I Really Didn’t Want to Be the Savior

Chen Feng smiled bitterly suddenly, "Why? I look optimistic?"

Zhong Lei looked at his slightly bitter face and thought about it for a moment. , "It doesn't seem to be the case."

"Well, I am indeed a pessimist."

Zhong Lei: "A pessimist?"

Chen Feng nodded, "The degree may be a little deeper than your original celibate."

Zhong Lei was suddenly revealed by him, and he didn't know how to answer.

Chen Feng said again: "Who doesn't dream? Whose dreams are all beautiful dreams? Is it unreasonable for pessimists to have nightmares? You won't ask me why I am pessimistic, right? I really can’t answer.”

Chen Feng remembered his failure again and again, those comrades who died in front of him one after another, the child’s mother who died in battle again and again, and those who failed to be born again and again. My daughter, my heart is getting more sentimental.

Zhong Lei noticed his changes and gradually became serious. "Do you really have nightmares?"

He sighed, "Well, do it often. Once a month, indeed It's a nightmare, it's more real than you can imagine, and it's a continuous dream, like a stinky long and abusive dog-blood series that never ends in sight. I don't want to remember it myself. Don't you Ask me what happened in my dream, I don't really want to say."

When I said this, Chen Feng became involuntarily pessimistic.

If sufferer untold hardships kill the ball-type battleship, but find that it is followed by hiding the sky and covering the earth, how to deal with the battleship of billions of invaders?

Sooner or later, I always faced the problems I avoided. Chen Feng couldn't figure out a solution for a while, and even the sense of expectation that he was about to win was gradually dissipated.

He couldn't help but thought to himself, perhaps he could fight for countless years and defeat the fleet of compound eyes.

Then counterattacked to the opponent’s base camp, only to find that the self-righteous enemy main fleet was just an insignificant advance team in the powerful compound-eye civilization that ruled the entire galaxy and even the larger Star Domain.

So what should I do?

Well if I can hold on.

But after the compound eyes are completely extinct, will they face the terrifying existence that produces and creates a solar system barrier?

If the rapid development of mankind is a cosmic wonder, then the barrier of the solar system, like the wall of sighs that makes Level 2 civilizations completely desperate, is it also a more powerful cosmic wonder?

In the higher levels of civilization, how many unmatched, unpredictable, unimaginable, and malicious high-level civilizations are there?

How big is the universe?

How many civilizations are there in the universe?

Does mankind have any hope of victory?

Will the opponent let go of Earth civilization?

Chen Feng doesn't know.

But the countless history of internal wars in the history of mankind told him that when a race had to count on the benevolence of others, it would often have catastrophic consequences.

The comrades-in-arms can still die, but it's easy.

But once Chen Feng puts on battle clothes and sets foot on the battlefield, he is destined to face the never-ending lonely war.

Although he had said that he would burn out the invaders and made up his mind, his mood was inevitably shaken as he struggled again and again, especially when the phased victory was in sight.

This time he struggled too hard, and he even felt a little collapsed when he came back and just woke up.

Unconsciously, he became tired.

He is really tired.

The heart is also relaxed.

Relaxation gave an opportunity for frustration, so he was easily evoked by the topic of nightmares.

Chen Feng suddenly seemed to be taken away from his strength, forgot the paint on his back, and sat softly on the chair.

Zhong Lei stared blankly.

After a long time, he grinned reluctantly and looked up at Zhong Lei, "Sorry, let you see my weak side. I am embarrassed."

Zhong Lei shook his head. "Not ashamed."

Chen Feng smiled again, "Do you think I'm a bit hypocritical?"

Zhong Lei leaped forward and hugged his head. Pressed on his chest, "I beg you to stop laughing! You are not hypocritical! Since you wrote me the first song, I have discovered that you have never really been happy, laughter is just your protective color! Don't lie I'm here!"

Feeling the warmth that envelops his face, for a moment, Chen Feng's nose is sore, but he thinks of the indoctrination of a real man, Brother Hu.

If Brother Hu, the strongest instructor of mankind, finds himself like this, he will have to laugh out loud.

He broke loose gently, and continued to laugh, "It's okay, I can hold it."

The more he laughs, the more worried Zhong Lei is, "I will take you there. See a psychiatrist."

Chen Feng still smiled and shook his head, "It is difficult for a doctor to treat himself."

"What?"

"Forgot to give it to you Say, I have learned a lot of psychology in my spare time, and it seems that I have lost it. The better I learn, the stronger my resistance to other psychologists. My situation is difficult to tell, and the average psychologist is useless. . It's not ordinary, it should be useless."

Zhong Lei tightened his lips, trying to say something to enlighten him, but found that there was no way to speak.

She couldn't guess what nightmare would be so terrifying, she almost defeated Chen Feng, leaving him on the verge of collapse and determination.

Long time passed, Zhong Lei slowly said: "I don't believe that there is any nightmare in the world that can last a lifetime. Since your dream is a series, then there must be a Grand Finale day."

Chen Feng asked, "Why? Maybe the director is so wicked, enter the palace to see the emperor while shooting?"

Zhong Lei shook his head, "Because you are the director, as long as you If you don’t want to enter the palace, the story will have a perfect ending. All stories will be reversed. As long as you want to pursue a perfect ending, then the essence of your nightmare must be a beautiful dream!"

Chen Feng thinks her words have several points of truth, but he is frustrated and he is not sure whether he can make it to the end as a director.

Zhong Lei suddenly said: "Let’s write a song for you."

"Huh?"

Chen Feng suddenly panicked, how can we talk? Then, suddenly she started to want to write a song?

Have you copied all the seven Sword God songs?

How long has this passed?

She wants to use love to influence me?

It's over!

I don't want to make any moths, she made a touching love song that expresses her heart but has no connotation, and history has to be crooked on the spot.

"Cough cough, no need, let's practice the songs in the 8th layer first."

"no! I will write it for you now! I want to tell you, sweet dreams What it should be like! I will pull you out of the nightmare now!"

Zhong Lei banged the bar next to the entrance, and walked quickly to the piano in the living room.

Chen Feng stood up and wanted to follow.

Zhong Lei turned around and pointed to the chair again, "Sit down for me."

Chen Feng sat down obediently.

It's over, I can't hold it anymore.

A major event is about to come out.

He can't wait to hang himself.

Now it’s good, the major event of seeking benevolence and benevolence is here.

Zhong Lei over there is already closing her eyes and resting. I don't know if she is conceiving rhythm or writing lyrics.

Ten minutes passed.

Zhong Lei is still closing his eyes and resting.

Chen Feng is at a loss.

He stood up.

Zhong Lei suddenly opened his eyes, "Sit down."

Chen Feng sits upright again, pressing his hands on his knees, his thighs are tightly closed, a little anxious, but as a professional player, he can top.

Zhong Lei over there has already started to work out the notebook, and write shua~ shua~ shua~ on it.

Chen Feng thought to himself, it seems that the lyrics have come out.

At this time, he was even more nervous than when he faced the invader battleship, just as some old brothers with a monthly salary of 1,000 bought super double the football lottery. All the first 13 games were guessed, and the last one The match bought a tie, and the two sides got a zero-to-zero injury and stoppage time.

Next, Zhong Lei's fingers began to knock on the piano occasionally ding ding dong dong.

Chen Feng can't sit still, he raises Erlang's legs, and sometimes changes his left leg to his right leg, unable to calm down.

Half is nervous, half is suffocated.

In the past ten minutes, Zhong Lei breathed a sigh of relief and whispered: "Okay!"

Chen Feng asked: "I wrote it out? What is the title of the song?"

Zhong Lei grinned, "Let’s ask Chen Feng Master to enjoy this little girl’s new work, "Sleepwalking Virgo"."

"What!"

Chen Feng was stunned on the spot.

He knows this song too well.

In the previous timeline, after Zhong Lei completed "Morning Wind", he completed a total of six songs in addition to "You Think I Was Not" when he was dying.

The remaining five songs are "Hope of Life" for the two married couples, and "Sleepwalking Virgo" which was born in the same month and the following "Chasing the Wind", "The Next Life", "This Life Without regret".

It seems that the love songs written to him account for a little higher proportion. Chen Feng feels a little stiff about this. Fortunately, Zhong Lei is a person who pursues after all. The overall level of these six songs is inseparable from the seven Sword God songs, and there is no big problem.

But in fact, Chen Feng doesn't like her writing songs for herself like this.

These six songs are also his favorite, "Sleepwalking Virgo", which is full of imaginative and emotionally accurate "You Think I'm Absent".

So after coming back this time, Chen Feng originally planned to keep her "You Think I'm Absent" at most, and simply sell other capitals to Lu Wei or Chen Li, He Jiaqi and the others, try it Can you bring Zhong Lei's creative direction back to the right track he hoped.

Who knows that human’s calculation are inferior to the heavens calculation, he just sold a cute, Zhong Lei just made it as soon as she thought of it, so she relaxed the mood completely after she got married, and was full of future life "Sleepwalking Virgo", which was written in a hopeful state of mind, was squeezed out in advance.

This is great, she has learned her inspiration too, she is completely unreasonable, wants to come to come, and she doesn't give a chance to copy songs at all.

Those who ride other people’s faces to copy songs have finally suffered retribution, and they were turned off to copy songs by riding their faces.

I don't know if this is good news or bad news. Chen Feng immediately got new troubles.

This time, her mood and level are definitely different from the last timeline, but don't change the taste of this favorite song.

Zhong Lei over there has already begun to play, her smart, white and slender fingers are like ten playful and cute elves playing and jumping on the piano keys.

The crisp sound of the piano like a mountain stream, with an ethereal charm assaults the senses.

Only a prelude to the moment brings people's thinking into the mysterious and incomprehensible universe.

Chen Feng was stunned at first, and then he was fascinated.

This is the taste, but it seems to be slightly different.

Compared with the previous version of "Sleepwalking Virgo", Zhong Lei's Finger Law playing the piano is more erratic, elusive, and full of spirituality.

Creations of different ages will always unconsciously carve the traces of the years.

The 21-year-old Zhong Lei is 40 years younger than the 61-year-old author of this song in the last timeline.

Perhaps not so proficient in the meticulous craftsmanship, but the Spiritual Qi of girl is more sufficient, more in line with the charm of "Sleepwalking Andromeda".

With Chen Feng's current tasting ability, he can taste the taste in an instant.

Instead of taking the wrong path, it sublimated in advance.

He couldn't help but feel emotional and intoxicated.

After the intro, Zhong Lei hummed softly with a low chant.

Chen Feng was shocked again, the lyrics were different, and he became more confident.

She no longer uses speculation and speculation to describe the starry sky, her words have become more conclusive, and her imagination has become bolder.

That is surging confidence and absolute freedom.

The light voice of Peak is just like the orchid in the empty valley, and it seems to fly out of the body with Chen Feng's soul.

Chen Feng did not resist at all, and took the initiative to invest in it.

As the singing becomes more high-pitched, the transitions and changes in tone become more complex and changeable, and the performer closes his eyes and sings.

The listener's thinking is activated to the extreme, as if incarnate as an elf that shuttles through Time and Space, wandering in the vast and mysterious starry sky.

Sometimes overlooking the Star River, sometimes stepping on the stars, sometimes fascinated by the brilliant star rings, sometimes chasing behind the comet of brilliant lights and vibrant colors, sometimes playing in the magnificent streamer when the red giant explodes ......

Then flew farther and floated out of the Milky Way to the local group of galaxies composed of the Andromeda Galaxy and the Magellanic Cloud.

This is not the end, but a new beginning.

She ran to the Virgo Supercluster again, which is the height of the song's name.

As the space is constantly enlarged, one after another completely different stars full of profound mystery are depicted.

Some incredible wonders of the universe were sung lightly by her lyrics.

But her pace did not stop in the Virgo Supercluster. At the end of the singing, she turned her gaze to the Rania Kea Supercluster.

The singing stopped, but her universe did not end, leaving only a lingering rhyme in people's hearts, which continued to inspire people to take the initiative to imagine.

This is how the universe is conceived in the mind of the artist.

No need to think about science, just take you to see how beautiful the universe is.

Just let you, who lives on Earth, see the endless sky in her heart.

Chen Feng was completely dumbfounded.

Zhong Lei has not deliberately pursued learning.

She has accumulated ninety-nine percent of her talents in music, and perhaps only has the scientific literacy of an ordinary person level.

But this time, she seems to be a little bit idealistic in "Sleepwalking Virgo", the universe wonders, which are quite similar to many phenomena that can only be captured by the super telescope in the thirty-first century. .

She really "sees" the universe.

Others don’t know, Chen Feng knows.

He had to be shocked.

He looked at Zhong Lei's gaze, a bit like looking at a Divine Immortal.

It exploded.

He had previously imagined that the human imagination has no limits.

But he thought it would always be impossible to find conclusive evidence.

Now that he knows, the evidence lives in front of him.

You are afraid of being a monster!