I Reincarnated But Will Try To Live Without Using My Cheat Ability

I was convinced that my brother was a reincarnated, but I was torn by my contradictory emotions: I wanted to hear it ……  but I didn’t want to hear it.

My brother protects me and understands me.

I know that, but my brother doesn’t like to talk about himself too much.

He wants to know a lot of things, but he doesn’t care about himself.

In fact, I even think that he hates himself.

Even when I praise him, his responses are weak.

He smiles and says “thank you” so as not to hurt me, but it doesn’t seem to have touched his heart.

He immediately changes the subject.

If you ask him, “Are you a reincarnated person?”, he’ll immediately dodge the question. 

If I he was reincarnated, I’m sure he would feel self-hate if his previous life was a evil one.

I’m sure that even if my brother wasn’t a real evil person, he would still hate himself if he was tainted by his environment.

I want to know, but …… I don’t think I want to know to the extent I’ll hurt my brother.

But I want to know.

If I’m struggling with something, he can read me with amazing accuracy.

Sometimes I wonder if it shows on my face that much.

But there is no one else who notices it except my brother.

It’s partly because I don’t have that deep of a relationship with anyone other than my brother, but …… even my mother doesn’t notice.

He has better intuition than most women.

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Is it possible that he was a woman in a previous life?

What if it’s the 5th Apostle?

It’s too much of a leap, but once I think of it, I can’t get it out of my head.

If that’s the case, I don’t think I can stand it.

Even if I don’t say anything, he will notice my worries.

After wondering what to do, I decided to ask my brother a question from a different direction.

“Brother. Suppose B, A’s lover, made a mistake and hurt C. When B gets revenge on D, C’s family member, A punishes D. Is this right?”

I misspelled the name, which made the question very confusing.

But my brother seemed to understand, and he looked more serious than ever.

“It’s A’s fault. It’s only because he was angry and was trying to get back at him. You can’t say that he was right.”

“You won’t negate retaliation itself ……? It’s the people closest to you that is at fault, right?”

My brother folded his arms with a strangely mature look on his face.

“Hmmmm …… Sorry for the funny analogy. But let’s say Kiara made a mistake and hurt someone. I’ll assume you got even with them for that. I’m not happy about it, even though it’s Kiara’s fault. Depending on the extent of that payback, I might pay that person back.”

The fact that I was mentioned in the analogy of a lover made me very happy.

I could feel my cheeks turning red.　

But now I want to hear the rest of the story.

“Is that so?”

“Well, of course. But I can’t justify myself by saying that it’s right. It’s just that you couldn’t help yourself, so you retaliated.”

“So if …… D had done something else wrong, it would be right for A to punish D?”

My brother spat out with an extremely disgusted expression.

“Haha, that’s irrelevant. Are you saying that D deserves to be retaliated against by A if he usually does bad things? Stop kidding.”

I had never seen that look before.　

I was surprised by it and the way he spat it out.

My brother immediately returned to his usual calm expression and scratched his head.

“I don’t like the words “right” and “justice” ……”

At that moment, my brother had an ambiguous expression, as if he had realized something or given up ……

I was curious about it, but I was relieved to confirm that he has nothing to do with that apostle.