If it's Your Will

I have been appointed in a very important mission and that is to protect a woman named Yanyu she's someone who's very important for my master ever since the divination master keeps thinking about her.

Then when master appointment me to find and protect her I have promised that I'll do everything that I can to protect the person master cares the most.

When I met her I thought that she's so negative and accursed on her way to the land where she was betrothed the only person who cares for her died and I didn't have the chance to save the maid.

That's when I gave her the item that master wants me to give her, but she saw it she just set it aside.

When she finally bid her goodbye to her maid she looked depressed and downcast like she had already given up that's when I encountered the assassins that tried to kill her and that's when I know the sect that they are in.

They are just from a very small and insignificant sect my blood boiled from anger and I have helped her and kill the assassin.

I was quite shocked when she suddenly strangled me but good thing she's quite a reasonable person.

My master said that she cannot be with any man because it will only bring her misfortune it's already her fate that if she loves someone, she will experience a very big heart ache, that's when I decided to become an insignificant maid just for a very special person.

The time that I have been with Lady Yanyu is pure happiness and I find her very adorable, kind and modest and that makes my will to protect her much stronger.

I know that if I her be she will not make it. Even if I'm with her I knew that her fate is indomitable but if it's within my capabilities I'll help her be happy.

When I found out that Jin Wangye invited her I have known that it is not good idea.

I have found her in Wangye's embrace later that day and I think she collapsed and I almost had a heart attack.

That never happened to her before yet…

I have taken her from the Wangye before anyone could see.

That day I clearly give him a warning… yet he kept getting near Lady Yanyu and today he must have said something that makes her perplex.

"My lady please you must never meet that person again this also for your sake" I have tried to warn her but the answer she gave made me afraid.

"Min er I have been thinking this for a while now but, do know something that I don't know. I have been thinking to ask this but I'm scared that if I do then there's something that might change… but Min er please I don't know what to do anymore everything's so confusing for me… I… I can't take it anymore. *hik*"

I was taken aback when I heard her sob. I'm not supposed to make her be like that but it seems like I have done it wrong…

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