If it's Your Will

From what I heard Princess Murong Lu Shan is the only daughter of the left prime minister, and she's being spoiled since she's the youngest and her siblings are all male.

"Princess Yanyu would you like to tell me something about prince Jin?" She straightforwardly told me which Immediately back away. From what Min er told me princess Murong is currently in love with prince Jin, so I think she'll criticize me but before that why is she asking me about prince Jin from the start that meeting is hidden.

"P… princess I have nothing to say be… " This time I got stiffened because she looked at me disdainfully.

"You know, you don't need to hide anything because I have known it from the start that you have met with the prince in the festival, you want to know why I know?" I didn't give her a reply and just nod my head then she smiled.

"I have been stalking the prince ever since I fell in love with him, so I know what's happening around her and also please don't lie, OK" she said that with a tone of seriousness in the beginning then she smiled at the end.

So she's the type of person who doesn't want to be lied to. 

"Th… there's nothing that have happened between prince Jin and me I swear that your highness" She smiled then she suddenly holds my shoulders.

"Shh, you don't need to be afraid or anxious I'm not that blind in love and I really love him for all of my life, so I won't take away his happiness" Wh… why do I keep meeting this kind of people? Does a kingdom need to have a modest lifetime for this people to just give up something that can make them happy?

I don't really know all my life I have been meeting selfish and greedy people but...

But I don't hate them, there's nothing they can do because that is how they want to get their happiness all I want is that they won't link me with this person but…

I can't help but contemplate.

She looked at me and smiled gently.

"How come you don't want to get your happiness?" I asked her curiously then she laughed and the way she laughed looked really sad.

"Ahaha princess Yanyu there's no way I would be happy when the person I love is not I admit that I have been thinking to push myself to him but I can't get through him and that's when I realize that even though I'm not the one for him maybe I can just support his happiness and if I did force myself to him then that will never ever brought happiness but a lifetime of misfortune not just for me but also to him" I don't know what to say she… she's like an angel.

How can a person be this nice.

Maybe I have been cooped up in the castle that I have never been able to meet this beautiful soul.

I wonder if we could be friends?

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