I Was Born In The Underworld

"We can understand each other."

With excitement in his broad voice, he even felt that Gu fan was "the same kind" and confidant.

"Mole ants, all mole ants!"

"All living beings, millions of human beings, are just like ants crawling on the ground, doing nothing and dying meaninglessly."

Hony's voice continues to emanate from the surveillance equipment.

Inside the glass around the corridor, brain after brain was injected with more intense hormones. At the same time, the electric shock stimulation was also intensified, causing every floating "brain" to shake violently, just like the tone of Hongyi's speech.

"Lord death, am I right?"

"What do you think of these ants from your point of view?"

The more Hongyi said, the more excited he was, and his voice became more ethereal, just like the God above: "many children are playing by the sand pit. When they see some ant holes, they will take off their pants and pee."

"It's just a pee, but it's a disaster for the nest."

"Sometimes, the children will pick up cigarette butts on the street, smoke and burn the ants, or borrow lighters from adults to burn the ants in rows to ashes."

This is a very common thing.

In the real world, bear kids love to do that.

They don't have three outlooks, they don't have a sense of protection, they just think it's fun.

A bath of urine is the flood that breaks the dyke.

A lighter is a burning flame.

"It's fun."

"Those kids just think it's fun, don't they?"

"We human beings are born with such cruelty. The weak are not worth mentioning in our eyes. Whether they drown, burn or trample, mole ants are perfectly normal, right?"

Hongyi is just like a speaker. Naive and ignorant children can best reflect the essence of human beings. How cruel is the joy of killing ants??

A change of the subject.

Hony turns the conversation to himself.

"The stronger we are, the crueler we are."

"Lord death, you are the same as me. Your essence is full of cruelty and violence. Your eyes on the world are more and more different."

"Those mortals, you can crush them to death by moving your fingers, right?"

"What's the difference between them and mole ants?"

"How did you feel when you killed those mole ants?"

"Will you feel guilty, will you think for them, will you pity him, how many people in his family will be sad for him, have you been numb when you killed?"

Hongyi talks endlessly.

One thing is very terrible, that is, there are many places where what he said is true.

Gu fan is now He has already become cold and numb. For an invincible strong man of his level, it's so easy to kill a person. He doesn't even need to move his fingers, and his mind will fall as soon as he moves.

Ants.

Yes, those ordinary people are mole ants, even ordinary hunters are mole ants.

"You're right."

Gu fan nodded slightly in the face of Hongyi's words: "if I killed those people, I would not feel anything in my heart. As you just said, a child would not feel sad if he peed a bubble, or picked up a cigarette butt and poked at the ant."

"I'm not the Virgin Mary, and I don't want to save people."

"But don't confuse us. I'm not such a tasteless pervert as you. I'm praying for blood and killing like a dying beast."

Gu fan's words were also very sharp. He showed a cruel smile and continued to speak.

"What do you think you are?"

"God?"

"The God above, overlooking all living beings, overlooking mole ants, and then crush them to death?"

"No, you're not. You're just a perverted murderer. You're just a bloodthirsty maniac, a bad ruffian in the bone, and a natural personality defect."

Gu fan is not stingy with some insulting words, and the irony in his mouth is even stronger.

"Don't you feel anything?"

"You are born with a defect, you don't feel pain, you don't feel fear, you don't feel other people's happiness, you don't feel what's good."

"The lack of extra perception makes you less emotional and more focused on something, such as Learning. "

"So you are a genius. You never forget. You learn many times faster than others. You have an intelligence that ordinary people can't match."

Gu fan clearly remembers Hongyi's materials. According to the analysis of Dr. Wei Xianjian, he knows more about what kind of paranoid he is.

"You can't feel pain, just let someone else."

"You can't feel fear, just let others fear."

"After all Despair, fear, pain, all kinds of negative emotions, full of excitement"So, you like to abuse others, to observe their pain and despair, to torture them cruelly, to imitate the lost perception, to suck like an addict."

"Skinning, castration, lingchi You've exhausted all kinds of means, but in the end you're tired of it. It's just the physical stimulation of others that can hardly satisfy you, right? "

Gu fan seemed to know what Hongyi wanted. After a long speech, he spat: "what a freak."

After that, the whole corridor was silent for a moment.

Around only the sound of the brain being shocked, every word is like a needle into Hongyi's heart.

"Ha ha ha ha."

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha!"

"Lord death, you are my kind."

"Excited, so excited, it really excited me to the limit."

"I didn't expect that the secret that I had hidden for so long was so naked and torn with blood. That sense of shame made me excited as never before."

"I live I feel like I'm alive I feel the embarrassment of humiliation and I want to commit suicide. "

It's abnormal.

His voice trembled, almost unable to maintain the rationality beyond ordinary people.

As a child, he has no sense of fear, pain, happiness, and other abilities that ordinary people are born with. However, Gu fan's words have brought a great sense of shame, as if he had untied the scar of his heart.

Ordinary people will certainly be ashamed, but Hongyi is different. The sense of shame explodes in his consciousness, which is much stronger than those "virtual" pain and fear, and makes him more excited.

Live.

Pain can make people feel alive.

Happiness can make people feel alive.

The shame brought by insults can also be felt. Hongyi feels his own existence. It's like being trapped in an empty room for decades and suddenly having a toy in his hand. The joy is beyond ordinary people's imagination.