken his engagement with Mo Xiaoxi?"

Lu Xiao shook his head and seemed to think she would ask, "no, I may not be able to do it for the time being."

Just for the time being?

When Lin Qing saw Lu Xiao say this word, her eyes twinkled. She clicked in her heart and hurriedly asked, "what will happen in the future? Although it is an engagement now, it means that there may be a wedding day. What is Ling Annan going to do later? "

"He won't agree to get married." Lu Xiao interrupted her, with firm eyes and an eager tone, "absolutely not, I'm absolutely sure."

Lin Qing held her, and Mu Lu doubted, "Lu Xiao, tell me the truth. Ling Annan didn't tell you this, did he?"

"I know he and I will always be together, and he can't accept others. You know his identity, it's enough for me to do so. As for others, I don't want to think about it now." It's better to say that she also wants to escape.

"Well, don't talk about others." Lin Qing caught Lu Xiao's eyes and grabbed them. "What about you? When are you going to get married?"

One sentence poked to the point.

Lu Xiao opened her mouth. Lin Qing blocked what she wanted to say: "don't say you haven't got married yet."

It's estimated that they can't listen to this. Normal couples like them have long been verified by the Civil Affairs Bureau. Where they linger so far, otherwise they won't give Xiao Xi a chance to get close.

"We." Lu Xiao spit out two words and can only pause after silence.

How could Lin Qing not see the reluctant hesitation and gradually changing face in her words? Her heart sank: "don't lie to me, I want to listen to the truth."

"You are." Lu Xiao smiled bitterly and was stared at by Lin Qing. He had to ask, "we didn't want to get married."

In fact, neither of them has ever opened this mouth, but what they think at the bottom of their heart is incomprehensible to each other.

Ling Annan is now engaged to marry, and will definitely not abruptly mention the marriage and let Lu Xiao be controversial again. Lu Xiao didn't think marriage was important until something happened. He didn't understand why he had to take the step of legal registration in the end of love.

It can't be more important.

"OK," Lin Qing nodded and was deeply defeated. She asked, "he doesn't break his engagement with the other side, and you don't get married. Is he going to live like this, pretending that nothing has happened and doesn't change?"

Lin Qing is anxious and angry. She doesn't believe that Ling Annan didn't consider marrying Lu Xiao. Mu Li said earlier that she specially reminded Ling Annan.

And Ling Ananda is smart enough to know that marrying Lu Xiao is the best of both worlds?

But didn't Lu Xiao think about Lin Qing's words?

Until now, she has learned no more about the Ling family and the engagement than Lin Qing except that Ling Annan mentioned it several times. Ling Annan is not serious. She is less than inside every time. She only has a superficial understanding of what is going on.

So what's the answer now?

She thought for a long time, but she didn't think of a convincing reason.

If she didn't understand the pros and cons, she was out of control, but she was happy. But seeing Ling Annan in trouble, even if she endured it for a while, she couldn't add trouble to him in vain.

And she didn't think about how much blood it would shed.

Lin Qing seemed to be expected. After all, her disappointment didn't show on her face. She forced a smile: "I don't know how you did it." Her throat was more bitter than her heart. She was stuck in her throat. She slowed down her mood and said, "after knowing all this, you can still be calm and don't mind now."

"Lin Qing, do you think I don't mind? I thought only Ling Annan would think so. " Lu Xiao seems to have aphasia. He drinks with a hot cup for a long time before he speaks again. This time, he doesn't look at Lin Qing. Even if he is infiltrated by coffee, his voice is still slightly hoarse. "No one can do it. If it's not personal experience, it's really hard to imagine this mood."

Lin Qing raised her eyes: "Lu Xiao."

Lu Xiao shook his head to indicate that he was ok, and suddenly smiled: "it's really bad. You can't believe that feeling. Sometimes I think I can't stand it."

She didn't collapse, her smile was light and light, with some carelessness that belonged to her alone, so Lin Qing thought of Lu Xiao she first saw after returning from England. At that time, Lu Xiao completely protected himself within his own safety range, and no one could get close to him.

It takes time to get out of the shadow, or Ling Annan may not be so smooth, but after getting out?

Nothing is over.

There was an unbearable depression that rushed into Lin Qing's heart. She hugged Lu Xiao, and the hot liquid burned her eyes.

Lin Qing's eyelashes flashed a few times, and her tears couldn't be controlled. Her voice changed: "Lu Xiao, if you feel uncomfortable, say it. You still have me. You don't have to bear it yourself."

"I don't want to bear it, but what can I do?" Lu Xiao heard a slight sob and patted Lin Qing on the back. Instead, she was comforting. She couldn't hear the emotional change in her voice. "This is my own choice. I can only bear the consequences, and you know that if I leave one day, Ling Annan may have to go through the whole a city."

Lu Xiao's tone was brisk.

Lin Qing held her tightly, and these words didn't leak a word into her ears. Listening, she became more and more sad and depressed. Either Lu Xiao endured too well, or she was really easy to cry.

She would rather be the second.

Lu Xiao relaxed and let her hold it. Lin Qing always felt that this was too easy to say, as if it was wrong.

But in retrospect, all relationships seem to have come to the center of the balance, which makes everything smooth and just right.

But why does she always feel that the bottom of her heart seems to be torn, the wound can't heal, leaving a huge cavity?

There was a cold wind blowing in and the curtains fluttered everywhere. The wind passed through the hall. Lin Qing wiped away her tears and let Lu Xiao go. He saw Lu Xiao look as usual.

Lu Xiao handed her the tissue bag and ran against her: "my son is four or five years old. He is still a sniveling man."

"Aren't I worried about you?" Lin Qing barely smiled with a nasal sound.

She looked away. Only then did she find a recliner under the glass window. A Hermes blanket was put on the top of the recliner, which was full of publicity. In this way, it was like a flame in this season.

The scattered appearance on the recliner was obviously that I had been lying down not long ago. At that angle, the cold wind just brushed my face.

Lin Qing takes back her sight. Lu Xiao closes the window and turns back. Suddenly someone rings the doorbell outside.

One sound and two sounds continued, as if in a hurry. Lin Qing was close. When she heard the sound, she stood up and winked at Lu Xiao: "I'll go."

When he opened the door, a woman of the same age stood in front of him. She hadn't taken care of her work clothes yet. She was stunned to see Lin Qing, and her voice was very subtle: "excuse me, is this Lu Xiao's house?"

Lin Qing was afraid that the reporter of any newspaper mixed in and narrowed his eyes: "who are you?"

"I'm her colleague. I'll come and see her after work." On such a cold day, I just don't have time to change my clothes when I pass by.

Lin Qing looked at the man and stared at herself with the same caution. She crossed her shoulder and looked into the living room. She blocked the man's sight: "what's wrong with her?"

"Can I see her and talk to her face to face?"

Lu Xiao's voice came from the living room. He saw that Lin Qing pestle was not moving in the porch: "who?" She was not very worried that a reporter came to the door and walked over a few steps, "Xiaomin?"

"Lu Xiao." The lesbian was surprised, raised her voice and expression, rubbed Lin Qing's shoulder and went in, "how can you get through your mobile phone? I've called you several times."

"It's off." Lu Xiao asked her to go to the living room. When Lin Qing closed the door with strange eyes, he explained in a low voice, "it's all right. She's my colleague."

Xiaomin went to the tea table and didn't take a seat. She looked around the living room for a week and turned around. She was facing Lu Xiao who was walking this way. There was no smile on her face. She put on an uneasy and serious: "Lu Xiao, you shouldn't have shut down for so long."

Lu Xiao heard something wrong: "what's the matter?"

Xiaomin asked again, "did you watch the news today?" She shook her head and denied, "forget it, the news may not happen, and our company will not provoke the media."

Lu Xiao waited for her to continue.

"We all know about you and President Ling privately. Presumably, the top management of the company also heard the wind." Xiaomin spoke quickly and went on, "originally, after this matter was exposed, everyone thought they didn't know, and no one revealed that you worked here, but today, just a short time ago, the daughter of Mo came to the company, named your third party, and asked the boss to resign you immediately."

The original words Xiaomin couldn't bear to say it directly. She saw the coolness spreading from the corners of Lu Xiao's eyes. She seemed to think of what she would hear later.