I Woke up to Find I Have a Child

Today is……

May 9, 2018.

When she first woke up, Han Feixu was confused for a moment. She sat up with her head covered, feeling that her head was about to explode.

After about half a minute, when the memory returned, she remembered that she had drunk a lot of wine last night, one cup after another, and she fell asleep without knowing when.

And the reason why I drink so much...

Han Feixu sat quietly on the bed, recalling what Ye Mingxin said to her yesterday.

"Okay, don't you want a divorce? I agree. If you want to leave, then leave. I will tell the lawyer tomorrow and let him negotiate with your lawyer. But I want to tell you that you can go, and Yiyi must stay. Next, I will never let her leave with you."

Han Feixu held her forehead with her hands, her hair scattered on her shoulders, she couldn't tell how she felt, relaxed? **** off? Gritting your teeth?

It seems neither.

She stretched out her hand and wanted to take the mobile phone. The mobile phone was placed between two wine bottles and a wine glass. She accidentally knocked over the wine bottle. The brown wine bottle fell on the ground, and no crumbs were heard. A crack, but a dull "boom", hit the thick carpet, and the bottle was still intact.

But this dull sound seemed to knock on Han Feixu's heart, making her stunned for a long time.

Today Wednesday, Yiyi is going to school. Han Feixu put her hair together at random, and walked out of the room. The sun fell from the hanging window onto the corridor on the second floor. It was already past eight o'clock. It's school.

Han Feixu went downstairs and took out a bottle of iced mineral water from the refrigerator. She sat on the edge of the bar, drinking water and sobering herself up.

Aunt Li came back from going out to buy food. Just two steps away, she saw Han Feixu sitting quietly in the kitchen. Aunt Li observed her look and carefully said, "Madam, why is your face so ugly?"

Han Feixu was stunned by her call. She raised her head and smiled gently, "Really, I slept a little late yesterday. Did you just come back from buying vegetables?"

Aunt Li nodded, "You haven't had breakfast yet, what do you want to eat? I'll make it for you."

"No, I'm not hungry yet." Aunt Li put the food she just bought on the kitchen counter. Han Feixu turned around and asked her, "Who sent Yiyi to school?"

"Oh, it's Lan Zhu. Missy went out early this morning. She saw that you haven't been awake, so she asked Lan Zhu to send Miss to school. Speaking of which, Miss Lan Zhu didn't look very good today. It was not Miss Miss yesterday. Birthday, you two... quarreled again?"

Speaking of the last sentence, Aunt Li's expression became worried. Han Feixu poured herself a few sips of ice-packing mineral water. Feeling that the clogged heart was better, she smiled slightly, "You are busy, I'm upstairs. ."

"Hey..." Aunt Li wanted to say something more, but Han Feixu didn't give her a chance to speak at all. Thinking that she might be nosy, Aunt Li stomped her feet in regret. In the future, she will still It's better to ask less. This lady looks kind and gentle, but it's actually harder than her eldest lady.

Han Feixu went back upstairs and sat at the table for a long time. She didn't know what to do. Finally, she called Shen Sangluo.

Shen Sangluo was surprised when she said that Ye Mingxin had agreed to a divorce, "She agreed?"

"Ok."

"Are you sure she really said that?!"

"determine."

Shen Sangluo didn't know what to say for a while. She felt that she should celebrate for her friends. After all, after so long, Ye Mingxin finally let Ye Mingxin relax, but let alone Han Feixu, she felt a little uncomfortable in her heart.

If it is not really no way, who wants to let their marriage come to this point.

When we get married, everyone is rushing to grow old together, but how many people can really do it.

Han Feixu's voice is very calm, the same as usual, almost the same, but almost means almost, that is to say, there is still a difference.

Shen Sangluo asked tentatively: "How do you feel."

Han Feixu lay on her back in the massage chair, looking at the ceiling of the room, "It's okay, a little sad, but not much, just a little bit."

This is also normal. Shen Sangluo let go, "I have loved it anyway. It is inevitable to feel sad, but after you get divorced, you will find that the life after the divorce is happier. If it is still uncomfortable, then You come to me, let's go out for a stroll, don't stay alone, you will be suffocating yourself."

Shen Sangluo heard a quiet laugh from the phone, Han Feixu's tone seemed to be more active, "I know, but you are so busy, I won't bother you, and I will go out by myself, go shopping, buy some It’s delicious. Don’t worry, I’m fine, don’t you know me? I’m so strong now, I’m almost dead."

Shen Sangluo did not respond to her. After so many years, Han Feixu is indeed invincible, but that is for other things. Once the three words Ye Mingxin are stained, she will instantly incarnate into the tofu project without earthquakes. A gentle breeze can blow her down.

Hanging up the phone, Han Feixu really went out shopping, put on sunglasses and a hat, and dressed more casually, absolutely no one would recognize her, buy clothes in the morning, cosmetics in the afternoon, and go to the Internet celebrity dessert shop at noon. After a lap with Wanghong Hotpot, it was almost time to pick up Yiyi. Han Feixu stuffed the big and small bags into the trunk, and then took the driving seat.

Driving all the way to the kindergarten, it was still early to see the time, and Han Feixu went to the nearby commercial street for a stroll.

The neighborhood is the college area, from kindergarten to university, all in this area. The commercial street sells things for students, like this shop, which sells all kinds of things that little girls like.

Han Feixu walked in and stood in front of a row of imitation jewelry. There were nearly a hundred rings neatly placed in the ring box, each of which cost no more than fifty yuan. Han Feixu's gaze lingered randomly, until the last row, suddenly freeze.

She took the ring out of the ring box.

This is a ring made of iron. The inlaid on it is not even the most common zircon, it is probably a small piece of plastic.

But this ring is really similar to her wedding ring.

Her wedding ring is like this. It is a very simple and elegant ring with a red diamond of nearly 80% in the middle. It was the rough stone they picked from the diamond factory together. Ask the most professional designer Fu to put the rough stone. Perfectly cut into two brilliant diamonds.

The price of red diamonds is dozens of times that of white diamonds, especially the one they bought is very clear, which is the kind that can’t be bought in ordinary times. Ye Mingxin told her at the time that they were lucky and could buy it. To such a beautiful diamond.

And now, Han Feixu felt that the luck of the two of them couldn't be said, but the luck of the diamond was really bad. If they are bought by others, they will probably accompany their owners for a lifetime. But if they are bought by them, they will only be reduced to the point where they are left in a jewellery box. Even if someone gets it in the future, they will be told that their The last master ended up in divorce.

She watched for too long, and her expression was not quite right. The salesperson began to wonder if she was a thief. Later, when it was almost time, Han Feixu remembered that she had to pick up her daughter. She went to the cashier and took this one. I bought the ring.

Han Feixu didn't know why he bought this ring. It's probably because she had returned the real wedding ring. If you leave a fake one, you can think about it.

Picking Yiyi home, Ye Mingxin didn't come back until Yiyi fell asleep. Watching her daughter fall asleep, Han Feixu returned to her room. The wine bottle and glass in her room had been taken away by her aunt and she was sitting in front of the table. , She returned to her morning state.

She didn't know what to do.

In fact, she is very busy and has a lot of things to do. She is about to get a divorce, so many documents have to be signed, and so many materials have to be prepared. If she wants to fight for custody, she needs to immediately, as her lawyer said. Come back and be prepared to use public opinion.

She is so busy, how can she have nothing to do.

Turned on the laptop and clicked on the divorce agreement again. Three months after she came back, she had always told Ye Mingxin verbally that she was going to divorce. She hadn't read the divorce agreement carefully or printed it.

Then take a look tonight.

The deeper the night, the weaker the human heart.

Every word on the divorce agreement is so formal and serious, and every letter is temperatureless, because the divorce itself is temperatureless. If she can still feel the slightest warmth, this agreement Would not exist at all.

Han Feixu has always felt that since the beginning of her marriage, she has not had a happy day. She has troubles every day and feels sad every day. Even if she goes abroad, stay away from the people and things that hurt her, and stay away from Ye Mingxin, her feelings are unchanged . Ye Mingxin's family looked down on her, and Ye Mingxin's career could not tolerate her. Even Ye Mingxin herself could not understand her.

Such a marriage is simply a textbook failed marriage. If it is put on the Internet for discussion, people will ask her, why don’t you divorce sooner?

As long as things don't happen to me, everything that others say can be boiled down to ridicule.

Why not divorce sooner? Of course it's because she doesn't want a divorce!

She still wants to work hard, she finally finds someone she likes, maybe she won't find someone she likes so much in her life, of course she doesn't want to give up. But now she has to give up because she has been too tired these years. She thought of it a little easier. Without love, there would be no hate. Leaving the root of all love and hatred that brought her to her, maybe she could no longer be sad.

but……

Han Feixu closed his eyes and propped his head with both hands.

She has been married for six years, and the sorrows of the previous six years are not as many as today.

Looking at the divorce agreement, she wanted to cry. Looking at the fake ring she just bought, she also wanted to cry. If she doesn’t get divorced, she doesn’t live well. She seems to be living badly after divorce. She is in a dilemma. What should she do to be able Let your heart not be overloaded?

Sitting next to the bay window and watching the rising moon, Han Feixu really had no choice. She wiped the water stains on her face, took her mobile phone, and wanted to call Shen Sangluo, but No one has been there to pick up.

Throwing away the phone, Han Feixu took the fake ring, and after a long pause, she leaned forward and took a small pot of fleshy meat at the end of the bay window. She dug a shallow pit in the soil. , And then buried the fake ring in it.

The real is gone, and there is no point in leaving the fake.

Han Feixu grabbed the safety clasp on her neck. She would do this when she was really helpless, so that she could feel her mother and grandma still beside her.

Everyone said, don't make any decisions at night, but she wants to make a decision now, even she has an impulsive idea, she wants to rush to Ye Mingxin's room now and ask her if she really wants to divorce.

But does it make sense to ask?

Han Feixu didn’t know the meaning of this, but she just wanted to ask, she just wanted to know Ye Mingxin’s answer. She lowered her head and held the safety clasp for a long time before Han Feixu stood up. She got up too fast and too fiercely. , She felt a little dizzy in her head.

Shaking her head, she walked down the bay window. As a result, she had just sat for too long, her legs were numb, and she couldn't stand up straight. She staggered and fell to the ground. At this moment, the safety clasp in her hand was pulled by herself. It was broken, and when there was a cry, the safety button did not know where it rolled into the room.