I really don't want a second marriage

Han Muzi certainly knew that he was the child born in October, so she didn't want him to suffer with her.

If she can, she wants to bring Xiaomi Dou to her right away. She is very lonely and needs warmth.

But... What happens after you pick up Xiaomi beans?

Let him watch his mood collapse every day?

In that case, it would be too selfish.

Thinking of this, Han Muzi closed her eyes and shook her head.

"Xiaoyan, turn off the video and don't let him call again."

"Bathe purple!"

"Turn it off!" Han Muzi's voice became louder. She raised her head, looked directly at Xiaomi bean in the video, and said with clenched teeth, "listen, Xiaomi bean. Mommy doesn't allow you to call again. You should study hard and pick you up when Mommy finds your daddy."

Xiaomi Dou still looked at her with tears.

"I don't want it, Mommy don't want it, okay? Xiaomi Dou wants to go and find Mommy now. Xiaomi Dou doesn't want Daddy, Xiaomi Dou just wants Mommy."

Xiaoyan also held up her mobile phone, and the child's cry was always around her.

Han Muzi reached out expressionless, turned off the video, and then stuffed Xiaoyan's mobile phone under his pillow.

"Muzi? Muzi, you've gone too far! He's your own son!"

"So, is that why you asked him to call me? Xiaoyan, you know my current situation. What do you want me to say to him?"

Han Muzi looked at Xiao Yan with an empty look in her eyes. Xiao Yan took a breath. "I don't want you to say anything to him, but he knew it. Xiaomi Dou is very sad. Are you his mother? He wants to see you, talk to you, miss you, what's the problem?"

"There was no problem, but I'm not in good shape now. I don't want to see anyone."

She doesn't want to bring all her negative energy to Xiaomi Dou. Although it's cruel for Xiaomi Dou not to talk to him, what can he say when he talks to him? If Xiaomi Dou knows about it, the child will certainly find out. How can she explain it to her then?

"If yetingchen doesn't come back, are you going to do this all the time? Xiaomi Dou is just a child. He can't understand you like an adult, do you understand?"

Han Muzi didn't want to tell her anymore. He was upset and angry. He said coldly, "I know. Go out."

"Mu Zi..." Xiao Yan didn't give up. He called Mu Zi's name and sat beside the bed. He didn't want to quit.

"Well, I want to be alone."

Seeing that Xiaoyan was still sitting by the bed and refused to leave, Han Muzi had no choice but to lie down, pull on the quilt and cover herself, and no longer took care of Xiaoyan.

Xiaoyan had to pack up and get out of the ward.

After going out, I happened to meet Su Jiu standing outside. Su Jiu looked at her in surprise: "what happened? I just heard you arguing."

"Don't mention it. I'm angry about it."

Su Jiu was curious: "what are you angry about at this point? I really want to know."

"It's normal for you to say that Xiaomi Dou is just a child of five or six years old. She misses her mother and wants to say a few words to her mother, right? But Muzi asked Xiaomi Dou not to call him again. I was so distressed. Xiaomi cried so miserably that she was indifferent."

Hearing this, Su Jiu understood what Xiaoyan was angry about. She smiled helplessly, patted Xiaoyan on the shoulder, and softly explained, "you just haven't been a mother, so you don't know the mood and pain of being a mother."

"I know Muzi's heart is bitter, but Xiaomi Dou is really too small after all. It's OK to say a few words to disguise."

"Have you ever thought that maybe Muzi doesn't want to deceive him? If Muzi can't deceive her children, what do you think they will talk about when she chats with them? What does Xiaomi bean ask?"

Xiao Yan was stunned. She didn't seem to think about it.

"Haven't you thought about it at all?" Su Jiu smiled with a faint expression and then said: "You're too young to think about many things on both sides. Of course, I know Xiaomi Dou wants to see her mommy at this time. It's understandable, but think about how hard Muzi has been hit by these things recently. Even if it takes time for her to cheer up and recover. How long has this happened? What do you want her to do So go face to face and tell Xiaomi Dou that his father may have had an accident. Many words are undoubtedly sprinkling salt on his wound. Can you understand what I mean? "

These words made Xiaoyan choke successfully. After thinking for a long time, she didn't expect to answer. Her lips moved and looked at Su Jiu.

For a long time, he seemed to think clearly, "what should I do? I just took the video to her. I thought Muzi didn't want to talk to his son, lost his temper with her, and said he was too much."

"It doesn't matter. Aren't you good friends and sisters? Muzi knows it in her heart, but she's not in the mood to comfort you or explain the problem to you in detail. When the pain is over, you'll all let go of it."

Xiaoyan stared at Su Jiu in front of her. For the first time, she felt that the woman in front of her was very attractive. I heard that she used to like Han Qing, but she didn't get Han Qing's heart in the end. Then she married someone else. Now she is married and has children. She lives a happy life.

In front of Han Qing, Su Jiu didn't seem a little embarrassed, as if he hadn't liked this person before.

Such an excellent woman can't get into Han Qing's eyes. What qualifications does his Xiaoyan have to make Han Qing like himself?

"What's the matter? It seems that you still have doubts on your face?"

Xiaoyan is hesitating. Do you want to ask Su Jiu about her mood and process at that time? Has she spoken to Han Qing?

But now that people are married and have children, is it too ignorant for her to ask such questions now?

Thinking of this, Xiao Yan shook his head: "nothing."

The little girl wouldn't hide her emotions and put everything on her face. Although she said nothing, there was something wrong with her expression.

Su Jiu was much older than Xiao Yan. Looking at Xiao Yan was like looking at her sister, so she had no choice but to smile and sat down in a nearby chair.

"You, if you have anything to say, don't be bored in your heart. It's not cost-effective if you're bored. I'm older than you. I've experienced many things. If you have any doubts, you can say it and ask me. Although I can't give you a very good answer, there's no problem to help you."

She is like a big sister with a close heart. Her voice is warm and clear, which gives Xiaoyan a very close feeling.