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No one may believe that Chu Qiu's sexuality is actually the original white rabbit toffee.

……Kidding.

No one had ever asked Chu Qiu about his sexuality in person, and Chu Qiu had never deliberately considered it.

But when someone asks, he usually answers.

Chu Qiu thought for a while, and said not sure: "Yes, maybe."

When it comes to sexuality, you have to think of the person you like.

Does Chu Qiu have a favorite?

He thinks he has none.

Chu Qiu has read many books, watched many film and television works, and carefully watched emotional programs. He is accustomed to summarizing the emotional expressions and physiological responses of the special feelings of "like" and "love" as his Reference when filming.

But in addition to the family works and programs that he can empathize with can resonate with him, he has never been able to substitute himself in the story of love.

Probably because I haven't felt it before, so I can't understand it, just like Xia Chong can't talk about it.

Although Chu Qiu couldn't understand this kind of emotion, he was always in awe of this kind of affection that was better than family affection but not family affection.

He tried to summarize a lot, practiced countless times in private in the same scene, always relying on skills to act emotional scenes, and accommodated many references. Although there is no emotional substitution, he still performs perfectly under the camera.

Many directors praised him for being quick and full of emotions.

But in fact, Chu Qiu has always had no real feelings about love.

He doesn't have anyone he likes, and he has never had that mood. Naturally, he can't be sure whether he is straight or bent.

When you are not sure that you are a bend, you usually default to a straight one.

But Chu Qiu's reply was full of hesitation and uncertainty.

Because when thinking of "the person he likes", he was surprised to find that his head was empty as before.

His first reaction was Qi Tianrui.

Probably because Qi Tianrui was the first and the only person to express his love for him.

Chu Qiu: "..."

It's terrible.

He shook his head, trying to shake Mr. Qi out of his head.

Zhou Yiyue and Zhang Dali looked at Chu Qiu who was hesitant, and looked at each other, thinking that Qi Tianrui was still in play.

After Zhang Dali had a feeling in his heart, he started to rush people: "Okay, you can go back, Zhou Yiyue, let's go first."

Zhou Yiyue curled her lips, put away her mobile phone, and walked into the elevator with the big apple that Chu Qiu gave him.

If you drive yourself, the orphanage is still a little far away from the apartment where Chu Qiu lives now.

Zhang Dali drove the navigation, and from time to time through the rearview mirror, he glanced at Chu Qiu sitting in the back seat with his eyes down and thoughtful.

At another traffic light intersection, Zhang Dali stepped on the brakes and asked Chu Qiu, "What do you think?"

Chu Qiu recovered from his meditation, and shook his head vigorously at Zhang.

I can't tell Zhang Dali that he is thinking about Qi Tianrui.

Chu Qiu felt a little embarrassed when he was aware of his thoughts before.

To say that Qi Tianrui was kind to Chu Qiu, whether Chu Qiu was aware of it, whether he was moved, it would definitely be there.

But precisely because of this gratitude, Chu Qiu felt even more at a loss when facing Qi Tianrui who had a strange affection for him.

After knowing Qi Tianrui's thoughts, Chu Qiu understood that Qi Tianrui simply wanted to be nice to him, and wanted to bring the best things he had to him in order to express his goodwill and sincerity.

But Chu Qiu only felt a little pressure on this.

Probably because he didn't mean to Qi Tianrui in that respect, and in terms of repaying, plus the assets of his previous life, it was not enough for Qi Tianrui to give him a fraction.

Realizing that he couldn't respond to his feelings and couldn't repay the goodwill, Chu Qiu felt that he was very sad.

With Qi Tianrui's status and identity, he probably didn't realize this.

For example, he felt that it was nothing to throw Chu Qiu tens of millions and let him drop by the crew directly. For example, he felt that Chu Qiu was given control of the public opinion resources to push Chu Qiu into him, and he generously pulled Chu Qiu into him. In the circle of friends, it’s nothing.

His identity and status are destined to be unable to understand the inner anxiety of those who have been given such a degree of attention and affection.

Chu Qiu didn't hate Qi Tianrui, nor did he dislike his confession.

At that time, he just calmly listened to Qi Tianrui's thoughts, calmly refused, and then calmly apologized. It wasn't until the rebirth came back to think carefully, that he suddenly realized how much Qi Tianrui had secretly done for him where he hadn't noticed.

Qi Tianrui was kind to Chu Qiu, and Chu Qiu remembered each stroke clearly.

But for Chu Qiu, who was unable to respond to his favor, but hoped to repay Qi Tianrui, the pile of debts became higher and higher, and the pile became higher, so high that Chu Qiu desperately raised his head. Can't see the top.

The debt of favor is the most difficult to pay, and Chu Qiu feels very distressed.

He hopes that things can change after being born again.

Whether he changes or Qi Tianrui changes, it's all good.

Chu Qiu raised his eyes to look at the traffic lights ahead, the red seconds flickered and jumped to zero, and the lights changed from yellow to green.

After this traffic light, you will arrive at the street where the orphanage is located.

Zhang Dali found the shade of a tree and parked the car, and after carrying out the large and small bags from the trunk, he and Chu Qiu walked towards the entrance of the orphanage.

It was the afternoon when the early autumn sun was still a bit blazing.

Without two steps, Chu Qiu turned his head and glanced at the van parked in front of Zhang Dali.

Zhang Dali was looking at the card of the orphanage, which read "Fuxing Children's Orphanage in City B".

Seeing Chu Qiu stopped, he asked, "What's the matter?"

Chu Qiu looked at the car for a while, walked outside the window of the communication room and wanted to ask Grandpa Hai, who was also responsible for guarding the door, only to find that Grandpa was lying on a chair in the air-conditioned communication room, sleeping soundly.

"It's okay." Chu Qiu shook his head and glanced at the car again.

Che Chuqiu near the orphanage has almost recognized it all the time. In this small suburban old city, it is like a small town independent of the busy metropolis. What happened to the family, married a daughter-in-law and bought an RV? Work is basically clear.

Chu Qiu has a good memory. Chu Qiu has never seen this car, nor has the license plate number.

Stopped at the entrance of the orphanage, maybe it was a couple who had completed the formalities to adopt a child, Chu Qiu thought, and took Zhang Dali directly into the gate.

Chu Qiu gave a short introduction as he walked.

"playground."

"dormitory."

"classroom."

"..."

Listening to Chu Qiu's introduction without explanation, Zhang Dali nodded helplessly.

The orphanage is not big, and the economy is not very rich. The building looks very old. There are green creepers on the walls. There are a few pieces of land in the corners of the walls. There are vines on the shelves, and the vegetable borders under the vines. There are some green vegetables growing green.

The courtyard is not large. When entering the courtyard, there is a playground. The classroom and activity building are directly opposite. The dormitory is on the left, and it looks like an office place on the right.

Add up to these three buildings, the highest is only three floors, and the lowest is the bungalow used as an office space. The number of rows is past, and each building has about six windows in a row.

The doors of several buildings are still quite old wrought iron doors, and a wooden door inside is closed to block wind and rain.

Chu Qiu went straight to the activity building directly opposite, and stopped in front of the building's door.

The door of this building is open, and a small blackboard is hung on the iron door with traces of corrosion. On it, the three words teaching building are written in chalk.

"What...what do you study here?" Zhang Dali followed Chu Qiu into the door and asked curiously.

Chu Qiu replied: "Elementary school."

The orphanage will be responsible for the six-year education of the elementary school. The teachers are not strong. Most of the teachers in the city who are going to support education come here to exercise. Often they have to change to a new teacher once a month.

After that, those who can get into a good junior high school by themselves will go to the junior high school. The national tuition and miscellaneous fees are exempted, plus poverty assistance and scholarships, so you can still live without a few days.

Those who fail to enter junior high school will also be assigned to other places because of compulsory education.

After that, it depends on the child's personal good fortune.

Zhang Dali followed behind Chu Qiu, and he could vaguely hear the children's reading.

Many classrooms are empty, and they have been converted into small canteens and lunch break rooms, and there are even toy rooms for babies.

When Zhang Dali passed by the baby toy room, he saw two young people wearing volunteer T-shirts, taking care of two babies who were just crawling.

One of the little babies was born without a palm, limped and stumbled all the time.

Zhang Dali stopped and stood by the window watching.

Chu Qiu glanced back at him, and then stopped.

Zhang Dali and his wife are ready to have children. The couple have read a lot of books on parenting and prenatal education, and they are full of expectations and longing for having their own children.

Now seeing these two children, Zhang Dali feels a little uncomfortable.

He stared at the disabled baby for a long time, then turned his head and asked Chu Qiu: "They were thrown away?"

"Well, a lot." Chu Qiu nodded, was silent for two seconds, and then said, "It's already very good to survive."

Chu Qiu was one of the lucky babies who survived.

Many children are abandoned because of their physical disabilities or born with illnesses. When they are found and sent over, they have already vented more and less air, not to mention the children who had to be abandoned by the orphanage because of the delay in treatment.

It is money to treat illnesses and save people, and to raise children is money. There are so many children sent to the orphanage every year, so few people come to adopt them, and the funding and labor are so small.

Zhang Dali could also think of a few things from Chu Qiu's words. He looked at the baby in the nursery who crawled two steps and then grumbled twice, sighed lightly, "Let's go."

Chu Qiu nodded, and took Zhang Dali to the classroom where he was in class.

The Fuxing Welfare Institute is very small, with a small area and a small amount of funds. It can be counted by two slaps by the fixed staff. Most of the funds rely on government funding and social donations, as well as students and volunteers who occasionally come to practice in the society.

There are not many children that can be accepted. The dean killed up to fifty children, otherwise he would not be able to come through.

Except for the two babies who just learned to crawl, the children in the hospital now add up to 36 children, 22 of whom are school-age children and can go to school.

Chu Qiu and Zhang Dali climbed upstairs with large bags and small bags. As soon as they turned a corner, they saw two cameras on the corridor, and two or three men carrying cameras squatting in the classroom to shoot.

The classroom is very lively, and several young volunteers are taking these children to play games.

The children looked very happy with smiles on their faces.

Aunt Chu was standing in the corridor, smiling and talking to the person standing next to a camera.

Facing the camera that was being filmed, Chu Qiu was stunned for a moment, and quickly moved away, squeezing to the side and whispering to Auntie Sheng.

"Xiao Qiu?" Aunt Chu showed a surprised look on her face, then smiled and wrinkled her face again, beckoning like Chu Qiu, "Come back, come and let Auntie have a look."

Chu Qiu walked over with confusion, Zhang Dali glanced at the back of the person who was talking to Aunt Chu with his back facing them, feeling a bit familiar.

The person looked back and was taken aback when he saw Zhang Dali.

"Zhang Dali?"

Zhang Dali said softly: "Director Li?"

Chu Qiu stood beside Aunt Chu, put down the fruit and food and odds and ends he was carrying, looked up at Director Li for a long time, and then suddenly realized who this person was.

He knew the director.

After eight years, Director Li was known as an advertising geek and won many awards. His style was excruciating, his brains were huge, and he was unbelievable. His advertisements were very popular among young people.

Chu Qiu didn't know why this still a little young director came here.

He said hello politely, and when Zhang Dali had started talking with Director Li, he turned his head and asked Aunt Chu about her physical condition in a low voice.

Zhang Dali came up, looked at the camera, and then in the classroom, and asked, "What are you doing here?"

"There is a public service advertisement." Director Li replied, "You Mr. Qi recommended this to me."

Chu Qiu, who was talking to Aunt Chu, was silent for a moment.

The author has something to say: Chu Qiu: This person is almost everywhere.

Qi Tianrui: Have you fallen in love with me!

This chapter is focused on.

[He hopes that after being born again, things can change.

Whether he changes or Qi Tianrui changes, it's all good. 】

Reading comprehension: Please analyze, what kind of mood changes of the protagonist Chu Qiu are shown in these two passages? [doge]