I Scored Myself A Mate

"I will break the spell then" Alexander repeated as he looked at the young wolf in the eyes. He had decided that if he could stand next to Luke he would risk it. Turning back into his old self. 

"What? Are you insane? They will lock you up and torture you. You will be restrained all your life." Luke told him agitated. He paced in the small balcony, scratching his head as he avoided his eyes. He felt like there was no way to change his mind. Both options were hurtful for him, for both of them but bringing the White Wolf out would be disastrous.

"Not if you choose me. If you choose to be with me they will spare me. Your father is cruel but I know he will be glad if you appear with a strong partner. That way you will secure your position in the pack. I am sure you know it. You've noticed it too that back home something is going on." Alexander told him and Luke's expression changed, showing pure confusion while Alexander spoke. Yes, the teen was right. From the moment they had returned from the icy palace things in the power balance had changed. After seeing the Alpha and his son get humiliated in such a way, Adam had a lot to handle. He had to be even more strict to actually stop the rumors and protect Luke. He was aware of all that, he was trying to find a way out but how did Alexander know?

"How did you know about all this?" He asked him.

"I have been looking out for you. Ever since you came back. " He said averting his gaze and placing his palm on his neck. He knew how creepy that sounded. Having someone basically follow you but Alexander did it for his own good. After that night, where he saw....he just couldn't let him fight this alone.

"You were stalking me?" Luke shouted. 

"No! I was watching out for you. They threw animal blood on your door one night and I cleaned it up. Messed up your college books so I used my savings to buy you new ones before you realize it. God why are college books so expensive?" He exhaled. "I...I just knew you were unwell if you knew all that, if you had to live it, you who had never been bullied or ridiculed, you wouldn't be able to stand it." Alexander revealed and Luke gasped. He knew there was something wrong in the pack, he knew people were looking at him differently but he hadn't noticed a thing. Had Alexander really been doing all these things behind his back and he...he had no idea?

"How many times did shit like that happen?" Luke shouted. 

"About five to six times. I took care of it though. That's why I am telling you to use me!" He shouted and placed his palm on his chest. "I will be useful to you, even if you don't love me I..." 

"Do you hear yourself right now? You sound pathetic. Is that all you want? For me to use you? So what? You want me to fuck you once or twice too and make you my pet? Is this really how much you're worth?" Luke screamed in his face and once again kicked the railing, taking out his frustration. He didn't like Alexander talking like that, scheming and degrading himself, acting like he was just a tool waiting to be used. He didn't know how to talk to him. How to make him understand. Once again he was losing his words and his anger was taking the best of him, making him say things he didn't want to. Everything was turning upside down again and he was sure he ended up hurting him again. 

"I...I....all I wanted to do was help! What do you expect me to do? I want to help you but you deny to face your feelings so here we are! Yes, I am a tool use me, you will be safe that way and I do not mind, at all." Alexander shouted, wondering how Mikael hadn't returned yet or the nurses didn't just jump in to tell them to shut up. He could see that Luke was getting angrier by the second. His nostrils flaring as he breathed heavily, his hands forming first with bright white knuckles. 

"You are unbelievable." Luke mumbled as he was trying to calm the rage in him. Alexander wanted to save him, he was sure that things would get only more difficult now and one thing was certain. The way he was, was more a burden than a help. Maybe if he released his power Luke would be safe. The struggle in the pack was very much there, there was something in the air, everyone on their toes, their ears stretched and ready to use any information comes their way. The wolf was scared, scared that Luke would ended up getting hurt.

"I will release it" he stated. 

"Fine! Fine! Do it. But if you actually dare to do it remember this. I will never love you, I will never fall in love with you. You will just be a tool to me to get what I want. My seat as an alpha. That's it. Sure we can sleep together if you want. I have to pay you back somehow but don't expect me to love you." Luke told him, his grey eyes showing how serious he was. He needed to scare him. Stop him from making such a foolish decision just for him. His life would be ruined if he released that power, himself would be altered and he would lose much more than he would win. Luke couldn't stand to see that. He liked him, a lot. He liked his shy smile, his blushed cheeks and his clear and honest eyes. He didn't want Alexander to sacrifice all that just to help him so he had to scare him away. Crush his hopes from the start so he wouldn't do it. 

"I will still do it. I am fine with it" he announced and Luke's eyes widened. 

"As you wish" Luke mumbled. "Once we get back you will have to help me with my plan."

"Alright." Alexander agreed. 

Luke did not stay any longer. He grabbed the railing and jumped down, unable to face him. He was trying so hard to stop him but all he seemed to do was push him deeper into a world that would only hurt him. 

He was truly an idiot.