If love has a destiny

"Hehe -- no, let it be! It's no use considering -- "guliqing smiled.

"Sister, LV Hua is actually very good. Why can't you accept him?!" Gu Yuwei couldn't help asking.

LV Hua has been waiting for guliqing and has not married yet.

"I don't know. I always think there are some shortcomings between me and him?! He is a good man. I don't think I deserve him! He is now a tall, rich and handsome man in the eyes of the public, and he is an unmarried young man. What about me?! I'm divorced and I have a teenager with me. I don't think I'm suitable to be with him -- "Gu Liqing said with a bitter smile.

People who have experienced marriage always think a lot. Guliqing still has too many problems in her heart.

In fact, the most important thing is that she can't forget Chen Hongyun.

Chen Hongyun's sudden departure made her unable to forgive herself all her life. The mistakes made when I was young, I thought I had a chance to make up for them. Unexpectedly, some people miss them, which is the pain of a lifetime!

"Sister -" Gu Yuwei knows that she is suffering. She can feel this feeling. The feeling of wanting to love but not daring to love is actually very painful for a woman.

"Yuwei -- listen to my sister. If you really love someone, you should cherish the present and love it well -- the future is always so far away. I don't know at which intersection you will miss each other and never meet again! When you look back, you will find that you can't deceive yourself and forgive yourself! Since love, love deeply! Don't let yourself miss it, and then leave a lifetime of regret -- "guliqing said with emotion.

Gu Yuwei understood what she meant.

But now she really doesn't dare to take this step again! Although she loves King Zhao very much, she still can't forget him! However, she did not dare to love again! Because this love brings too much harm! She did not dare, nor did she have the courage to face the possible blows and injuries!

King Zhao said that he would handle his affairs well. Let's wait until he handles it well!

Guliqing sees Gu Yuwei silent and knows what she is thinking.

"Yuwei -- I always have a question for you --" guliqing looked at Gu Yuwei and said.

Gu Yuwei looked at her suspiciously. She didn't know what she was going to ask?!

"Do you really love him?!"

Gu Yuwei was stunned! She didn't expect guliqing to ask her this question! She really didn't know how to answer for a moment?!

Say "true love"?! Maybe guliqing won't believe it! Say "no love"? But she can't deceive her heart.

Gu Yuwei smiled sadly, looked at the distance and said, "sister, do you want to listen to the truth or the lie?"

"Of course it's the truth --" guliqing said.

"I love him very much --" Gu Yuwei said. "Maybe you don't believe it. How can I really fall in love with him?! But I can't deceive myself. I really fell in love with him! Although he and I are not people of the same world, not people of the same era. There are too many impossibilities between me and him, but I fell hopelessly in love with him -- "

Guliqing hugged Gu Yuwei's shoulder, sighed and said, "yes! If it was before, I might not believe it. In my eyes, there can be no real love between you and him! But now I believe it! Yuwei, when he came to Chunjiang and saw you for the first time, I knew that he liked you. The way he looked at you was a man's love for a woman. To tell the truth, I hesitated at that time. Should I cater to his preference, let you approach him, and then accept him -- because I don't know if you can accept it! You know what? Before handing you over to him, I had a fierce struggle in my heart. However, I am sure that he is an excellent man. Many women will like and even fall in love with him when they see him! Aside from his power, he is also excellent as a pure man. He is a learned man, a humorous man, a tall and handsome man -- but after putting on the coat of power, these don't seem to matter, what matters is his power. Yu Wei, when I decided to give you to him, I had such selfishness to let you enter him and win his trust. Through you, I built the most stable and private bridge with him, which is the best backing for you and me -- "

Guliqing looked at Gu Yuwei. When she said these words, her heart was full of guilt.

She felt that she had made use of Gu Yuwei, who was still very young. In the final analysis, this kind of thing is very selfish and despised! But that's what she did! And let Gu Yuwei do it willingly.

"Yuwei, that's my most selfish idea. I just think that after establishing such a relationship between you and him, it is the best support for you and me. But when you first told me that you wanted to have a baby for him, I was surprised! I'm really surprised! I didn't expect you to do that! So I tried my best to stop you from giving birth to this child, because once the child is born, your career will be greatly threatened, and he may also be greatly threatened! However, the first time you gave up, you experienced the second time! Yuwei, if you just want to stabilize a relationship, there is no need to pay such a high price. You do this, I know, in fact, you want to tie your whole life with him, no matter whether you have fame or not, no matter whether there are results, you have to be with him. If this is not love, then what is love?! A woman, only with a man who really loves each other, will have the impulse to give birth to life and have such an urgent desire! Your desire is so strong that it proves how much you love him! Of course I believe you love him! However, for you, this love has to bear too much -- Yu Wei. Therefore, when I see you, I feel very guilty. It is I who pushed you to such a road of no return. It is I who made you experience such painful torture. I feel like a sinner -- "

"Sister -- don't blame yourself. You can't blame yourself! I can't blame anyone! I am willing to fall in love with him! really I have never complained about you. If I want to complain, I can only complain about fate. Fate makes me meet him at a time when we shouldn't meet, so that we are not born in the same era - perhaps, in the eyes of many people, there can be no love between me and him. Even if it is love, I also love his power and his status, not him! Of course, there are such factors. I love him, his power and status, and the feeling he brings to me. Usually, I always feel that I am looking up at him. In my eyes, he is a tall man full of aura, just like a dream of mine, so far away; However, when I am with him, I will feel that he is so real, so cute and so humorous - I feel that I am alternating in such two worlds and dreaming my own dreams. I like to see him so domineering. To tell the truth, no woman can love a man who is good for nothing. However, when I was pregnant with me and his children, I always thought, if only we could escape the noise of the world, live the most quiet and simple life in a paradise, and take our children with us! I didn't think he could use his power to bring me anything. In the final analysis, power and money are external things in the end. What I care about most is him. Even if he is a civilian now, I think I will love him as well. Because I have fallen in love with him! "

Gu Yuwei said that the appearance of King Zhao appeared in her mind.

She felt as if she were dreaming, talking in her dreams. All this is her dream, an ethereal and impossible dream--

"Yuwei, if -- I mean if, if he really divorced and married you, would you come with him?!" Guliqing looked at Gu Yuwei immersed in her dream and said.

"Yes, of course!" She said without hesitation.

"You really don't care that he is so much older than you!" Guliqing asked in surprise.

"I don't care -- I'm willing to accompany him, grow old slowly, raise our children together and grow old together --" Gu Yuwei said.

Guliqing had to sigh! If the love between Gu Yuwei and Zhao Muchen originated from her utilitarian selfishness, she doesn't know what kind of language and mood she should use to face Gu Yuwei's feelings for Zhao Muchen.

She doesn't believe that this is love, but she feels that Gu Yuwei's love for Zhao Muchen is really beyond the traditional meaning. It cannot be said that Gu Yuwei is great, because at present, this love is against the secular world and is not accepted by the world, but will be despised by the world! However, she admitted that Gu Yuwei was brave in dealing with this feeling! Is desperate!

Guliqing herself has experienced such feelings.

After deviating from Chen Hongyun's love, she went into the family against her heart and married a man she didn't love at all, and the man was still a man without the function of a man!

At that time, guliqing's heart was distorted.

But she has no love for him. Even later, because they were together for a long time, they had such a feeling, but it was not love! She never wanted to have children with Huang Zhongming like Gu Yuwei, and wanted to go to a paradise with him to live a simple and happy life! Never. Between her and him, it is just a kind of transaction, a kind of power and sex transaction.

Of course, guliqing does not deny that Huang Zhongming is actually a domineering man. He also has many advantages of men. However, she didn't fall in love with him from the bottom of her heart, so she won't be very sad after he left. Although she will lose and occasionally think of him, it's just a habit of thinking. With the passage of time, all this will naturally pass, forever.