If it's Your Will

"Yanyu, forget him already he'll never love you as much as I do" I wonder why someone is telling me those foreign words, and who is that person he's talking about? Even though, I can hear his voice I can't see his face and it's in a big void.

He suddenly hold my hand and lift some of my hair, and I was shocked to know that my hair turned gold. He then kissed it and hold my hand tightly.

"Yanyu!" Suddenly someone came out of nowhere.

I also can't see his face but why does there's water flowing from my eyes and why does my chest hurts so much.

I retrieve my hand from the person earlier and tried to go near the person who called my name but before I could there's another sound came out of nowhere.

"My lady" when I open my eyes I saw Min er with a very worried eyes, and she looks like she's on a verge of crying then I noticed the water droplets that are flowing from my eyes.

Why? There's nothing sad but why am I crying. Is it related to my dream but what did I dream again?

"My lady I'm so worried your whimpering in your sleep I thought you're having a nightmare" I just stood up and comfort her. These days she's not being herself, I always make her worry.

Ah! That's right I attended the birthday banquet of the Jin Wangye how come I'm here the last thing I remember is I'm waiting for Min er then someone came and then… did I passed out?

"Min er what happened why am I in my room already?" She looks worried.

"There's nothing wrong my lady you just immediately doze off inside the carriage while waiting for me" I hint something different from her eyes, it feels like she's hiding something. Is there finally a reason for me to worry about her.

"My… my lady do you want to have a stroll in the palace" I just look at her for a second then nod I also want have a look inside of this castle especially since the owner of this place is not here, yet I still have my freedom.

While strolling, I have found a very lovely place, a forest full of trees in their lively colors with a small pond, how refreshing. I really love the nature it doesn't look at the people by their status but their capabilities. I admire this kind of intoxicating place. I wonder when will I ever get the freedom that I have wanted all this time.

"My lady do you like this Hui Orchard?" Min er asked and I gave her a very warm smile which I think surprised her.

I tried to get near the pond and there I found a very lively KOI fishes swimming and I tried to sit down to look at them carefully.

"I wonder who enter the emperor's favorite place, it turns out to be you bitch from the small country of SU" I didn't get a chance to get a hold of one of the KOI because of the voice from behind and when I look at Min er she looked alarm.

Who is it?

A Suivre…