I was Reincarnated and Now I'm a Maid

Why is that?

How many times? Every time something happened, I started to think so.

Everything's not going so well.

(Why?)

In light of all the failures, I became a healer to persevere in the stance of a "serious talented girl."

I was confident that my level as a healer was not comparable to that of people who were already healers, and I was.

That's why I believed that there was a lot of magic and healing power, and that the existence of me, who was young and famous, could become "special" this time.

In the early days, there was no helping treating it as an apprenticeship.

I was admired as one person, and in the process, a lot of people praised and treated me special, and I thought that if I finally established my status as a heroin and started school life, I wouldn't have to go back to normal, but I would have managed to...

Both the coming days and the coming days, I will heal a certain number of people. And with senpai.

As long as I'm told it's natural because I'm an apprentice, what's the point of trying so hard to get this number of people into the tunnel?

You just have to divide the ranks according to abilities and change the treatment...!

Aren't healers like me supposed to be special? Because you're a hero. A healer who can even go where strong monsters come from is not a covetous one!?

I'm frustrated.

You're supposed to admit it, but it's not what I thought it would be.

I don't want anyone to admit it, but it's just a bit of a shackle, and it's not fun.

This wasn't supposed to happen.

Why and where did you go wrong?

But there's no escape now, and I still have a lot of work to do.

(If Aldar-sama and I can't be happy, the hardships we've been through will be great.)

If it all goes to waste, I... I don't know what to do.

At first, the world of games I loved was so happy.

As heroines of the world, I thought I was a better winner than anyone else.

Just behave like a game, do the same thing as a game, give them a status, and everyone (...) will be slightly happy.

That's what I thought, but it was supposed to be...

(No.)

I noticed. On the way, I somehow realized, but I pretended not to know.

But I can't turn back anymore.

I've come a long way believing there's a route.

(I can't believe I just made that up...)

I've been on the right path. I meant it.

I thought there was a slight difference because there was a living person there, not the game screen. I take it for granted that you have emotions.

I thought so.

But what if the root doesn't exist in the first place?

(No, don't think about that.)

I can't stay with you anymore.

I realized that walking Murietta's life wasn't heroin.

That's why I made it easy for her not to do it.

But it's originally the same settings as [Game].

I'm a loved one, I have to be.

(... father and mother... broke the rules, ran away, gave birth to me)

Unlike in my previous life, I live in a world of plenty.

That was supposed to happen.

Why does the dark shadow linger forever?

Beyond the game, I put a merchant back on a hidden route to be a villain, and someone I like hated me... I just lamented how this happened.

It wasn't supposed to be a bad start.

Back then, everything was like [Game].

Speaking of which, Mr Murietta, I had to go first to the town where I was headed by the Healing Division.

Huh?

While thinking vaguely about such things, I was relieved to say that I was going to the Healers Association with Mr. Talbot as usual.

Speaking of which, I guess I'll be dispatched to the Healing Division next time... I can refuse, but even if I refuse, I won't be able to replace what I did.

But looking back now, it's troublesome.

"I'd like to return before Murietta leaves and see you off... but I'll let you know we may not be able to make it."

"That's right. Is this your job? Thank you very much."

"Your kind words hurt."

In the meantime, we must be kind to everyone like heroin.

I can't get out of there, so I won't show you a bad face.

Well, Mr. Talbot can only show me his gentle face, so we both know it's superficial.

"We have a series of stores over there, so I'll give you instructions to help Murietta when she goes."

"Thank you."

"Speaking of which, did you know that the fiancée of His Royal Highness the Crown Prince will be coming to this country soon?"

"What? My fiancée....?

After all, there was no engagement or anything like that at the start of the game... otherwise it wouldn't be heroine and romance, so naturally...

However, in this world, it is certainly said that it is not strange to be married at the age of His Royal Highness Prince Wang, so it is only natural that I am about my fiancée....

(... no.)

Common sense in this world, if you apply it, the Game will no longer be established.

But this is not the world of [games], so it's not crazy... yes, it's starting to go crazy, but Mr. Talbot didn't seem to notice.

"The princess of the South, Filila Delne, is a very resourceful princess.... the engagement announcement is coming soon, so I'm thinking of a celebratory product at our Chamber of Commerce."

……

Filila Delne, country of the South.

Oh, why not?

She's the key person in the sequel...

Murietta, who nobody chose, met a strange girl on a trip, and that was Princess Filila.

You've already been engaged and come to this country without ever meeting me...?

(Why?)

Why isn't the world kind to me?

I just want to be connected with the people I loved in the world I loved.

I was just acting with that in mind.

(Mr. Aldar)

I thought he'd understand.

But he hated me so much, he just stuck to Julia.

It would have been easier if Yulia had been a mean person who made me hate her!

Hans says, "If you keep it that way, you'll get the happiness that suits your height."

Mr. Talbot is kind, but that's just because your father's title as a “hero” is useful for business.

Oh, oh, why.

I know that if you give up Aldar, you'll be happy.

But if I do... I'll lose the point of trying so hard.

Then I don't know what to do next.

(Why?)

Either way, I don't know what to say after the game is over.

I've only hoped that I would be happy if I was loved.

How did I survive?

I can be happy if I'm loved.

If I make everyone (...) happy, they will love me with pleasure.

That was supposed to happen.

"Mr. Murietta?

"... no, I'm a little... lightheaded."

"Don't do that. Let's rest at the association."

That was supposed to happen, wasn't it?

I'm not wrong, am I?

You've done exactly what you were set to do, with the right answers for them.

Then why aren't you connected now?

Oh, the words that he said come back to life.

Will you take care of Aldar's feelings?

... I must have taken care of it.

I've played a lot of [games] and loved my characters.

My feet are wobbly.

Funny, this isn't the future I wanted.

Somebody, help me out, please.

Hey, isn't that right? I've been thinking about everybody.

Why didn't I take care of you?

Somebody tell me.

The voice ended without a sound.

... then I felt like I'd admit losing, and I regretted it.

You always have to look forward.

Because I'm heroin.