I Really Didn’t Want to Be the Savior

"I heard that you crushed Zhou Ah's finger?"

In the room of Hanzhou Villa, Zhong Lei curiously asked.

Chen Feng nodded, "Yes. I crushed one. He had promised never to return to China, but I was arrested by me, so I should teach him a lesson."

"Very good."

Zhong Lei smiled.

"Hey, why don't you say that I am too cruel?" Chen Feng wondered a little.

Zhong Lei shook his head, "I think it’s okay, not cruel. I believe you must have your reasons for everything you do. People like Zhou Ah should indeed keep him from coming back forever . It’s just that I don’t think you need to be angry because of it, it’s not worth it, and it doesn’t fit your current identity."

Chen Feng shook his head, "Identity? What identity can I have? It's not also a nose. Two-eyed person? But I'm not angry. You may not believe it. I was thinking about the spirit of the contract. He breached the contract and should pay the price. It's as simple as that."

Zhong Lei pu Chi laughed out loud, "The spirit of contract? Your explanation is novel. But I just think your time is so precious that you shouldn't spend it on such trivial things."

Chen Feng smiled, "Together It only took less than 3 minutes, and I still did everything that should be done. Besides, no matter who I am, then I also have to eat, drink, shit and piss. Just like the outside world treats you Think of it as Goddess, but as Goddess, you have to go to the toilet yourself, don’t you?"

Zhong Lei blushed first, then laughed wildly.

After a long time, she poked Chen Feng's forehead and said: "Oh, you guy, now it's really full of talk, no one is right."

Chen Feng hehehe's smile NS.

After a while, Zhong Lei lay bare the truth with one remark.

"Are you worried about losing your feelings? So you deliberately want to get yourself out of the major event and return to the life of an ordinary person?"

Chen Feng was taken aback, "I was discovered by you Now. That's it."

Now Chen Feng's physical lifespan is 138 years old, but his thinking has existed in the form of quantum life for thousands of years.

His mental age is actually very old and very old.

His will is very firm, but his thinking has been transformed into another life and he has lived for so many years, and the long time will eventually leave more or less traces in his heart.

These traces are eroding his emotions a little bit.

This is the personality that takes the initiative to become indifferent, completely different from the passive dissipation of being a quantum life.

In these days, Chen Feng has gradually found that he can only produce relatively strong mood swings when facing Zhong Lei or listening to Zhong Lei singing, but when facing other people and things, Although he can still speak in a complex and changeable tone, which looks like a person, he actually knows that this is an illusion of himself.

I am becoming as "indifferent" as Fanxing.

These are all repercussions that have to be faced after thinking quantization.

Seeing that he suddenly stopped talking, Zhong Lei knew that he had grasped the truth.

She leaned up gently and hugged Chen Feng's back.

"You are tired."

Chen Feng nodded: "It's a bit, but it's okay."

"You need to take a break."

"But I don't have time to really rest, I always feel that everyday all is too busy."

Zhong Lei: "You are pushing yourself too hard."

Chen Feng thought for a while, "It's okay, it's just that some things have become what they are today."

"Tell me exactly what happened. I can afford it. Very strong."

...

Half an hour later, Zhong Lei looked at Chen Feng distressedly, "You have lived alone in a black hole for a thousand years? "

Chen Feng nodded, "Yes."

"It's very hard, right? Are you lonely?"

"It's okay, there were two at the beginning Personally accompany me and listen to your songs. Later I started to actively contact the resistance army outside and participate in the cause of the resistance army. There was a period of time in the middle, I was very difficult, but then my emotions slowly If it fades, I don’t know what it is to be lonely."

He said things plainly, but Zhong Lei unconsciously substituting himself into that scene, his heart fluctuated and he couldn't help himself.

"Then what do you think will happen this time? Do you want to repeat it again?"

Chen Feng thought for a while, "It is very possible, if you want to fight To win this war, mankind needs me. I have to keep watching to lock in the victory to be at ease."

Zhong Lei: "Is it in the form of a living person or in the form of quantum life?"

"If seize every opportunity, I can transform the form as soon as it passes. But..."

Zhong Lei: "But do you have new concerns?"

"Yes, when I understood Xiaofu's grand unified formula in the form of quantum life, my understanding of the universe reached a new stage. After coming back, I have been thinking about a problem, and then I found a little bit about my crossing The mystery of the energy of time and space."

"What mystery?"

Chen Feng: "At first, I thought it was the will of the universe supporting me to reset time and possess infinite energy. But I found that this is not the case. What supports me is a force that conforms to the laws of science and the application of the laws of the universe, but our current research does not understand it. But this power is limited. Since it is a finite thing, it is Sooner or later it will be exhausted."

Zhong Lei: "What happens after exhaustion?"

Chen Feng thought for a while, "Let's lose the ability to tamper with the time of the universe."

"Huh? Then?"

Chen Feng said with a smile: "Then maybe this is the last attempt I can do. This time when I die in the future, It shouldn't be back again."

Zhong Lei's face suddenly turned pale, "This...you are leaving?"

Chen Feng blinked," I can’t say that I’m leaving, will I still grow old with you? Now is the present, and the future is the future."

Zhong Lei: "Uh...so this time you It’s like this in my life. First grow old with us in the 21st century, then resurrect in the 31st century, and then usher in the real death?"

Before that, she didn’t understand. After Chen Feng explained, she understood.

Chen Feng nodded, "So I did not intend to seize every opportunity by suicide. I often walk by the river, how can I not wet my shoes. I always gamble like this. If I lose my bet, I will lose. I have nothing. Although I have a lot of knowledge, my biggest innate talent is on the charge. I can play a magnificent army with thousands of men and horses alone. Therefore, I will fight with all my strength, even in the war. It’s okay to get old a little bit. Then I will come to the end of my life as an ordinary person, and when I am about to die, I will transform myself into a more stable quantum intelligence, and I can live as long as I can."

Zhong Lei: "Success in one battle?"

"Yes."

Zhong Lei pondered for a moment, "Why didn't you worry about this before?"

Chen Feng looked up at the ceiling, "The tone has become melancholy, probably because I am finally getting old this time. This incident has exposed the boundaries of mysterious energy and proved some of the answers I want."

Zhong Lei mood grave asked: "Then what should I do now?"

Chen Feng spread his hands, "Nothing, confront soldiers with generals and stem water with earth. Actually, I just used it. Every time it is the last time. I always say'next time', but I have to encourage myself."

Chen Feng confessed a fact.

He himself is probably the biggest pessimist in the entire history.

Every time I only think about failure, and firmly believe that each time may be the last time.

But his past thoughts are not as strong as they are now.

Chen Feng breathes deeply again, patted Zhong Lei's shoulder, "So I have to adjust my state now, let myself become perfect, and make the best preparation for the final war of my personal and civilization. Tomorrow. I will go to meet some old people, little by little, put down all my baggage, and then pack lightly and go all the way forward."

Zhong Lei is getting closer and closer.

"Let me write you a new song."

"What song?"

Zhong Lei: "The last millennium. The first sentence of the lyrics I think about it."

"What?"

"Every time I open my eyes, I think today is the last day."

" That’s great."

"I will also treat this as the last time I will work hard. I hope that my song will resound through the universe. This will live up to my life."

" hahaha. Good!"