If it's Your Will

Princess Lu Shan entered before me but when I'm about to enter I have felt a very ominous feeling.

Lu Shan noticed my uneasiness and look back. 

"What's the matter?" I just look at the surroundings but it turned out that it's just me being paranoid.

"There's nothing princess Lu Shan" I said to her which earned a frown. When I entered the three maids follow up but even thought there's five people inside it is still spacious but Lu Shan seems different from the princess' that I have been meeting. The princess that I have known is my sisters back in the SU Empire. They don't let their maids enter their carriage, and this time there're three maids in here. 

"Yanyu you're thinking none sense again don't you?" I was taken out of my trance because of her voice. 

"I… I don't princess Lu Shan" Ahem for another time she frowned. 

"You know Yanyu stop calling me Princess Lu Shan, you can just call me Lu Shan" I have calling her that name but just in my mind but. 

"I… is it really fine to do that?" Somehow because of what I said she looks confused.

"Yanyu in the first place you have a much higher position than I am. You are a true-born princess by an emperor so of course it is allowed" Once again I feel like crying. Lu Shan why are you like that you're so kind. 

"Yanyu you're crying again, don't you? Ah! I remember Yanyu why are you covering your eyes won't they get irritated?" I don't know what to say to her but… but I don't really want others to see it be… because it has a very peculiar color and I don't want to be hated by her.

"There's no reason for me to…" for a very short time I have off my guard Lu Shan immediately shove my hair up which means. 

"Wooo" wha… what? This time not only Lu Shan but even her maids. I immediately covered my eyes. 

"Yanyu why did you cover your beautiful eyes?" Wh… what? 

"So that's why princess He doesn't want us to wash her face" now even the maid. 

"You know this is the first time that I have met a person with a beautiful jade eyes" beautiful? Did she just say beautiful? My eyes? But. 

"Beautiful?" She looked at me straight, and then she nodded with her maids.

This is the second time that someone said that my eyes are beautiful besides Zi Yan. I don't really know but the tears suddenly fall from my eyes and somehow this tears made me remember how my life has been because of these eyes. 

"Tss what a very hideous eyes are you a child of a monster hmmp no wonder the emperor doesn't love you" a maid that was assigned to me by one of the concubines. 

"Hey monster carry this or I'll tell head maid you're bullying me with your monster power" she said then throw the bucket of water to me which made me whined, and in pain.

"Hey what are you doing to the princess" Someone shouted and made the maids stop what they are doing.

When I look up it is none other than the maid that had become the person who taken care of me.

"Zi Yan am I a monster?" I asked her but she smiled at me. 

"There's no way a beautiful princess like you be a monster, you are as beautiful as your mother" She said while smiling warmly. 

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