If love has a destiny

"Son, what's the matter with you?" Ji Lanfang asked with concern.

"Nothing, maybe I didn't sleep well!" Gu Shuhua said.

"Go home at noon and have a good rest. Come on, have some water first. " Ji Lanfang handed him a cup of warm water.

Gu Shuhua only took a sip. Then sit down, have porridge, eat steamed bread and stir eggs.

Guliqing finished eating and went to work first.

Gu Shuhua ate slowly. It seemed that he ate it for a long time. Then get up and go to work.

When he reached the door, he suddenly turned around and said, "bye, mom!"

Closing the door, Ji Lanfang felt that Gu Shuhua was different today. She seldom said goodbye to her mother when she went out in the past.

In the morning, he told Liqing that he was sorry, and that he was concerned that Zian came to school. The child seemed to have changed again overnight.

Ji Lanfang went into the living room, took his small bag and walked to the vegetable market with serious concern.

Guliqing came to the office and began to work hard again.

She is still thinking about the problem of junior high school students dropping out of school. If she doesn't investigate this problem, she seems unable to free her heart.

Therefore, she began to look for some relevant information and prepared to report to Yu Shaofeng to make a special investigation and research in this regard.

Gu Shuhua seems to be dizzy to come to the unit and sit in his office. He is so stunned and his head is always buzzing. Fortunately, the work of such organs and units is very easy. On weekdays, in addition to some reception work, it is to write materials. Sometimes you don't have to do a specific thing for a week.

This morning, no one came to Gu Shuhua to do anything.

At noon, Gu Shuhua didn't go home or eat. He came to the spring river alone.

At noon in late autumn, the sun is bright and warm. The spring river has begun to enter the dry season, the water in the river has been reduced by half, and the beaches are exposed. Only the silver white satin River in the middle was left, shining golden in the sun.

The fields in the distance were golden, and it was the harvest season of the year.

However, Gu Shuhua at the moment doesn't feel the beauty of life at all. On the contrary, he feels so desperate and painful

Many truths of life, if you can be covered up all your life and not be found, how good it would be!

Looking at the shallow spring river water, he thought that the water might not be enough to drown him. Moreover, such a way of death is too disgraceful, too ugly to speak, and too hurt his mother's face

He shook the tears on his face and in his eyes, and suddenly felt very funny. There was almost no one by the spring river at noon. If he jumped down at this time, he would be done. He was still considering his mother's face and his disgraceful death... How ridiculous!

He trotted down the steps towards the center of the river.

The mud on the beach was sticky and covered the soles of his shoes. His feet became heavier and heavier

Just as he was about to walk into the water, he suddenly stopped. Is it true that his mother can't even find his own body? That's not too cruel! He disappeared from here today. Tomorrow, the whole people in Chunjiang know that Ji Lanfang's son jumped into the river and killed himself... Can a man with such a strong and decent mother live

He couldn't help sighing, and tears poured out again

For a long time, he took back his steps, walked to a step and carefully cleaned the mud on his shoes.

Wiping away the tears on his face, he shuffled back to work.

When passing a drugstore, he hesitated for a moment and went in

In the evening, Ji Lanfang cooked the food and waited for Gu Liqing and Gu Shuhua to come back for dinner.

After waiting for a long time, Gu Shuhua still didn't come back.

"Eat, the food is cold. It's bad for your stomach!" Ji Lanfang said, "when Shuhua comes back later, I'll cook some noodles for him."

Guliqing picked up a bowl of rice and felt so hungry that her chest was close to her back.

Until the family finished eating and collected the dishes and chopsticks, Gu Shuhua didn't come back.

Ji Lanfang can't sit still. She came to the door and looked up at the outside, hoping that her son would appear in her sight immediately.

Finally, under the orange street lamp, Gu Shuhua came with a long shadow. The body shook a little.

Ji Lanfang trotted to Gu Shuhua, held him, smelled the smell of wine on him, frowned and asked, "son, why are you drinking again?"

"Mom, I only drank a little. It's okay." Gu Shuhua said that he looked really sober, not drunk.

"Is the company entertaining again?" Ji Lanfang asked.

"Well, I went out temporarily. I didn't have time to call you." Gu Shuhua said.

When he said this, Gu Shuhua felt a little uncomfortable. He seldom lied to his mother. Today is the first time.

"Go home and take a bath and have a good rest." Ji Lanfang said, "you didn't sleep well last night, and your eyes are a little puffy. Pay attention, son!"

Ji Lanfang was most afraid to see Gu Shuhua's eyes swollen. When he was 16, he got up early one morning and thought it was all right. Unexpectedly, it was acute nephritis!

That's the time I left this man's fatal problem, right?

"It's okay, don't worry. I'll just sleep! " Gu Shuhua said.

Gu Shuhua came to his room and closed the door.

He poured some mineral water into the cup and took out the small medicine bottle from his trouser pocket. Poured out all the medicine.

Those small white pills, under the light, looked more and more pale.

Gu Shuhua swallowed his saliva and told himself in his heart: eat, and you will fall asleep. There will be no pain, no scars, and it will be very decent... Eat, eat quickly, and you will be free. You don't have to live in such pain anymore

He poured all the pills into his palm and looked at it so straight. Unconsciously, tears surged out again.

Countless pictures flashed through his mind. There was a mother in all the pictures! When he was a child, his mother took his hand and told him stories, just as she does now; His mother sent him to school and watched him walk into the school gate with a smile; His mother makes fried eggs for him. Whenever he wants to eat, his mother will make them. The egg oil fried by his mother is golden and bright, so he has an appetite; When he was ill, his mother stood by his bed and held his hand in tears

His tears fell into his palm and wet the pill.

Hazy, he once again warned himself, eat, don't hesitate, he is now a waste, why do you want to miss the redundant people in the world, why do you want to worry about it, let's go

He couldn't help it anymore. He raised his head, raised his hand and poured the pill into his mouth

And just then, the door of the room was pushed open! Ji Lanfang stood at the door

When she saw the medicine bottle on the table, she seemed to understand something in a moment. She ran crazy and broke Gu Shuhua's hand from her mouth!

God, that mouth full of white pills!

"My child, do you want your mother's life?" Ji Lanfang burst into tears.

"Spit it out, son, spit it out!" Ji Lanfang pulled out a lot of pills from his mouth. After pulling out the last one he could see, he held his face in both hands and looked at his still open mouth, "son, spit it out! Don't scare your mother! "

Gu Shuhua was crying silently. Seeing his mother's anxiety and heartache, he couldn't help crying!

"Son, tell mom, did you eat it? Ah? Let's go to the hospital, now! " Ji Lanfang was shaking all over. She couldn't imagine what she would do without her son?

Gu Shuhua shook his head while crying, his nose mixed with tears.

Ji Lanfang didn't know whether he had eaten or not. She had to send her son to the hospital immediately!

Gu Guangxin and guliqing heard the cry upstairs and ran up, even Zian followed.

As soon as Zian saw grandma and dad crying, she was scared to cry.

Guliqing understood everything when she saw this scene. Fortunately, her mother came in time, otherwise the consequences would be unimaginable! Her tears also fell silently. She picked up Zian and held her son tightly in her arms. She couldn't help crying.

The whole family is crying.

"Lao Gu, go and call a car. Let's take Shuhua to the hospital. Come on!" Ji Lanfang said to Gu Guangxin.

"Mom, no, I didn't eat, I didn't eat, I can't bear you, I can't bear..." Gu Shuhua held his mother and cried again.

Zian was a little crying. When she saw her father crying, she was scared to cry again.

Guliqing really didn't want her son to see such a sad scene at home. She took the child to her room and closed the door gently.

"No, Gu, go to the bathroom and get a basin, come on!" Ji Lanfang ordered.

Gu Guangxin soon brought the plastic basin.

Ji Lanfang said to her son in tears, "son, open your mouth and let mom see if there's anything in your mouth."

Gu Shuhua obediently opened his mouth. Ji Lanfang stretched out his index finger and directly pulled it at his throat, and his fingers dug hard in it. Gu Shuhua vomited out in an instant, and all the things he ate at night were poured out.

A strong smell of wine.

"Ah, ah, ah..." Gu Shuhua cried bitterly as he vomited.

Ji Lanfang kept patting him on the back and said, "son, spit it all out. Just spit it out!"

Gu Shuhua almost vomited all the acid water in his stomach, and his face looked very pale.

He took a few mouthfuls and rinsed the filth out of his mouth thoroughly.

Gu Guangxin walked over and hugged their mother and son.

"Son, why are you so stupid? Do you want me and your mother to die? " Gu Guangxin raised his head and let tears flow through his mottled cheeks. This is what he has been most worried about. The child is really tired and tired!

"Son, did you really not eat? Don't lie to your mother? " Ji Lanfang said with tears.

"Really not, I don't want you, I don't want you..." Gu Shuhua cried.

She hugged her son, who was still crying, as if he would disappear in an instant if she didn't hold him tightly. She knelt in front of her son, just hugged him and let all his tears wet her body

Maybe it's mother and son. Ji Lanfang's heart has been hanging hard all day. She always feels something is going to happen.