I See The Galaxy

Chapter 40: I see

For most of the seventeen or eighteen-year-old students, today's Spring Festival is getting lighter every night. Except to enjoy the holidays, everything else is empty.

Since returning from Xiangquan Villa, Yu Xing stayed at home every day.

Do the math...She has been hiding from Sheng Yi for nearly a week.

I asked her to go out twice, but she refused both times.

Can't hide.

I still remember when I came home that day, I didn't even sleep well at night. Thinking about "Sheng Yi likes me" in his head, he was even more at a loss when he was surprised.

Does she like Sheng Yi?

Ask yourself many times, it should be no. But there is also a feeling of indescribable, hazy, and taught her to be stupid for a while, like stepping on a cloud. For the first time, she can't even see the thoughts in her heart.

She couldn't come up with a definite answer, she could only fall into a deeper and heavier annoyance.

After thinking about it, I finally gave up.

funny.

So she simply used the most concise way to solve it - hide.

On the afternoon of the first week and one day of escaping from Sheng Yi, Yu Xing accompanies his aunt to drink tea and eat snacks for a while. noon sleep.

I had dinner in the evening, it was dark early, and Yu Xing hadn't decided what fruit would be better to eat when reading a book at night, and suddenly received urgent news from Tong Youjing:

[Come on! I'm looking for you in a hurry! Very important! Hurry, hurry, hurry! 】

Yu Xing was stunned for a moment, and without waiting for her to ask, Tong Youjing threw out the address and said: [I'm waiting for you here, come right away! 】

The location was a cafe, Yu Xing was dazed and left. After talking to my auntie, I went out, and I called Tong Youjing on the way, but it didn't work.

Only received a message: [The signal is not good, I will wait for you upstairs. 】

Yu Xing had no doubts about him, Tong Youjing's expression packs and tone of speech were the same as usual. It took half an hour to get to the coffee shop by taxi, probably because the consumption is not low, even if there are not many people on vacation.

Ask the waiter according to the seat number sent, and the waiter led her to the second floor.

The first floor and the second floor, before the seat, looked at it from a distance, Yu Xing's footsteps and expression were stiff.

There were two people sitting facing each other, and when Tong Youjing saw her, he got up and ran over, holding her tightly with his arms.

"...Sorry! I was forced too! Don't be angry!"

Tong Youjing hounded her tightly, for fear that she would throw her hand away in a fit of anger.

No. Yu Xing asked himself, no matter how it was, it never reached that level. It's just... She stared helplessly and let go of her, Tong Youjing, who looked apologetic, hated that iron could not become steel—

Not far away, Sheng Yi Lao Shen was sitting upright, with a light and confident smile on his face.

"I'm sorry." Tong Youjing whispered, taking the opportunity to complain secretly, "Wow, he is really vicious, I don't know what to say to my cousin, my cousin arranges 'blind dates' for me every day. , introduce his foreign friends to me... I'm afraid I'm not having a good time this year!"

The headache is right in front of her eyes. How can Yu Xing sympathize with this accomplice who is fueling the flames, and spat: "Deserving it! Will you sell me like this?"

"I was wrong..." Tong Youjing grabbed her hand and begged for mercy.

Yu Xing walked straight to Sheng Yi.

"Senior..." She chuckled, "Long time no see, looking good, happy new year, how about coffee, have you eaten yet?"

Sheng Yi ignored her Four Character Classic and glanced at Tong Youjing.

A jolt reacted, Tong Youjing grabbed the bag on the deck: "I have one more step ahead, you two talk slowly!"

“Eh—”

Turning around and grabbing the air, Yu Xing clenched his fists and was speechless.

Who said that Sheng Yi would support her if she had an idea?

On the speed of oiling the soles of your feet, support? Yu Xing saw that Tong Youjing didn't help Sheng Yi to break her waist with his own hands. It was already a sisterhood.

She also chased away the extra people and raised her eyebrows with satisfaction: "Sit down."

Already here, Yu Xing had to take a seat.

“Have you had a good winter vacation?”

"Ok."

"Is your neck itchy?"

She was stunned: "Huh?"

Yu Xing leaned back and pressed against the seat cushion: "Don't be a senior."

Sheng Yi looked at her with a smile, but did not attack. Called the waiter and ordered a few words. After a while, a cup of hot drink was brought and brought to Yu Xing.

"This is?"

"I ordered it for you, the coffee here is bitter." Sheng Yi drank boiled water himself, and said leisurely, "It's not that you don't like bitterness."

Yu Xing glanced at him and said nothing. Hand resting on the rim of the glass, warm, just right.

After a little silence, Sheng Yi began to attack.

"I told you not to hide from me, but you want to hide, do you take my words on deaf ears?"

Come here. Yu Xing's eyes dodge: "I..."

"I sent you more than twenty messages, how many words did you reply to me? If I remember correctly, no more than thirty?"

How can "..." even count this.

"I called you twice, and you said you were not available. I'm curious, why are you so busy that you don't have time?"

“…”

Yu Xing looked down at the desktop and pretended to be dead.

Sheng Yi frowned slightly: "Speak."

Raised her eyes quickly, and immediately lowered her eyes again, Yu Xing turned her head slightly, and said in a low voice, "Senior, you clearly understand..."

He understands what she means, but it does not mean that he accepts it.

"I told you so much the other day that you didn't hear a word?"

She was so angry that her brain hurt, she stared at her fiercely, a little impatient, and took a cup of white water.

“…”

She looked at the table, her thoughts were erratic, she scratched the edge of the table with her hands, and didn't care about him at all.

The temple jumped suddenly, Sheng Yi picked up the water glass and took another sip.

“…”

She peeked at him, then pretended nothing happened and looked away.

Sheng Yi looked at that face and wanted to strangle her to death. She picked up the cup and took a sip again, her teeth itch with hatred.

This heartless thing will wink in the first place. She is now certain that he will not touch her, and that he will not do it.

The word "like" has already been said, what capital does he have to clamor for?

Emotionally weak, she no longer needs to be as fearful as before, she is full of confidence.

Can he really screw her head off? Even if she is angry with her, she is afraid that she will break her fingers, and she will not be able to twist her head.

The more she thought about it, the more her chest became tight.

The atmosphere was stagnant, Yu Xingjing was waiting for him to have a seizure, and there was no movement for a long time.

I was tired of waiting, but the momentum on the other side finally weakened.

Sheng Yi expressed his anger: "I understand your thoughts, but should you understand me too?"

Yu Xing didn't know why, "Huh?"

"If you can control this kind of thing, people will have less trouble in life." Sheng Yi looked at her and said, "You don't want to accept it, OK, but it's useless to hide blindly, give it a shot The buffer time, you can adjust it, and I can adjust it too.”

She was stunned, not quite understanding.

"The more you hide, the more I think you have nowhere to hide, isn't this arousing my rebellious psychology?" Maybe after a long time, my feelings will fade." His voice was very seductive, "When you look at you, it will be no different from looking at other people, but it's just a little cabbage."

It seems...that makes sense?

To this point, there are big problems in the early stage. Yu Xing felt that it was a wrong decision to fight wits and courage with him at first, and he also blamed Sheng Yi, why are you so rebellious?

She is also a soft and hard character on the outside and **** the inside.

Yu Xing looked at him while thinking about it, wanted to glance at him for a while, and nodded reluctantly for a long time: "...You are right. But senior!" She immediately said, "Who do you like is you? I respect your right, but since you want to get along normally, I have to say it first. I am the most afraid of those who are greasy and crooked. You can like you, but not me..."

She has room to spare.

Taking a deep breath, Sheng Yi's face was as black as the bottom of a pot. With her thief-proof expression, she almost wrote the words "don't harass me" on her face.

—I want to screw her head off again! How to do?

"I understand what the junior said."

Smiles and gritted his teeth and said these words, Sheng Yi picked up the cup and drank the water.

…

It's eight o'clock, it's still early.

Sheng Yi drove Yu Xing home, and suddenly regretted halfway through the drive.

"Last time you invited me to dinner, it seems that there are still two restaurants left?"

"Huh?" He suddenly mentioned this, and Yu Xing was taken aback, "Then, the next time..."

"It's better to hit the sun another day, let's do it today." Sheng Yi smiled lightly, turned to look at her, and made a decision without refusing, "Sister, invite me to dinner."

"…" is shameless.

Yu Xing wants to go home, miss the warm bed, miss the fragrant aunt, miss the pile of unfinished exercises.

"Forget it today, it's so sudden." She really didn't want to take a long detour, it's almost home, "We're going there now, everyone is probably closed, otherwise... Hey, there is a place near my house. The snack street is very delicious. It is very lively during the New Year. Senior, I will take you to go shopping?!"

"Snack Street?" She knew with her toes that she was perfunctory him.

"It's really delicious, I won't lie to you." Da Huyou Yu Xing went online, his expression was more real than pearls, "Wow, you don't know, the bosses of those stalls did it all. For many years, the craftsmanship is very good, and you can't eat it anywhere else!"

“…”

"Last time I ate that thing, I almost swallowed my tongue! Senior, you must try it, I tell you..."

Sheng also did not speak, Yu Xing kept his mouth and kept lobbying. Not only that, she also leaned towards him, afraid that she didn't even notice it. If it wasn't for the seatbelt, she might be able to squeeze him out the window.

To be on the safe side, she stretched out a hand to push her back, Sheng Yi couldn't stand her noise and frowned: "I see, just go, you shut up."

Yu Xing quickly silenced and smiled.

The car was parked near the snack street, and as soon as he entered, Sheng Yi knew he was right.

In order to get rid of him quickly, Yu Xing randomly picked a street near his home, and dared to blow it into a hidden place of peerless delicacies that he would regret if he didn't come.

She didn't care about this, she just wanted to spend more time with her. It's hard to get this heartless slander out, why don't you stay for a while?

I didn't expect him to be today, and acquaintances may see it as a joke.

Champs-Elysees in Paris, Fifth Avenue in New York, I don’t want to go to a good place, and I’m shopping in a tattered snack street. He, the prince of the Shengshi Group, has really lost his share. to the extreme.

She also slandered and did not hesitate, bought two bunches of candied haws for her.

Yu Xing held it in his hand and looked embarrassed: "This?"

He said: "It can't be in vain. Don't buy anything, doesn't it make me stingy?"

Said and went down, bought her another maltose.

Yu Xing was afraid that he would go shopping, so he quickly diverted his attention and pulled him to look at some small objects.

It's nothing unusual, there are things here, in the scenic streets, and outside the shopping malls.

Sheng Yi patiently let her fool her, the two chatted together and the atmosphere was not bad.

While walking and chatting, the candied fruit has been in his hand for a long time, and it smells very fragrant.

Just in time, Sheng Yihu said: "For so long, I have done a lot of things that you hate. You should hate me?"

She almost choked on a mouthful of sugar balls, and quickly swallowed: "Huh? Uh... well, it's okay."

I don't quite believe what I say politely.

Sheng Yi was even more unconvinced, and smiled slightly: "Don't coax me, I know it."

She pursed her lips and said nothing.

"Have you always wanted to kill me?"

"That's not that serious..." Half dead. She smiled and lowered her head to bite the candied haws.

Sheng Yi took a step, his eyes were dark and heavy, and he didn't make a sound for a while.

This street is shabby, but a little old town.

Old, rotten, quaint, natural.

When I was a child, my grandfather's assistant would take him around the West and East districts by car. At that time, the four-nine city, like the current street, had the same smell.

In fact, he didn't think much about the past. Over the years, few days are really happy.

Since I was brought back to my grandfather, my life has been filled with endless harshness. Every day is the same as the previous day, and it keeps repeating. Even as a child, he never received a trace of pity. Grandpa even added all his disappointment and resentment to his father on him.

How old was he then? He just lost his parents and managed to suppress the signs of psychological problems through treatment, but his grandfather did not even give him a chance to breathe, and immediately asked him to embark on the road to becoming a successful person.

Under the pressure, he lived in depression and pain. I always shut myself in the room alone, I am often angry, I often feel bipolar for no reason, and the ill-will that wants to destroy things runs rampantly in my body.

He can't say, he can only rely on his own patience and suppression. Over time, he began to learn to face everything with a smile, until he finally became a gentle and elegant existence with a gentle and harmless appearance.

After so many years, the loneliness has never disappeared.

He is used to studying, playing, and spending time with himself in his room alone. These later friends were far from enough to fill. In the years when he really needed company, he had no playmates, and no other person to share with.

Why do you like Yu Xing?

It's not that I haven't thought about it.

His journey was too quiet, too dull.

Yu Xingyi broke in, it was an accident and a surprise.

They can secretly compete over a love letter.

A name for each other can give you countless meanings.

Today you have to hold my head down, tomorrow I have to stick to my neck.

A look, a word, a dish, an expression... Everything, subtle and often overlooked, suddenly becomes extremely interesting.

Very naive, like two elementary school students who refuse to admit defeat.

But because of Yu Xing, because of her, every minute and second of his life can be broken and filled, and life is no longer boring and depressing black and white.

I have seen so many people, all kinds, but only one Yu Xing. Because she is too strong, she will not bow her head when she is being played by him.

Fortunately, she is stronger.

If it wasn't for her, or Yu Xing, who refused to admit defeat, maybe they wouldn't have what happened next.

My thoughts went a little far, and I unknowingly passed half of the street.

She also took a breath, and the cold air was sucked into her lungs. Looking sideways at her, she ate two-thirds of the string of candied haws in her hand.

“…Yu Xing.”

"Huh?" She was eating so hard, she was wandering in the world, and she didn't know what kind of turbulence was going on in his heart.

He looked at her, his eyes dark as night, blocking those hidden soft emotions.

Want to say it that day. She asked him why he liked her, but never said anything.

Thank you.

Thank you for coming to play with me.

Yu Xing, who didn't understand what he was thinking at the moment, looked innocent and waited eagerly for his next words.

Sheng Yi suddenly smiled: "You seem like an idiot."

“???”

Yu Xing bit the candied haws with an inexplicable face. How to scold someone well? ?

He laughed heartily, Yu Xing was not happy, raised his hand and pressed his elbow hard against him. Sheng Yi started running, and Yu Xing was so angry that he chased after him.

Step by step, the coldness in the air seems to be dissipating.

The first time I got rid of loneliness was when I was racing for the first time. It's like finding a way to vent. Sheng Yi likes that feeling. While galloping forward, time passes so clearly every second. Only in that way, when the lengthy time disappears quickly, does he feel alive.

Not anymore.

Finally, there is no need for a racing car to kill the poor time for him. The existence of Yu Xing makes time interesting, and every minute is rich and full, even reluctant to let it go too fast.

Maybe Yu Xing was a playmate sent by God to accompany him.

Many years late, but that's okay.

Thanks for coming.

This time, he was willing to let the car go slower.

…

Although the snack street is close to Yu Xing's house, Sheng Yi insisted on sending her back.

This distance is not far, the two of them walk together.

Maybe it's the atmosphere, or maybe it's a winter night that is suitable for emotion. When he was about to get home downstairs, Yu Xing sighed and confessed to Sheng Yi: "Didn't you ask me earlier if I hate you?"

Sheng Yi turned to look at her.

"At that time, I hated it a little." Yu Xing said, "I just don't like being forced or threatened by others, no matter who it is, it will make me feel very uncomfortable. It may be a bit funny to say it... She looked down at her feet, "I just hope that when we get along, we can respect each other a little bit. As long as we are willing to respect me, I feel fine."

After a long time without speaking, he walked a few steps and nodded: "Yes."

The corridor is not far.

Yu Xing glanced at him, saying so much is enough, there is no need to continue. He waved at him, "Senior, come back, be careful when driving, and be careful on the road!"

Yan Bi trot forward.

"Yu Xing—"

Sheng Yi suddenly stopped her.

Yu Xing stopped and turned around: "Huh?"

Sheng Yi strode over and walked in front of her. Before she could react, she suddenly reached out and hugged her.

She froze.

But she felt the hand that was holding her empty, and patted her on the back.

"I didn't mean to insult you." He said, "Don't be nervous."

I can't help but be nervous, this is all hugged!

Yu Xing froze, even breathing carefully. In his arms, it was all his scent, and the light and pleasant scent surrounded her little by little.

"I was wrong in the past."

"There are a lot of school girls, don't worry about me."