I, the sword in the stone, want to take the knight king

What happened?

The so-called “killing Merlin” was of course just a joke by Shaar.

After all, even he knew it. Merlin is a nightmare and cannot be killed at all.

But his sentence “The king is a mirror, but it can only reflect false ideals, but not the real reality”, made Artoria fall into deep thought.

In fact, in the original history. Artoria’s indulging in this “false ideal” led to an extremely bad result.

Tristan, one of the Twelve Knights of the Round Table, that excellent knight with the name of “Son of Sorrow”, chose to abandon Artoria and leave behind the words ” The famous saying that kings don’t understand people’s hearts”.

The brilliance of the sun is indeed very dazzling, but those who choose to chase the sun can only die of exhaustion on the road, or be melted by the flames of the sun.

And the Knight King who is closest to the sun is the one that was “melted”.

But now, 05 Arturia seems to have undergone some kind of transformation:

“It seems that you have secretly found a lot of good things.”

Looking at Fufu who was lying on the ground, she had obviously gained a lot of weight. Artoria pinched the back of her neck and put it back on Dinah’s shoulders.

“Eat less.”

“You’re not good at sports. If you grow too fat, you won’t look good dancing.”

She said it in a very flat tone, as if she was having a normal chat with the little girl next door.

— In fact, it was just a small talk.

But Dinah and Morgan opened their mouths in surprise.

They never thought that this stupid illegitimate daughter/perfect Holy King would say such a thing.

Moreover, what they didn’t expect was even more.

At this moment, there was a faint smile in the corner of Artoria’s eyes.

“That is……”

“Riding???”

Morgan, who couldn’t believe it, put his hands directly on his eyes and rubbed them violently.

What happened to this stupid illegitimate daughter today?

Could it be that her father’s appearance made her enlightened?

…

The king looking for himself, did not explain too much with those two stunned women.

After confirming that she had found the real answer, she left Morgan’s government affairs hall directly and came to the forest outside the village.

At this moment, most of spring has passed.

The seedlings planted by the villagers have passed the initial tender greenness and gradually turned dark green.

And on the grass in the distance, Arturia could vaguely see a group of cattle and sheep grazing leisurely.

She felt a little comfortable.

She was sure that the scenes in front of her made her feel happy.

But at the same time, it’s worth noting that.

This happiness is not the satisfaction that she, as a “king”, sees her kingdom flourishing and developing.

She just touched the scene, and through the green grass in front of her, she recalled the time when she was in Hector.

“do you know.”

“Merlin once told me that no matter what, I can’t blend in with them.”

Finding a secluded corner, Artoria told Shaar what happened in the past in a soft tone.

——This was the first time he heard Artoria tell a story.

Of course, the stories she told were all very boring things.

Training, studying, doing housework… for ten years in a row, every day.

But Arturia spoke with gusto.

She could even clearly remember how she felt at the time.

The anxiety when cooking for the first time; the joy when delivering a foal for the first time; the worry when knowing that he will become a king for the first time.

And… the hesitation and helplessness when learning that not everyone can eat a bucket of rice at a time.

During such a narration, Xia suddenly discovered that there was always a sound “self” in Artoria’s heart.

She senses what’s going on around her and gives feedback.

But unfortunately, from the moment she chose to become the king, she sacrificed this “self”.

“The king is the king of the country, so he should not have any selfish desires.”

——Ghost knows how she came to such a cognition.

And it’s obviously twisted like thisCognition, the flower magician who claimed to be a sage did not make any corrections.

“So, he really deserves to die.”

Shaar kept complaining in his heart, trying to figure out Merlin’s image in Artoria’s heart.

Arturia didn’t say anything about this, she just responded with a smile.

To be honest, she didn’t think Merlin was wrong.

Because he is really trying his best to teach her the knowledge and principles of becoming a “king”.

However, in the process of teaching. Merlin did really well, and Artoria herself really worked too hard.

It took them just ten years to learn the truths that ordinary people would spend a lifetime trying to figure out.

This is both a good thing and a bad thing.

But now Arturia no longer wants to think about these things that are already old sesame seeds.

After all, 393, she is not one of those twilight old guys who can only immerse themselves in the glory of their past.

She is still young, she still has time to change.

Now that you know where the problem is, take the initiative to seek change.

“Can’t afford to lose”, Arturia no longer wants to do it again.

“In the next period of time, I may make some stupid mistakes because of some capriciousness that I shouldn’t have.”

“Are you willing to help me, Your Excellency Xia?”

…

Today’s night sky, the weather is fine.

The moon and stars are rare.

Arturia did not return to her hut, but chose to lie on the grass, using the ground as her bed and the sky as her quilt.

It was a necessary means of finding oneself, she said.

“That’s how real dragons sleep.”

she said very seriously.

But Xia Ya didn’t know where to complain.

He always felt that although the current Artoria was no longer stubborn, she began to seek changes and breakthroughs.

But she, who just came out of one extreme, seems to have gone to another extreme:

“Hello.”

“Don’t you really intend to liberate your nature and release yourself like a giant dragon?”.