I Will Always Love You

So love...

It's really that hard...

Cheng Shitong looked at the ceiling with empty eyes, and kept repeating this sentence in his mind.

August 27, 2014, the day when Gu Ningshu's life ended.

Cheng Shitong sat in the corridor of the hospital for a whole night. No matter who came to persuade, she seemed to have not heard.

Until the sky showed a hint of white belly, and until the IPOD screen in her hand gradually dimmed, she seemed to wake up from her memories, sighed for a long time, and stood up swayingly.

Gu Ningshu's parents, who had sat with her all night, hurried over to hold her, but she waved their hands to signal them not to follow them.

The moment I walked out of the hospital, the warm wind of summer morning slowly blows across my cheeks. In the alley not far away, hawkers who sell breakfast and the pedestrians coming and going add a touch of human fireworks to the world.

Cheng Shitong raised his head and looked at the dark gray sky. Suddenly he remembered the scene when they came to Beijing to report together in the summer two years ago. At that time, it was innocent blue and the clouds were really white. When all that happened later, They laughed while discussing their vision for college life, as well as disputes about where to settle after graduation.

Now... everything has changed...

Cheng Shitong lowered his head, took out his mobile phone from his coat pocket, edited a text message and sent it to Little Rabbit: Gu Ningshu is dead.

Then, he put the phone back in his pocket, groggy back to the dormitory, fell directly on the bed, and fell asleep.

In the dream, he still smiled softly at himself, rubbing his white and slender hands vigorously on her head, and he asked her: What do you want to eat at night? ?

She said: I want to eat meat! Big meat! ! It's best to have a lot of meat! !

This time, she slept for a long, long time, maybe because she was too tired during this time, she needed a long sleep to rest herself, maybe because she was too reluctant to bear Gu Ningshu in the dream, even if it was hazy afterwards Hazy wakes up a bit, but still forces herself to continue sleeping.

In this way, from early morning to late night, when she finally couldn't sleep, when she woke up, she took a look at her phone. There were countless missed calls and text messages from Xiaotu. The last text message said: I am here The hotel outside your school, hurry up and call me back.

Cheng Shitong sighed for a long time, tapped her name directly, and made the call.

The phone rang, and was quickly picked up, and the little rabbit's crisp voice came from the microphone with full of anxiety: "Tongtong!? You finally answered the phone! I found you all the time! Oh my god, where are you now!? How are you doing!?"

"I'm sleeping in the dormitory...where else..." Cheng Shitong pressed his head with a headache, turned his head and glanced at the night outside the dormitory window, and asked helplessly: "Why did you come to Beijing?"

"I won't come to Beijing after such a major incident, what should you do alone?" Xiaotu listened to her tone and suddenly heaved a sigh of relief, "Is your dormitory closed? I'm going to look for you now. "

"It shouldn't be closed yet..." Cheng Shitong glanced at the time, and said with a trace of hoarseness in her voice: "Don't come to me, I'll go out to find you..."