I Was Born In The Underworld

The last days.

A philosopher once said that the place closest to heaven is hell.

Gu fan deeply realized the meaning of this sentence, endured the bitter wind to know the value of warmth, and stood in the deepest blood mud of darkness to yearn for that ray of light.

Last life.

Gu fan was used to the sinister people's heart, and his ugly face made him vomit.

But in that dark and cold winter night, there is also a trace of tenderness. Once companions support each other, they can give their backs to each other's trust, and help each other countless times.

At the end of the story, there is no happy ending.

The last item in the training of the dark dragon troops is to kill the companions who depend on each other and make the soldiers' hearts as firm as ice.

That night, it happened to snow heavily.

Gu fan and Silver Star fight on a snowy night. The sound of weapons fighting is jingling. The companions who accompany each other day and night are familiar with each other's attack methods.

They didn't want to kill each other, but it was clear in their heart that only one of them could survive.

"Do your best!"

"If only one of us can survive, then the one who survives the most is the one who can go further in this last life."

Silver star says so, but she already has the answer in her heart. In terms of talent, ability and potential, Gu fan is the strongest It's just that it will lighten the burden in his heart, and the deep guilt.

Blood splashed everywhere.

In the blood, silver star's warm plasma sprinkles all over the snow.

Gu fan's dagger stabbed silver star in the chest. As she expected, Gu fan's strength would be better under the condition of all-out effort.

"Don't regret it."

"Doomsday This is The strong are respected... "

"To live Don't let me Death in vain Your life I have a share... "

Silver Star's words became weaker and weaker, and the blood and the palm on Gu fan's cheek became cold at the same time.

She died in Gufan's arms.

Finally, the silver star looked at the starry sky on a snowy night, with a trace of disappointment in her eyes: "still want to Finally Take a look at Stars... "

That is silver star's last words.

It's over.

The special training of dark dragon troops is over.

Gu fan buried the silver star and became a more powerful soldier. His heart was as cold as ice and as strong as steel, and his willpower was stronger than one point again.

Stronger, stronger, stronger.

Gu fan's shoulders become more and more heavy. With the life of silver star and many other partners, he goes further step by step, and finally breaks away from the dark dragon army and becomes a powerful man.

However, he became very difficult to trust others, and would not give his back to others.

That's the story of Gu fan and silver star.

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"Ah?"

"Cut you?"

Silver star can't understand Gu fan's brain circuit at all, but he is very confused about what he said before: "you said that you killed a person you didn't want to kill. Are you also a member of the dark dragon army?"

Gu fan smiles and doesn't answer.

I'm afraid that no one will believe what happened in the last life.

"Well."

"Cut me."

Gu fan stretched out his hand, and a cold blade appeared in his hand.

The light of the sword is blue and dark, and the moon and stars reflect the cold light. It is obviously created by using powerful powers.

"I rarely feel guilty."

"Your knife may relieve me of that burden."

Gu fan handed the knife to silver star, and tore the clothes off his upper body, revealing the bronze solid muscles. At the same time, press your palm heavily on your chest Crack your muscles and bones.

He must destroy his body first, otherwise even the golden blade of winter can't pierce the perfect body.

"Do you think I It's very similar to the one you don't want to kill? "

Silver Star took the knife, hesitated for a moment, said: "my knife, can you feel better."

Like.

Of course, it's very similar.

Because it's the same person.

Gu fan nodded with a smile: "yes, you are very similar."

Jingle.

Silver Star threw the blade of winter on the ground and gave up the stab.

"You don't want to be a substitute?"

Gu fan picked up the blade of winter, some can understand the mood of silver star, sometimes a person is regarded as a substitute, it seems too sad, it is using lies to anesthetize themselves.

But Silver Star shook his head: "I don't care what kind of substitute it is. I just think I can understand the mood of the person you killed a little."

Huh?Gu fan frowned slightly: "how to say?"

"You don't want to kill her."

"She didn't want to kill you either."

"The final winner must be very painful, right?"

Silver Star turned his head, eyes full of vitality, seems to be able to understand the feelings, continue to say: "do not know why, this feeling makes me very familiar, also very kind."

"If I were the one you killed, I would never blame you."

"If two people can only survive the next one, we must choose the strongest one."

"He will take two people's hopes, two people's responsibilities, two people's lives, two people's weight, step by step forward."

Silver Star's words let Gu fan's eyebrows stretch gradually.

She looked up at the starry sky, thought for a moment, and continued: "if I cut you, maybe your burden and guilt will be lighter, but the person you killed She's going to weigh less, right? "

"I think she must want you to take that weight, become stronger and rush to a more distant place."

Silver Star's words make Gu fan stunned.

Is that so??

When she died, she didn't blame me.

She chose the strongest one to survive, carry the life and weight of two people, and become stronger.

That sense of guilt, that regret, is not a punishment. It's like the increased load during exercise. Although it makes your training more painful, it actually pushes you forward and becomes another kind of motivation.

"I see."

"I feel relieved to hear you say that, and the weight is more solid. Maybe it will always be on my shoulder and push me forward."

Gu Fan said from the bottom of his heart, looking up at the endless river of stars, as if to see through it and look at another distant time and space.

Silver Star of the last life, she must also think so.

"Go back."

Gu fan's heart knot was untied and he gave a soft smile to the Silver Star: "our subordinates, it's time to wait."

The top of the snow mountain,.

A figure that can't be separated from the naked eye is traceless. It spans hundreds of meters in a flash, making people feel that the naked eye is a little bit spent.

Gu fan took the Silver Star by the hand. In a few minutes, he left the peak of the mountain and returned to the tavern in the gathering place.

Jingling.

The door of the tavern opened, and the wind and snow poured in. Gu fan stood side by side with silver star.

In the whole pub, everyone's eyes were fixed on them.

Shocked.

Doubt.

Curiosity.

Or with some ambiguous color.

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