I Really Didn’t Want to Be the Savior

The enemy came, and everyone called Zheng Feng several times, but could not get the slightest response.

Edgar furiously manipulated his beetle and hit Zheng Feng fiercely. "Asshole!"

Zheng Feng's beetle was staggered. The ground shook for a while and almost fell to the ground.

Li Qingqing next to Edgar scolded: "What are you doing? Captain just lost his family, so what if he needs to relax?"

Edgar retorted Said: "My twin younger brother also passed away last month, and I haven't seen any impact on me?"

Jane shook the head, "Don't argue, it doesn't make sense. Everyone has a choice. The right to our own way of life, the question now is, what should we do?"

The three of them turned their eyes to Mata, but Mata's eyes fell on Zheng Feng.

Mata shrugged, "I don’t know. At the speed of the anti-gravity centipede, when we have been targeted, we are impossible to escape back to the base. Or even if we do, the result may be It’s just to make others tired."

"So..." Edgar browses frowned.

Mata: "So we can only fight, there is no choice."

Everyone turned their eyes back to Zheng Feng, but they were speechless.

In fact, everyone is very clear in their hearts, whether Captain is awake or comatose at the moment, whether he can do it or not, as long as he encounters an anti-gravity centipede, the ending can only be doomed on the spot.

Although the previous team that was wiped out by the anti-gravity centipede ranks very low, its beetle modification performance is still far better than that of the Flying Tigers. The fighting that those people showed when they struggled to resist The skill and level of field experience are also far better than the Flying Tigers.

Everyone knows that there is no hope.

But if I lose like this, I am always a little unwilling.

They can't help but think, if Captain can recover and resist more or less, that would be great.

"Oh."

The four sighed by coincidence.

But at this moment, Zheng Feng’s heart is stirring the stormy sea.

Time went back to one minute before Zheng Feng just closed the war video, the moment he finished talking to himself.

At the moment when it was determined that the direct perpetrator was the evolutionary body of the epiphysis, his anger and hatred finally found a clear direction, such as the flood bursts the bank, the waterfall tilts, and the top-down fiercely slams into the heart. .

Perhaps it was a coincidence, or it was the inevitability of fate, he realized that he was already performing a mission on the epiphysis star.

The situation where the murderer is right in front of him further amplifies the intensity of his heart throbbing.

In his consciousness, more fragmented images spewed frantically from the sapling like a marquee slideshow.

What’s different from the previous ones is that most of the previous pictures are Zheng Feng himself and "unexperienced stories", as if rootless duckweed, this time, in addition to these "others' memories", There are many more real experiences of Zheng Feng himself.

Most of them are related to Zheng Yifeng and Liang Yun and his wife.

For example, when he was just a few months old, his parents left behind when he set foot on the transport ship to the battlefield; a little bit sensible, just turned one year old, under the guidance of Tang Tianxin, who is younger than himself, The funny scene when shouting "father mother" to the person on the opposite side of the video communication, and then shouting "younger sister" under the guidance of the person on the opposite side; a little older, Zheng Feng really understands the meaning of parents, and he is drooling , While watching Liang Yun cooking for him through the remote control...

Not long ago, when he broke free from the Divine Item, he was eating and chatting with Zheng Yifeng and Liang Yun.

In the traditional sense, Zheng Feng was not really accompanied by his parents when he was growing up. These few clips can't even be connected into a complete timeline, and most of them are just distant videos. chat.

Zheng Feng also recalled the conjectures he had made many times in the past.

In this day and age, as an ordinary person, one should have a clear understanding of death.

No one who lives in the frontline sector would dare to say that he would be alive at twenty-four hours, even more how frontline soldiers.

So Zheng Feng has actually imagined many times what would happen if he woke up and received the bad news that his parents or Tang Tianxin had sacrificed.

He even went to read a lot of relevant psychology and sociology files.

He clearly saw in the book that when humans have the imprint of the Fate Convention, they will have a powerful psychological defense mechanism in their hearts that can effectively resist the psychological impact of such dramatic changes.

He had believed it before, but when it happened to him, he found that the books were all nonsense that unscrupulous scholars used to deceive people.

At this time, Zheng Feng didn't know that there was another source of his anger. In his subconscious, the tree in his heart is experiencing the taste of losing and regaining, and gaining and losing again.

If you have never owned it, then naturally there will be no regrets of loss.

But now this regret has become an established fact, and it cannot be remedied forever.

It is the epiphysis that caused this regret.

Damn epiphyses.

In an instant, the violent emotions in Zheng Feng's heart immediately rose to the sky, turning into a monstrous fire, burning the heavens extinguishing the earth, out of control.

With the sound of tearing, the big net that enveloped the saplings in his heart was torn.

This means that the last remaining influence of the imprint of the Fate Convention in his heart has also been completely torn apart.

He became the first person in many years to destroy the seal of the Fate Convention without relying on technical means, but only by changes in personal emotions.

The saplings that regained their freedom began to grow wildly again.

His memory is gushing out like a volcanic eruption again.

In addition to the pictures he didn't recognize, the new memory that emerged this time is more of his complete eleven-year-old life.

The bits and pieces that he has experienced since he was born, starting from his gu gu falling to the ground, he moved quickly along the timeline to the present, and completed it in just five seconds, as if it were seventy-three million times Speed ​​up fast-moving movies.

But it is not for Zheng Feng to recall and taste his short life. With such a fast "playing" speed, what Zheng Feng can capture is not the cause, process and results of various things, but what he should produce in it. Emotions such as joy, anger, sorrow, and joy.

For many years, the emotional fluctuations that should have been released long ago, suppressed by the imprint of the Fate Convention, have finally found a catharsis, just like a spring that is constantly compressed, and now they are finally released. All released in an instant.

In these five seconds, Zheng Feng experienced all the emotional ups and downs that he had never really experienced in the eleven years before this life. These emotions are piled up in stacked memories and burst out at the same time.

At this moment, the quantum storm of his thinking turned into an unstoppable frenzy, running wild and bald in his heart, and invaded the SmartBrain center of the nano-supermicro robot along the brainwave link, resulting in His beetle got out of control in flight.

While other people were scorched by accidents, Zheng Feng was laughing and crying bitterly in his own heart.

Different events that occurred in different periods, as long as there are similarities in emotional expression, are combined by themselves.

For example, the joy of eating sweets when he was one year old and the joy in his heart when he successfully entered the First Pioneer Academy when he was two and a half years old are superimposed.

Of course, this is just an example. In fact, the emotions brought about by all the happy things he has experienced in the past eleven years come together to form a resonance, and the amplitude of the emotional curve is pulled up to Infinitely high.

The same goes for other kinds of emotions.

But in the end, sadness has the absolute upper hand in all emotions.

After a long time, Zheng Feng finally got rid of the ups and downs of emotional changes, and his sense of autonomy gradually recovered.

If the participants of the Avant-Garde Project can read his thought process at this time, it will definitely startled.

In theory, this intensity of emotional ups and downs can defeat anyone’s defenses and turn a normal person into a lunatic through and through.

Throughout the past and present, there is no exception.

But Zheng Feng actually managed to hold it.

After regaining his consciousness, there were thousands of thoughts in his mind at this time.

He slowly straightened out his thoughts.

Take revenge?

Every human being today has a vocation for revenge.

I am the same as everyone else. Regardless of whether or not I have an enmity from my parents, I will not affect my choice of going to the battlefield. The only difference is which step I can do.

Maybe I can only be like an ordinary warrior, blooming a little rays of light on the battlefield, and then die silently.

Maybe, one's own future will become very strong, able to cross the battlefield like instructor Tong Ling for many years, leaving one record after another, and teaching one student after another who can inherit his beliefs.

But...

This is not enough.

There is only one criterion for success in revenge, which is to completely eliminate the compound eye and end this endless war.

Unfortunately, the ideal is too big and the reality is too far away. Actually, there are not many things I can do right now.

I am just a student who has not yet successfully left the Academy. Although I successfully entered the finals of the empire military competition, the gap with others has widened.

To talk about achievements and abilities, not to mention that compared with the instructor Tong Ling, the difference between father mother and Tang Tianxin is infinite.

It was just a idiotic dream, with almost no hope in sight.

But the amazing thing is that even if Zheng Feng knew this was the case, there was not much depression in his heart.

He became very calm inexplicably.

"From today, don't think about unrealistic and distant goals, and do your best to do everything in front of you, until your life is drawn to an end, naturally there will be no regrets."

Zheng Feng slowly opened his eyes and reconnected to the brain chain system.

At this time, the others have already set up their formations and are waiting.

On the other side, Matta Nicklaus, who was fully on guard, was suddenly prompted and shouted in surprise: "Captain? Are you awake?"

"en."

Zheng Feng answered in a low, muffled voice, and in the next second he has received the information from Mata.

He whispered, "Anti-gravity centipede? Oh, I brought it here. Sorry."

Edgar said ill-humoredly: "Apologize for a fart Use it, Captain, hurry up and find a way."

Zheng Feng controlled the beetle to move forward and stood in front of everyone, "I don't have any tricks, only one idea."

Li Qingqing: "What's the idea?"

"It's just hard work!"

In the next moment, a piercing alarm sounded in everyone's communications.

"Academy Flying Tigers Captain, the first pioneer of the 7th planet in the Lieyang 3 galaxy, has activated SmartBrain's infinite quantum thinking function, activated the thinking freezing mechanism, and entered the absolute link mode!"

Everyone is hearing this, turned pale in fright.

The so-called absolute link means that the contestant completely freezes his body at the other end and enters a frozen state, no longer retains the underlying thinking that maintains a stable personality, and puts all consciousness here. .

This equivalent to fully integrates its own consciousness with the SmartBrain of the nano-supermicro robot, which can give full play to its full strength, allowing people's on-the-spot reaction, comprehensive judgment, and combat logic ability to perfectly achieve reality. level.

But the absolute link is just looking beautiful, and its side effects are too big to be acceptable.

Under the ordinary link method, if the robot on this side is destroyed, although the contestant will be a little bit painful, he can quickly regain consciousness and regain consciousness on the other side.

But if you replace it with an absolute link, if you die here, your consciousness will collapse on the spot, your personality will be annihilated, and the body on the other side will become a walking corpse. Even a vegetative person will not be counted as a human body. Frozen, it will fly ash annihilation in an instant.

The national finals are very important, but after all, it is only a student-level competition. Even if the mission fails, it can’t be considered an unbearable loss for the entire human civilization. After all, it’s just a loss. It's just a machine.

In addition, every young man who enters the finals is a valuable asset. They are still very young and have unlimited possibilities in the future.

Because of the characteristics of the third front, the casualty rate of long-distance thinking robots is very high, and it is really impossible to do this low-yield and high-risk thing.

Therefore, when participating in the competition, Ding Hu and other instructors have explicitly notified that participants are strictly prohibited from using this program.

But now Zheng Feng has disobeyed the order.

Regardless of the internal situation of the Flying Tigers, the members of the sage plan and Zhou Donglai and the others who had been secretly observing outside were suddenly in chaos.

When Zheng Feng was notified of the death of Zheng Yifeng and his wife, everyone speculated that his expected reaction should be to announce his withdrawal from the game on the spot and demand to enter the army immediately.

This is exactly what everyone wants. After all, the disadvantage of the Flying Tigers in the finals is already too great. Impossible to make up for it. It is destined to fall behind the Sun Shan. Instead of letting the Flying Tigers fight to the last and nothing, Instead, I can only find that I am incompetent. It would be easier to find a reason to retire, and to somehow retain Zheng Feng's self-confidence.

In the end, this guy did well, and he was stud on the spot.

Soon, some scholars analyzed the reason.

"Maybe his directional hatred of the epiphysis caused the decision to go wrong?"

Zhou Donglai angrily scolded: "Then impossible? We didn't tell him the real situation in the second battle area. "

Everyone was puzzled.

Someone said, "I have another question. We have set a dongle in the SmartBrain core of Supermicro Robot. Under normal circumstances, as long as the contestant moves this idea and wants to activate the absolute link, There must be a process of uploading information to apply, and then the refereeing team arbitrates the decision. The referee team..."

This is the referee team Chief-In-Charge's pioneer plan participant quickly clarified: "We haven't received any applications. It is speculated that Zheng Feng's thinking in turn suppressed the SmartBrain he controls."

"oh!"

Zhou Donglai sighed.