I really don't want a second marriage

night

There was only a small desk lamp in the room. Han Muzi had finished washing, put on her pajamas and sat on the bed.

She should have fallen asleep at this time, but today she is not sleepy.

Under the night lamp, a golden button emitted a faint light in her hand.

It's probably because the night light is warm, so the color of the button looks warm.

She stared at the button in her hand and was slightly distracted.

This button was left in her dress by a mysterious man on that rainy night five years ago.

Thinking of this, Han Muzi felt the finger belly of the button tight for a few minutes, and his thoughts began to drift away again.

At that time, she asked Han Xueyou to find the whereabouts of the owner of the button for herself. As a result, she turned a hundred times and found the cold night.

This news once frightened her to death, and even made her feel a great sense of guilt in front of yetingchen.

Although she didn't say it, she was always convinced that the child was likely to be cold at night, so she avoided the cold at night like snakes and scorpions.

Until Xiaomi beans are born and grow up slowly.

The facial features on his face are more and more like a person.

Her heart went from doubt to inconceivability to shock.

That's ridiculous.

Even if a child who is cold at night has the genes of the night family, he can't look the same as night Tingchen.

Therefore, Han Muzi even thought that the mysterious man that night was actually yetingchen himself.

And he, however, told her that she was pregnant with wild species.

With this understanding at that time, Han Muzi's first thought was to deny this terrible idea.

How is that possible? How is that possible?

If it was him, didn't she and yetingchen be put together by God?

She can't accept it.

In addition, ye Tingchen's attitude towards herself and what Han Xueyou said to herself at that time made her feel... Hopeless in this life.

If it hadn't been for Xiaomi beans, she might not have survived.

Thinking of this, Han Muzi pinched the button in her hand more tightly, and her white finger belly turned red.

Click——

The door of the room was suddenly pushed open, and a small figure rushed in, quickly took off her shoes and climbed onto her bed.

Han Muzi's soul was scared to fly, and subconsciously hid the button in the quilt so that no one could see it.

This is her own secret.

For years.

The little guy came in and hugged her with his hands and feet. He tooted, "Mommy, Xiaomi Dou doesn't want to sleep alone. Xiaomi Dou wants to sleep with mommy."

Han Muzi's frightened heart gradually calmed down and said softly in the night light: "Xiaomi Dou has grown up and can't sleep with mommy anymore. You are a man and Mommy are also men and women. Do you understand?"

Xiaomi Dou angrily rubbed her arm with her face: "no, Xiaomi Dou is not an adult, and you are Xiaomi Dou's Mommy. There will be no difference between men and women."

"And Mommy, you've been letting Xiaomi Dou sleep by yourself these days. Xiaomi Dou misses you. Let Xiaomi Dou sleep with you tonight."

Han Muzi: "... Xiaomi bean."

"Mommy has always said that Xiaomi bean has grown up. Can Xiaomi bean find his father?"

Originally, Han Muzi wanted to persuade him to go back to his room to sleep, but he suddenly said a word, which stunned Han Muzi, and his heart was shocked.

Is it the turn of fate?

When she was abroad, Xiaomi Dou never asked her for her father. She was very clever and lovely.

But after returning home, he mentioned it more and more times. Even after she ordered yetingchen not to investigate herself today, Xiaomi Dou got into her bed and said such words to her.

Is it a coincidence?

Han Muzi squeezed the gold button hard and put it in his palm.

"Why do you suddenly ask?" Han Muzi glanced at Xiaomi beans in her arms and tried to soften her voice. "Didn't you always mention it when you were abroad?"

Xiaomi Dou tooted his lips: "Mommy used to work hard, so Xiaomi Dou understood Mommy, but now Xiaomi Dou has grown up. You don't have to let mommy find it. Xiaomi Dou can find it himself."

Han Muzi: "

"Can you, Mommy?" Xiaomi Dou shook her arm: "Xiaomi Dou is very powerful. You can find your own father!"

Hearing this, Han Muzi's breath was stifled. She finally realized that Xiaomi Dou was not joking with her when she mentioned it several times. He really wanted to find daddy.

Although she felt that Xiaomi Dou was so young that she couldn't find it on yetingchen's head, Han Muzi still felt fluffy in her heart and scolded: "don't go!"

Her voice was so severe that she suddenly confused Xiaomi beans.

"Mom, Mommy..."

"Do you hear me?" Han Muzi looked at Xiaomi bean and asked.

Xiaomi Dou blinked and his eyes turned red, "Mommy, but Xiaomi Dou... Wants to find daddy."

"Didn't I say no to go?" Han Muzi didn't expect that he wouldn't even listen to his own words. Unexpectedly, after she said no, he stubbornly said he wanted to find dad. All of a sudden, he became more severe, and began to be unscrupulous: "your biological dad is dead, you don't have to find it, you can't find it!"

Xiaomi Dou: "

When she said this, Han Muzi slowly followed her red eyes.

Their eyes seemed to compare. A moment later, Han Muzi closed her eyes, sucked her nose and said, "sorry, Xiaomi Dou... Was mommy a little excited just now?"

Fortunately, Han Muzi suddenly spoke softly to him. Xiaomi bean couldn't collapse immediately and burst into tears.

This sound pierced Han Muzi's heart like a needle. The pain made her out of breath. She just said something irreparable. Now she didn't know how to explain to Xiaomi Dou, so she had to reach out and hold him.

"I'm sorry, Xiaomi Dou. I'm sorry. It's Mommy... Mommy shouldn't be cruel to you."

As she said, Han Muzi shed tears, just like a broken thread bead, falling down, all smashing on Xiaomi Dou's neck.

Xiaomi Dou was frightened by such tears. He was still crying, but it seemed that it was the first time he saw Mommy crying in front of him.

The big bean tears couldn't stop at all. Tears rushed out of her eyes.

"I'm sorry... It's Mommy, I'm sorry, Xiaomi bean, I'm sorry." however, Han Muzi kept repeating a sentence, as if she had entered the devil's daze.

Xiaomi Dou looked at Han Muzi and suddenly felt that he was making trouble today.

He put out his little hand around Han Muzi's neck and pasted his face warmly: "Mommy, don't cry, after Xiaomi beans... Don't talk about looking for Dad anymore."

Han Muzi couldn't stop crying any more. She burst into tears and held Xiaomi bean in her arms to cry.