If it's Your Will

I was somehow dumbfounded when he suddenly laughed that his voice is so loud. He looks like a kid when he did that and it's quite funny but what he had just said makes me worry once again. It's that kind of conversation which I don't understand yet it concerns about me.

Why does there's so many people who make my mind in disarray even though I have never seen them before even once?

"Yanyu?" When he called me there's this kind of nostalgic feelings building up inside me and it confused me.

"Wh… what is it Jin wangye?" Yanyu, you can just call me Jing if you want to" What does this person really want? I really can't understand what he wants to convey he keeps violating the natural manners he really feels like a child.

"There's no way I'll call you by that name Jin wangye you're a prince from this nation and I must show respect" Yes, that's right this person has a much more valued life than I am and I'm sure that there's no need for him to be close to someone like me.

"Then do you want me to throw my prince status?" W… what is this person talking about he's very strange. I'm used to people who will do everything for power but his person…

What does he really want from me?

"I didn't say anything like that… wa…" I couldn't finish what I was about to say when he suddenly pushed me on the wall.

"Yanyu, I've waited long enough" He came closer to my face and before I knew it he already parted the hair that is blocking my eyes.

"W… wangye you… you shouldn't…" He shut me with his finger, and he directly stared at me in a very close proximity where I can even feel his breath.

"Yanyu, please… please this time pick me" I… I think I heard it before but when…

Ah! On his birthday banquet there's a person who stopped me I thought it's a dream but it turned out to be this person.

"You… you're that person that night? Are you?" He smiled and distance himself from me, and he once again gave me a very warm smile that I don't even know what is really happening. How did I get acquainted with this person.

"Once and for all I'll change everything I won't let him have you" I'm really confused here and my head is going in circle. This person is giving me problem.

"Wangye I… don't really understand you anymore I… I" I'm confused why does he keep blabbering things that I don't know" I can't take this anymore, I'm sick of it.

"Yanyu please…" he raised my head and came closer, much closer that it was earlier…

When our lips are only centimeters apart I heard a voice in my mind.

"Yanyu, if this war ends I'll give you a reply"

I immediately push him away and try to listen to voice but I can't hear it anymore…

All I know is that want to hear that voice… but why?

A Suivre…