I really don't want a second marriage

So the baby is hungry.

This feeling naturally spread to her. After Shen Jiamu woke up, she looked at the strange scene in front of her and was stunned for a long time before she heard what she had done today. She rubbed her eyes and got up, and then took a look at the empty room.

"Xiao Yan?"

No one responded. Hasn't Xiao Yan come back yet? Shen Jiamu had some doubts in her heart. When she was just about to call Xiaoyan with her mobile phone.

The door of the kitchen was pushed open, and Xiao Yan came out with two plates.

"You finally wake up? Wash your hands and get ready for dinner."

Shen Jiamu was stunned. "Can we have dinner? When did you come back?"

"I've been back for a long time. I saw you sleeping like a pig, so I didn't bother you ~" Xiaoyan said with a smile, then put the plate in her hand on the table and greeted her like a pig: "dusk, don't sit foolishly, get up and wash your hands and eat. I fried and cooked rice, so now go get the dishes and chopsticks, and you'll wash the dishes later."

Shen Jiamu had a confused face. When she said this, she suddenly came back to her mind, smiled and got up: "OK, of course."

Then she got up, went to the kitchen to get the dishes and chopsticks, and sat down to eat with Xiaoyan.

This is Shen Jiamu's first time to eat a meal made by Xiao Yan. Her craftsmanship is quite good. Xiao Yan said while eating: "I've cooked several foreign dishes myself for you. What's up? Am I good at cooking?"

"Yes."

They had a tacit understanding that they didn't say anything else at dinner. They just focused on filling their stomach. Seeing that Shen Jiamu had almost eaten, Xiao Yan asked her, "you said you had something to tell me. What's the matter? Won't you quarrel with ye Tingchen again?"

After listening to the speech, Shen Jiamu paused the action on her hand, and then she raised her eyes and looked at Xiaoyan.

Suddenly, she put down the dishes and chopsticks in her hand and stared at her seriously.

Xiaoyan continued to fill her mouth with food. Sure enough, she didn't ask her before dinner. Otherwise, Shen Jiamu wouldn't have to eat this meal.

"I don't have anyone to talk to. I really can't find anyone else except you. Xiaoyan, there's something I want to ask you."

After filling his mouth, Xiao Yan picked up a bowl and drank a mouthful of soup, "say it."

It's too hard to hold all these in his heart alone. Shen Jiamu thought for a while and finally said, "do you always think that I can live a good life with yetingchen?"

Hearing this, Xiao Yanli nodded naturally: "this is for sure. You are husband and wife. You like him and he likes you. You don't want to live a good life. What else do you want to do?"

"But what if I say I'm pregnant?"

Xiao Yan was stunned for a moment, but he reacted quickly: "what's the problem with pregnancy? Isn't it icing on the cake? You have a child for him and your position is stable. See how Han Xueyou can be a demon at that time."

Speaking of this, Shen Jiamu suddenly felt sad. She lowered her eyes and sounded like self mockery.

"What if I tell you that the child is not yetingchen's?"

"No, it's not... What's the matter..." Xiaoyan replied carelessly, but she suddenly stopped the car in the middle of the way. She sat there staring, as if she had been ordered a acupoint.

For a long time, she gulped down the food in her mouth, and then looked at Shen Jiamu awkwardly: "sorry, I seem to be stuck just now. Please repeat what I just said???"

Shen Jiamu looked at her bitterly with a smile: "it's hard to believe, isn't it? Is it particularly hard to accept? I'm husband and wife with him, but I'm pregnant with someone else's child."

"No, you..." Xiaoyan found that she was incoherent. What's the matter? Han Xueyou was a demon there. As a result, she was pregnant with someone else's child. Would yetingchen mind?

Xiaoyan, who met this kind of thing for the first time, didn't know what to say to comfort Shen Jiamu for a moment.

"You can't believe it, let alone him." Shen Jiamu lowered her eyes, and her long eyelashes cast a fan around her eyes. Her laughter was bitter and bited her lower lip: "maybe this may be what was destined to be good."

"No... what the hell is going on? Why are you pregnant with other men's children? Shen Jiamu, are you cheating?"

Xiaoyan couldn't imagine how a married woman could conceive the children of other men? She really can't think of anything else except cheating.

"In fact, I'm not married for the first time. I divorced once."

Xiao Yan: "

"Do you mean that the child belongs to your ex husband?"

Shen Jiamu shook her head again, opened her mouth, and said everything here. She had nothing to say, but she couldn't say about the cold night of the child.

Thinking of this, she bit her lip and said, "I don't know whose child it is."

"What the hell is going on? Hurry up and make it clear. I'm so anxious!"

Xiaoyan thought she should just have a conflict with yetingchen. Who knows there is such a big story between them. At present, Xiaoyan is worried for her when she looks calm. She wants to put her thoughts into Shen Jiamu's head and search all her memories.

Shen Jiamu simply said it again.

"That's it. When I found out... It was too late. At first, I wanted to have an abortion, but the hospital told me I couldn't have an abortion, or there would be a risk of massive bleeding. Later, I thought... The child was innocent, so I kept the child."

Xiao Yan swallowed a mouthful of saliva and suddenly said, "you let me digest for a while. I can't digest so many things at once."

With that, Xiao Yan got up and went back to his room.

Shen Jiamu looked at her thin back and suddenly felt sad.

After she said that, Xiaoyan should hate her, right? I think she is a dirty and annoying woman.

After thinking about it, Shen Jiamu sighed, then got up to pick up the things on the table, packed them up and moved into the kitchen. She promised Xiaoyan to wash the dishes.

After washing all these dishes and chopsticks, she left silently.

Don't be annoying here.

Shen Jiamu washes dishes very quickly. After washing, she goes back to the living room to get her things and is ready to leave.

When she first came to the porch, she heard the door of the room being opened with a click. Xiaoyan came out. Then she just saw Shen Jiamu who was leaving and asked, "where are you going in the middle of the night?"

After listening to Shen Jiamu's actions, she looked back at Xiaoyan and moved her lips.

"I..."

Xiaoyan narrowed her eyes strangely and looked at her. Then she saw the bag in Shen Jiamu's hand and stared: "you're leaving? What's the matter?"

Shen Jiamu was speechless for a moment. She thought Xiao Yan hated herself, so she wanted to leave quietly, so she didn't have to say much to make people dislike.