If love has a destiny

No signature, no warm language, this is the order.

At that moment, guliqing really wanted to smash the damn pager to the ground! But the anger in her chest lasted only 0.01 seconds. She pulled up her bag, went back to the office, called home and told her mother-in-law that she could not go home for dinner. Then I took a taxi at the gate of the garden to Chunjiang hotel.

There must be a lot of people in the hotel at this meal time. What if you meet an acquaintance?

Along the way, guliqing was uneasy.

When she came to the door of the hotel and saw a group of people walking inside, guliqing hesitated for a moment, quickly bypassed the elevator and the big stairs in the lobby and went up the side stairs. This is the fire emergency passage. Usually, no one goes from here.

Almost trotting all the way, guliqing came to Room 518.

The door of the room was still unlocked. Guliqing pushed the door open and went in. He locked the door behind him.

The man was sitting on the bed in his underpants and watching TV.

"Come on, baby, miss me!" Li Jiannan took guliqing's hand, held her in her arms and kept kissing her face.

"I'll wash first!" Guliqing gasped slightly.

"OK, hurry up!" He seems a little impatient.

When gulizine came out of the bathroom wrapped in a bath towel, she saw that the man was waiting for her naked.

She also took the initiative to take off the bath towel and naturally lay in the man's arms.

With the first two intercourse, she had no shyness and reserve in front of him.

With his eyes closed, the man soon snored.

Guliqing also seemed to be falling asleep.

I don't know how long it took, the man woke up.

He put on his nightgown and sat on the sofa to smoke.

Guliqing was still lying on the bed with her body on her side and her cheeks. Her soft posture was like a mermaid out of the water.

The man's greedy eyes locked on her body.

"The Education Commission has sent your reconstruction plan. The meeting has been studied and will come back to you soon." The man said with smoke.

Guliqing doesn't understand what the meeting is about. I don't know what he means. Is it OK or not?

"Passed?" She asked tentatively.

"Passed." He said.

"Great!" She didn't have the surprise she imagined.

"However, this land acquisition will take some time. If we want to do these work well, we can start the project at least years later." The man said, "now the finance in the group is very tight and can't get so much money at once."

Guliqing's disappointed expression made the man see it all.

"This reconstruction project is a long-term plan, and we can't rush it." The man looked at her and said, "however, you don't have to worry. Since it is approved, we will build the new park even with the financial resources of the whole group. The preliminary opinion is that the existing kindergarten should be sold to the construction company and let them be responsible for the main construction funds of the project, so that the burden in the group will not be so heavy. At that time, as long as supporting the relevant facilities inside, the finance can afford it. "

Guliqing thought this method was really wonderful. She easily got a large number of preparation funds.

"However, I have another idea. No matter how the kindergarten develops, it is very small after all. Are you willing to stay there all your life?"

Guliqing didn't know what he was going to say.

"You are still young. If you come out early, you will have more opportunities in the future." The man said, "now the group is most short of female cadres. You can get out of the kindergarten as soon as possible. Your age advantage can give you many more opportunities in the future. The position of deputy secretary of the Communist Youth League group has been vacant. I think you are more suitable. "

"Communist Youth League group?" Guliqing thought in her heart that she had never done this job, but she had joined the League when she was in middle school. It seems that she is dealing with students. This job seems to be quite suitable. I've always been with the children.

"If you think I'm suitable, I'll try!" Guliqing said.

"Try it? This is not something to try. " Li Jiannan said with a smile, "although the work of the league is mainly to deal with children, it is completely different from your current kindergarten. This is a large organization responsible for the spiritual civilization construction of the youth of the whole group. It is not a try, but must do well, do a good job, and do a good job in the work of the regiment! "

"It's so complicated. I may not be able to do it." Guliqing pursed her lips.

"Ah, you think things so simple for a while, and then you think things so complicated. The work of the regiment is quite in line with your current work. According to your ability, I believe you can do a good job. This position is very suitable for you. Well, I'm going to change your position during the personnel adjustment in the second half of the year. " Li Jiannan said, got up and began to change clothes.

Guliqing looked at the clock at the head of the bed. It was half past seven. Is he still active at this time?

"Haven't you eaten yet? Shall I send someone up for you? " Li Jiannan changed his clothes and said.

Bring it up? Let people know I'm in this room?

"No, I'll go out and have some by myself." Guliqing also began to put on her clothes and prepare to go.

"Go out and eat? Where is it? You sit and I'll arrange it! " Li Jiannan went out into the living room, sat on the sofa and began to make a phone call. Guliqing heard him say:

"A stewed local chicken, braised ribs, a plate of dog meat, and a plate of Poyang Lake grass. Yes, add a bottle of Maotai with soy sauce, 518. Send it up quickly!"

Li Jiannan said and came in from the outside.

"I'd better go. I can't eat here." Guliqing said, picking up her bag and ready to go.

"What are you afraid of? Don't worry, you're inside. I'll go to the door and push the car. I'm Li Jiannan's woman. How can I eat casually? Besides, what we did just now is all manual work. We have to make up for it! " Li Jiannan hugged Guli and said with a pale face.

At this moment, guliqing seemed to realize another tenderness of the man as a live bandit.

From the forced physical transaction at the beginning to the slightest feeling in guliqing's heart for him today, guliqing can't tell what kind of feeling it is. Anyway, it's not love, friendship, nor family affection. What is it? She doesn't know that if we really want to define it, it is a kind of dependence produced by the blending of the body. Some people call it sexual surrender.

Once a woman has a more lasting sexual relationship with a man, she will have a dependence on the man from body to heart.

The word "sexual surrender" is by Kraft, one of the founders of sexology? Created by Ebin, his original intention is that once a Chu woman has sex with a man, no matter what the nature of the sexual relationship is, she will have a high degree of dependence and obedience to him. Sexual submission is the product of the institutionalization of patriarchal society.

When women feel that their fate should be like this, and this is all unreasonable and inequality is almost "natural", they have to face the illiterate and forced criminals, and even be willing to serve them all their life.

Perhaps, guliqing really admitted that she had become his woman from this moment on.

A woman who cannot see the light, a woman who has only physical relationship, can replace power with her own body and emotion.

In this room, she became a woman who "sexually surrendered" to Li Jiannan.

He hugged her and said, "remember, from now on, you only belong to me, Li Jiannan!"

Looking into his eyes, she felt very uneasy. Did he know what he had done with Zhang Haowei before? But what does this have to do with him? No matter who I had anything to do with before, it's all in the past, it's my own business! This man is really what people call a living bandit. He is so overbearing!

She was not satisfied and disdained in her heart. I am a married woman, want to belong to you alone?

"I, Li Jiannan's woman, naturally can only belong to me. In the future, if there are no special circumstances, we will meet once a week, all here. " Li Jiannan said, "I'll call you."

"I'm going home." Gulizine came out of his arms.

"Have some more food." He said.

"No." She picked up her bag, put it on her shoulder and walked to the door without looking back.

Out of the courtyard of Chunjiang Hotel, guliqing took a taxi and told the driver to stop at the intersection of the Grain Bureau.

The man's words echoed in her ears:

"You can only be my li Jiannan... We meet once a week..."

She was a little uneasy, worried that such frequent meetings would be discovered by others.

Chunjiang is so big that a small thing can spread all over the city in a few hours. If she and Li Jiannan are caught, it will become the biggest material in Chunjiang. And once this matter is known to the family, can my mother-in-law still treat her well as before? Can she stay at home?

Guliqing closed her eyes and her mind was full of confusion.

"Here we are!" The driver has parked his car at the corner of her house.

Guliqing opened her eyes, paid the money, and walked to the door with some shaking.

The street lights were dim, guliqing was a little dizzy, and she still walked with her head down at the corner.

Suddenly, with a loud noise - "touch", guliqing fainted.

When she woke up, guliqing only felt her head hurt and was still dizzy.

She struggled to open her eyes and found herself lying in the hospital with bandages on her hands and feet. She was so painful that she couldn't move.

In front of the hospital bed stood my mother, my mother-in-law, Shuhua and Zhijuan. My father-in-law and father stood far away. Outside were the kindergarten teachers

"What's the matter with me..." she asked laboriously.

"Liqing, you wake up..." my mother touched her face with tears and said, "child, you scared my mother to death!"

"Mom, what's the matter with me?"

"It's all right, boy. Just wake up!" Mother-in-law Ji Lanfang took her hand and said, "if you don't die in a great disaster, you will have a blessing! Child, take good care of your wound and it will be all right in a few days, ah! "

She vaguely remembered that she wanted to enter the house at the corner. How could she lie in the hospital?