I really don't want a second marriage

"You've been together for so long. Don't you have this confidence?"

"I'm not without self-confidence. I just don't want to be like before. Everything is too self-centered. In this way, it's easy to be disappointed. Now I'm planning for the worst. In this way, I'll be very surprised."

Han Muzi was silent after listening. Unexpectedly, Xiaoyan's temperament was polished like this. She looked at Xiaoyan in front of her for a long time and suddenly stretched out her hands to hold her shoulders.

"Silly girl, you can love someone very much, but you can't lose yourself in order to love him. Even if Han Qing is my brother, I have to tell you these words. In your feelings, you can't be so humble. You are equal when you are together. You like him and he likes you. But if he doesn't like you as much as you like him, don't give him too much It's too late. "

Otherwise, those who pay more in the end will always be black and blue.

Han Muzi has a deep understanding of this matter.

These words entered Xiaoyan's heart word by word. She patted Han Muzi on the shoulder, pretending to be relaxed.

"Don't worry, I won't lose myself. I just adjusted my lifestyle and mentality to make my future full of infinite surprises. Think about it, I think it's impossible, but it becomes possible in the end. Isn't it a surprise? But if I think it's possible, I'll be very sad and can't accept the result. But now I won't, because I've planned the worst from the beginning, so even if that day comes, I won't... It's so hard to accept. "

These words are her psychological words. I have to say that Han Muzi actually thinks what she said is quite reasonable?

Although this is a little compassionate, there are many surprises.

Perhaps, everyone has their own way of life and choices. She shouldn't interfere too much.

Thinking of this, Han Muzi said, "well, you can be measured yourself. I'll go in with you for inspection."

"Hmm!" Xiaoyan nodded.

When the examination results came out, it was confirmed that Xiaoyan was indeed pregnant.

Xiaoyan almost cried with the report. Finally, she hugged Han Muzi and buried it on her shoulder.

"Congratulations to our little Yan. She's going to be a mother."

Xiaoyan thought that Han Qing would be a father too.

However, she doesn't want to tell Han Qing the news yet.

"Don't tell your brother about this for the time being. Is there anyone else?" Xiaoyan withdrew and began to discuss with Han Muzi.

"Hmm? You didn't want to say it before because you weren't sure. Now that you're sure, why don't you want to say it?"

Xiaoyan's expression was a little shy and whispered, "I want to prepare again, and then tell him."

When Xiaoyan said this, Han Muzi probably understood what she wanted to do, "well, I don't know anything about it for the time being. You're right. After all, it's between you, and I shouldn't interfere more."

"Uh huh."

After leaving the hospital, Xiaoyan went back by herself. After Han Muzi got on the bus, yetingchen looked coldly: "solved?"

Han Muzi answered and went over to say hello to xiaodouya. "Xiaodouya, Mommy is back."

"What does she want from you?"

Night Tingchen is still angry with Xiaoyan. He hasn't forgotten what Muzi, his best friend, did before. This time, he called Muzi out and occupied their time!

"I didn't do anything. She's not feeling well, so let me come and check with her." Han Muzi continued to tease Xiaodou sprouts, and the expression on her face kept changing.

Looking at the fresh and clear Han Muzi making faces under his own eyes, the anger and impatience of yetingchen who had been waiting for a long time also gradually dissipated.

"Can't you come to the hospital by yourself? It's not a child who needs company. You're busy with your husband and children."

Han Muzi's action finally stopped, then raised his head and looked at yetingchen inexplicably.

"I find you very strange now."

Her eyes were bright, as if they could reach his heart through his eyes. Yetingchen pursed his thin lips, and then said, "really? What's strange?"

"Before... You didn't seem to stick to me so much, but now you always stick to me, as if you were afraid that I would disappear. What's the matter?"

Yetingchen was speechless when asked this question.

But he just didn't think about how to answer her. Indeed, although they were together in the past, he didn't stick to her like this.

"I found that it seems that since you recovered your memory, you adhered to me and waited for me to have a baby. This situation became more serious. What happened? Why did you follow me so closely?"

Han Muzi had never asked him so seriously before, and now he just took advantage of this opportunity to ask.

Night Tingchen pursed his thin lips and began to think deeply.

In fact, this problem should start from the time when he recovered his memory.

No one has experienced what he experienced. What kind of despair he experienced when he fell into the sea after a plane accident.

He should be the groom that day. His beloved woman is still waiting for him to marry her at the wedding.

But he couldn't go that day. Yetingchen could almost imagine how desperate Han Muzi could not see himself under the witness of relatives and friends and the siege of reporters.

He was also afraid of his own accident and could never see her again.

So when the memory recovers, these memories and tumbling emotions are like he can't help falling into the sea and trying to resist, but he is almost unconscious by a wave.

Man is really small in front of nature.

These memories are like the original waves, one by one, so that he can cope with the final exhaustion from the beginning, and then... Swallowed up by the waves.

Later, when Han Muzi gave birth to bean sprouts, yetingchen followed her into the delivery room and witnessed her child, almost exhausted.

At that time, yetingchen held her hand tightly, looked at her bloody cheek, and thought of his appearance of being beaten out by waves one after another on the sea, and finally exhausted.

Thinking of this, yetingchen's consciousness slowly drew back, and then he saw Han Muzi looking at him with a worried face, "what's the matter with you?"

Then he reached out and shook in front of him, "are you okay? Look at your expression, don't you think of bad memories?"

"No." yetingchen didn't want her to worry, so he immediately denied it, but Han Muzi didn't believe it, because his expression had clearly fallen into the shape of memory. How could it not be?

Han Muzi probably knew his memory, so she would make yetingchen show such an expression. She thought she could guess what it was.