If I didn't love you

Is Lao Gu Ai Louqin really plain sailing, as good as he shows?

No, you can't see the pain in your heart.

Unspeakable grievances are the most annoying.

The deepest heart that cannot be told to people is the most torture.

What Lao Gu has to bear, Lou Qin's resistance, the gossip of the outside world, the incomprehension of his friends and the strange eyes of others are all the treatment he will encounter.

It seems that Lou Qin, who is slow to respond and unwilling to accept him, will be warmed up. Who could have expected such a thing to happen.

Said that in this process, what makes Lao Gu uncomfortable is, of course, Lou Qin's attitude.

There is a very vulgar saying. It is often used by parents to beat their children. It hurts their mother.

There is no difference between Lao Gu and Lou Qin.

His feelings are definitely more than those of Lou Qin.

Lao Gu is at a dead end. He has no choice.

Otherwise Lou Qin, that fool, could not be confused in any corner.

At sunset, everyone had dinner. Lou Qin and his colleagues sat around to study the details. Lou Ming greeted Lou Qin and drove outside.

Lou Ming has been cooperating with Kan Kan these days, and has found out booth's whereabouts.

When he is idle and bored, he will come out and drink in the busy bar street.

Presumably, Xuan and others spent so much time to create an illusion of the heir of the booth family. But after all, fake is fake. It can't be true. Over time, he will naturally feel bored.

Lou Ming didn't think about it. He drove directly to the place booth would go.

In the past, Gu Jin didn't have this bad smell. Even if they went out to play, they would go to a formal business club together. They didn't come to such a deafening place suitable for young people.

As soon as Lou Ming showed his face, he provoked the hormones of countless wild bees and butterflies. Seeing that the person he was looking for was a few meters away, he couldn't go there.

Lou Ming is a poisonous mouth. She doesn't have a meat and vegetable match in three or two sentences. She says that the women who come up and stick upside down.

The gap between people is so big. Their Louqin family is so good. Why are they the same women and they are so bad?

We can't blame others. We can only say that they made it by themselves and are proud of it. What can he say.

the moral degeneration of the world is getting worse day by day.

Lou Ming walked over to the man. The same woman with little clothes, charming and enchanting, twisted the snake's waist and left. She looked back at the man step by step, reluctantly, affectionate and naked with desire.

Lou Ming sat beside him and asked for a glass of wine.

After a long silence, Lou Ming looked straight ahead. The goblets and crystal cups in front of him were dazzling and fluttering, "you didn't drink alone before. Tell me, what's bothering you?"

The man looked at Lou Ming and snorted, "before?"

Lou Ming turned to look at him, "why do you still think I'm a stranger?"

The man reminded Lou Ming, "you recognize the wrong person. I'm booth, not Gu Jinze. I don't know you. It's normal, isn't it? "

Lou Ming sneered while drinking. "If you are happy, you will continue to deceive yourself and others."

It is undeniable that he is booth's man. Now his heart is oppressed by a big stone. He can't breathe, can't let go, and can't do anything.

The reason why he came here to get drunk was that he had no sustenance and no goal in the depths of his soul.

He is like a blank piece of paper without any color on it.

There is something in the bottom of my heart, but it is blocked. No matter how hard he tries, he can't tear it apart.

It's terrible!

It seems that Lou Qin's thick ink and heavy color can cause some vibration, but it can't coincide with the things in his memory.

Damn irritability!

Lou Ming's words deeply touched his heart. He confessed to Lou Ming, "yes, I feel like I've lost something. I feel like an empty shell. Everything inside is gone. But why should I trust you?" One sided words.

One or two people said he was OK. Even the person who made him feel relaxed and unprepared said so. He wavered.

It has to be said that many things can be deep-rooted, deep into the bone marrow and penetrate bone and blood.

Even the most powerful hypnotist can't hypnotize the sleeping body reaction consciousness in his mind.

It's like

He is eager to get close to Lou Qin. He likes the feeling of being with her.

That kind of feeling makes him crave madly. That kind of magical feeling can't be brought to him by anyone. That kind of feeling is so comfortable and makes him relax.

He didn't try to find that feeling in Xuan and so on, but Xuan and so on couldn't give him.

Lou Ming immediately took out his mobile phone from his pocket, opened his circle of friends and showed him the photos he had sent.

"Look, your favorite, feel it."

The little milk bag biting the pacifier narrows her eyes and smiles foolishly. The small face of meat fully reflects what is called "baby fat", which explains the stupidity and sprouting of infants and young children. The little girl stretches out her small arm and is asking the photographer to hold her.

Lou Ming opens the photo of Lou Jingyi when she was seven months old.

"Look, how does it feel?"

Under the sunset glow, Gu Jin holds Lou Jingyi. The little guy sits on his left arm. Moyang walks on his right. Next to Moyang, Lou Qin walks. Lou Ming photographed the back of their family of four and never showed them.

Now it seems that it is so warm and harmonious, and a warm current penetrates the atrium.

I can't see the front, but I can also know from the back that the man in the picture is himself.

Booth was shocked. The moment he saw the photo of the little milk bag, his heart seemed to be hit by something.

He can't be too excited, and he can't find a reason for himself to be excited.

Lou Ming enjoyed it and changed several pages.

"Come on, enjoy it. It's your own masterpiece."

Open Gu Jinze's circle of friends. There are not many things published on it, but almost every one is about Lou Qin.

Next to the swimming pool, Lou Qin was lying on the beach chair, sleeping soundly. The words in the picture said - may time stay at this moment.

On the big bed in the morning, the man has woken up. The boy is lying between him and Lou Qin. Lou Qin and the boy in her arms are still asleep. She is wearing a men's T-shirt. Her bulging stomach is particularly conspicuous. The picture says - a family of four.

Continue to look, and then there is a message forwarded by Gu Jinze to others.

In front of the pictures limited by the number of pictures, there are pictures of him playing with a small milk bag, and the last picture is the picture of him kissing Lou Qin. He also named the original publisher of Aite and said that the pictures were good.