If love has a destiny

Thinking like this, Chen Hongyun's car slowly drove to his door.

He saw that the light in the bedroom on the third floor was still on. Yu Lizhen must be waiting for him to go home.

Stop the car. Before getting off the bus, Chen Hongyun was still worried about Gu Liqing. He took out his mobile phone and called her.

No one answered for a long time. He guessed that she had fallen asleep. Forget it. Don't disturb her.

Locking the car, he pushed open the heavy iron door in his small yard. The iron door made a "bang". Yu Lizhen on the third floor heard it, immediately opened the curtains, looked downstairs, and then smiled knowingly.

Nothing makes her happier than seeing a man come back.

Although she experienced the disaster of Guan Qingtao, Yu Lizhen has completely forgiven Chen Hongyun in her heart. As long as he can change his mind, she still loves him as before. This family is everything to Yu Lizhen. She works hard to make this family happier.

When Chen Hongyun walked into the living room and was lifting his feet upstairs, the mobile phone in his trouser pocket rang.

Take it out and see that it's guliqing's.

"Liqing..." he flashed into the bathroom under the building and pressed the answer button.

"Are you home?" Guliqing asked.

"Here we are... How are you? Is it better? " He asked anxiously.

"I'm much better. Don't worry. I'm sleeping. Good night!" Guliqing is about to hang up.

"Liqing, wait..." Chen Hongyun said quickly, "think about what I said to you tonight. Don't live so tangled, will you?"

"OK, sleep..." guliqing pressed her cell phone, but she still couldn't help crying.

Every word of Chen Hongyun was engraved on her heart, breaking her heart again and again.

She doesn't want to! But the ideal is beautiful and the reality is ugly. She really doesn't have the courage to bear everything that may happen in reality... Yes, she is reluctant to give up her current position, and she is reluctant to give up her current position in exchange for abandoning everything! What's more, she is at a complex street corner and may be stared at and hit at any time

Nothing can happen at this time! Otherwise, her ten years of efforts will be wasted! Everything she paid, gave up and endured for this was in vain! No, absolutely not! For herself and for Chen Hongyun, she can't give up and give up her fruits to others!

She really felt that she fell into a bottomless vortex again. No matter how she struggled, she couldn't get rid of the vortex. Moreover, with the rotation of the vortex, she fell deeper and deeper and couldn't extricate herself

With such a helpless and almost desperate mood, she went into the bathroom.

Get rid of all the burden on her, stand under the shower umbrella and let the huge spray drown her

How she hoped that the water could take away all her inner troubles and tangles, let her easily face everything in reality, and let her never bear the torture of her heart again

However, when the water valve is closed and the water flow stops, her world becomes clear immediately. Everything is still the same, without any change! Yes, no one can help her, and no one can change her situation. Everything depends on herself! There has never been a savior in this world! Hongyun, you always think of problems as simple. If the world is as simple as you think, how good it would be!

Wrapped in a bath towel, she climbed to the huge bed alone, then wrapped the quilt tightly and fell asleep

Chen Hongyun, who came home, couldn't sleep anyway.

Yu Lizhen put the bath water for him and waited on him to bathe and change clothes. When he came to the bedroom, she had been waiting for him in bed with a smile for a long time.

Facing the virtuous and capable Yu Lizhen, his heart is ashamed. Although he doesn't love her, he doesn't hate her.

He knew that Yu Lizhen was waiting for him. Every weekend, it was time for him to do his duty.

He still has to do his homework tonight.

However, his mind was full of guliqing's shadow. Looking at Yu Lizhen in front of him, he really didn't have any desire.

He lay down, pulled a towel, covered himself, closed his eyes and said, "sleep, I'm tired..."

In a word, Yu Lizhen's long-awaited heart suddenly seemed to fall into the ice cellar!

She looked forward to a week, waiting for a week's man, the first words back home, was so cold!

No matter how silly Yu Lizhen is, she won't fail to understand Chen Hongyun's mood at the moment.

If there were not a woman outside and he hadn't seen his wife for a week, would a man be so indifferent and have no interest? I won't believe it if I kill her!

At the moment, seeing Chen Hongyun who had closed her eyes, she really wanted to pull him up and ask him: why didn't she come back until now? Why is it like this when I come back? Did you go out to find another wild woman?

But she can't say it! She never said such a thing in front of Chen Hongyun! Even if he found a woman outside, even if she knew about him and the thing called Guan Qingtao, she would only be angry and punish herself for his mistakes! She never punished him. She won't and won't give up! The man she loves and hates always pinches her acupoints, so he doesn't pay attention to her!

How she wished she could be cruel! Yes, Yu Lizhen, why can't you be cruel!

Her tears slowly ran down her cheeks. Looking at Chen Hongyun, who seemed to have entered a dream, she could only cry silently... But she was too wronged in her heart! The silent tears slowly turned into a choking. She really couldn't bear the pain in her heart and kept sobbing

Although Chen Hongyun lay down and closed his eyes, he didn't sleep.

Listening to Yu Lizhen crying so depressed, he couldn't help sitting up and gently hugged her in his arms.

"Fool, what are you crying for?" He smiled bitterly and wiped away the tears from her eyes.

This woman knows everything he has paid for his family, so he will feel guilty in the face of her. However, he just can't feel love for her. As long as guliqing exists, his heart is always outside this home. He also hates himself, but he can't bind his heart. His heart can't help himself

When Chen Hongyun said this, Yu Lizhen cried even more sadly, from choking just now to crying loudly.

"You... Come on, Lizhen, it's so late that everyone next door can hear..." Chen Hongyun patted her on the shoulder.

"Hongyun... Am I so annoying to you?" Yu Lizhen cried and said, that expression is really sad.

"No, why do you think so? I'm really tired..." Chen Hongyun explained. "Now I'm busy and I'm under great pressure. Can you understand?"

"Woo..." Yu Lizhen lay on his body, still crying.

"Alas..." Chen Hongyun was really helpless. If he had known this, he would find a place to live outside. It's really annoying for Tama to come back!

"Hongyun..." Yu Lizhen cried for a while and finally stopped. "I know you're in a bad mood now. I understand you. As long as you focus on this family and on me, I can understand you..."

"Just understand. Go to sleep. Work is already very tired. Let's stop torturing ourselves, shall we? " Chen Hongyun looked at Yu Lizhen and said, "you are also very hard. I know, Lizhen, you have paid a lot for this family. I know..."

"I'm willing to do anything for you and this family. It's worth being tired!" Yu Lizhen looked at Chen Hongyun with bright eyes. There were no distractions in her eyes.

"Thank you, Lizhen! I will remember you well, go to sleep... "Chen Hongyun helped Yu Lizhen lie down.

Yu Lizhen lay in Chen Hongyun's arms, smelling the familiar smell on him, and gradually fell asleep.

But Chen Hongyun's heart is very restless. The shadows of guliqing and Yu Lizhen always appear alternately in front of him.

In front of guliqing, he can always make a decision so firmly. He can give up everything for her! However, when he got home and faced Yu Lizhen, his heart was soft.

This family is happy in the eyes of parents, but also complete and impeccable. He has what others have, and he has what others don't have. The building of this family is entirely due to Yu Lizhen. Without her wholehearted efforts, it is impossible to have today's happy life in this family! And they have a lovely child at dawn. Yu Lizhen's filial piety makes her parents feel so at ease in this family, which is also one of the few in Chunjiang! The relationship between daughter-in-law and father-in-law and mother-in-law has always been difficult to be harmonious, but Yu Lizhen has done it. Her filial piety to her parents has not only brought real harmony and happiness to the family, but also gave Chen Hongyun a stable rear. Such a good woman, but you want to abandon her, abandon this happy family, what are you not cheap? If God has eyes, he will punish you!

Therefore, at the moment, Chen Hongyun's heart is also swinging.

When he really decided to abandon all this, he had no good reason to convince himself.

In my heart, I always feel that as long as he doesn't fight for anything and is willing to clean up and leave the house, divorce should be a very simple thing, but when I think about it carefully, it's not that way. He and Yu Lizhen are now an inseparable whole. They have too many things together. Moreover, it is impossible to pass the test of parents. Chen Hongyun knows that his parents will never let him divorce! It would be even more impossible to hear that he divorced for the woman who had abandoned him before. Chunjiang people have a saying: good horses don't eat back! What about guliqing's high position and weight? You married a wife, not a leader under someone else's ass! Besides, if you can still have a woman like that, you must be able to eat shit!

In the dark, Chen Hongyun's mind was in chaos

Yu Lizhen, who was close to her, held him tightly and fell asleep.

Looking at Yu Lizhen, Chen Hongyun really felt what is simple happiness! Yu Lizhen's world is very simple. Loving him and this family is everything to her, so she should be happy.

Because he was always thinking about guliqing and the feeling between them, he kept himself in entanglement and pain again and again. He also asked guliqing not to tangle. Now, in the face of his family, he can't be calm. Guliqing, with so many things on her back, how can she not tangle?

The simplicity of love is always shattered by the worldly complexity.

Tonight, guliqing and Chen Hongyun's hearts are broken again and again. Where should we go? Chen Hongyun also repeatedly asked himself in his heart.