I Scored Myself A Mate

Luke hadn't stopped thinking these days. So many things tortured his mind, especially the future and what was about to come. He still wasn't used to being an Alpha, he still couldn't bear the burden his father did for so many years. He was a man buried in secrets and broken dreams. He had given up everything so he could rule, he had turned his back on the one he loved and in the end he ended up losing his mind. Luke didn't have the time, he didn't also care to learn from him. The father he had adored when he was young had turned into a monstrous figure in his heart, one he always tried to avoid and never understand until it was too late. Now Luke had been left alone with hundreds of people leaning on him, expecting help. 

He didn't know himself well yet. He was immature and angry. He was cocky and many times he wasn't able to act reasonably and that hurt not only him but others around him. He had to lose Allias to realize that. Only when Alexander was by his side though he saw himself as a better person. The young wolf managed to bring out a part of him he had forgotten he had.. A part that wished to protect, to evolve into a better man. 

That was why he couldn't lose him. The thought of Alexander leaving, going to the council was too much to handle. It hurt his heart, clouded his thoughts and made him want to simply drop everything and leave with him. He was willing to do that. Give up everything and take him away. Maybe thoughts like these made him believe he would never be a worthy Alpha. As good as his father. 

Alexander's return found him buried in thoughts like these. He sat on his bed, staring at the floor, thinking and sighing. It had become a habit of his, losing himself in these depressive thoughts until someone pulled him out. Or else he would simply remain there, trapped inside his own mind. 

The door of the room opened slowly, a pair of earthy green eyes gazing at him. Luke didn't hear him at first. Only when he stepped inside and closed the door behind him did the wolf raise his head and meet his eyes. 

Luke released a short breath. It was ridiculous, certainly childish but by seeing him he instantly realized how much he had missed him. It was just a few days, just a few cold nights but as Alexander stood in front of him, wearing a tired smile Luke felt as if something that he had lost was simply put back into place. He stood up and walked towards him, silent.

"Hey." Alexander said and Luke grabbed him, drowning him in his strong embrace and the wolf chuckled, wrapping his arms around him. He smelt like home. His body strong and warm, his shirt soft. He loved this familiar sensation, the feeling of his arms tightening around his body and his breathing landing on his shoulder. Alexander relaxed, his eyes closed as he found peace in his arms. "I missed you" he told him and Luke cupped his face. He still hasn't said anything. He took a step back and inspected him from head to toe, a worried expression on his face. "What are you doing?" Alexander asked him.

"Why do you look so tired? Are you hurt anywhere? Did they do anything to you? Tell me." He said and the young man smiled. He took Lukest hand in his, entwining their fingers. 

"I am perfectly fine. You won't believe this but actually some kind of monsters tried to kidnap me to eat me. I was so shocked I couldn't do anything." Alexander said with excitement. "Then we reached Allias homeland and you wouldn't believe it but there are more elves like him there! He didn't know either. But as it seems they are not so nice so Allias was a bit disappointed. I felt bad for him. I also trained with Mark, he taught me how to keep the wolf in check. I still have a long way to go but I think it will be enough for now. Just so the council will leave."

"So you're alright?" Luke asked him.

"I'm more than alright. I had fun" Alexander said happily and Luke smiled. He caressed his cheek, kissing the tip of his nose.

"I am glad. That means we will be able to go home. I...I want us to be finally free, move on." He told him.

"And we will. This is the last time we will need help. The last time we will be afraid. I promise you."

"Please don't leave me." Luke told him, a pained expression on his face. Alexander shook his head. 

"That will never happen. I will never leave you. I will always stand by your side, I will always help you. Even if sometimes you're too proud, or stupid to ask me." He teased him.

"That's good. I like that."

"I like that too." Alexander agreed and moved closer. His breath was landing warm on Luke's lips and the wolf leaned in closer. Their lips touched, gently at first, a slight peck until the raven haired wrapped his arm around Alexander's waist and brought him closer. Such a sweet kiss, the knowledge that the other wanted you, that they needed your touch, your kiss was intoxicating. Alexander's heart was beating fast, racing inside his ribcage as Luke's tongue licked his bottom lip and a slight moan escaped him.

He looked at Luke. His eyes had always been so beautiful. A stormy grey, like a restless sky. He was always restless, cloudy. In Luke's heartbeats Alexander could hear the distant sound of rain and see the screams of thunder. The man in front of him was a storm, powerful but depressingly beautiful. Filled with sorrow and disaster but cleansing. In his heart and mind it always rained, it was always cold and hostile but Alexander didn't mind. He loved standing underneath the rain, feeling the cold droplets land on his skin as he waited for the sun. He was sure one day, no matter how long it took Luke would be able to find peace. He would do everything to help him

"Alexander." The man called his name, his voice rough, laced with adoration. 

"Yes?"

"You're so beautiful." He complimented him and the younger man blushed. Feeling his words reach his lovestruck heart. "I look at you and wonder. How is it possible for me to be with someone so beautiful. I can't believe that I get to have someone like you by my side. After everything I've done. I keep being extremely lucky and I am scared, I am scared that my luck will eventually run out"

"You make me look a lot better than I am, Luke" Alexander told him and the alpha stared at him, wearing a frown on his face.

"You don't see what I see. Your kind eyes. No matter what you look at you have such a gentle gaze. The softness of your voice. Even when you're upset you're filled with such genuine emotions. Your expressions, your cute blushing and the way you avert your eyes when your anxious because you're simply too honest and can't hide. Through my eyes you're so much, so much you just can't see. My heart flutters as if I am teen. Really, that smile of yours will be the death of me." He showered him with praise and Alexander took a step back, overwhelmed by the comments.

"Y-you...I-I …. that's…" he stuttered and Luke laughed. He hugged him again, their hearts close to each other and Alexander could feel it on his chest. The mixing of beats was strangely calming. Like a melody only they knew. A masterpiece made just for them. "Thank you." Alexander finally managed to say.

"I should be the one thanking you." 

"Luke, no matter what happens. Know that I will find you. Always. I will always come back to you" Alexander told him. They remained quiet, resting I'm each other's arms when after a while a faint knock was heard on the door. Luke let go of him, unwilling and headed towards the door. 

He faced an elf soldier. Tall with a strict look. 

"Is there something wrong?" Luke asked him.

"The gods have been informed about the werewolve's return and they are demanding to see him." The soldier said. "You are expected in the meeting room. His majesty is there too. Please be quick." 

"Okay. We will be there. Thank you" Luke told him and the man nodded before he went back to his post. Luke turned around, locking eyes with Alexander. 

Suddenly both of them felt anxious. The happy and romantic mood from before slowly disappearing.

"It's time." Alexander said and Luke nodded. He extended his hand and their palms touched. 

"Let's go." Luke told him.

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