If Love Was Predestined

Before today, I never thought that one day I would be pregnant with Liang Bocheng's child, and I would have a deeper fetter with this man. A few days ago, I still hate his itchy teeth. I wish he would let me go immediately. My life far away from him has no intersection. I didn't expect that I was pregnant with his child.

Once a woman has children, some thoughts will inevitably change subtly.

Not to mention, the father of this child is the man I loved deeply. Five years ago, I had imagined countless times that a family, with him, me, and a child, was so happy that even if I just remembered it, it was very heartfelt.

Children are always innocent. Even if I and Liang Bocheng, separated by more resentment, no matter how much hate, it has nothing to do with the children.

I don't understand why Liang Bocheng can't accommodate this child. I won't dream of a mother depending on her son, nor will I use this child to blackmail him how much money he will give me. I really just want to give birth to this child.

He's proof of my love. I think I will never love a person like that in my life. After many years, when I become full of holes in my life, at least one child will give me the courage to live.

But Liang Bocheng couldn't tolerate him.

I sat on the bed, embracing myself, buried my head deep in my knees, crying hysterically.

Liang Bocheng did not speak and turned out of the ward.

I cried for a long time and didn't want to accept such an arrangement. After the first kind of sadness in my heart, more sadness came up. I bowed my head, shaking my hand to the abdomen, the abdomen is very flat, do not see any sign of life, but mother and son are concentric, I can feel his existence.

I just know that he exists, but I will lose him.

Tears, like broken beads, couldn't stop. I didn't know how long I cried until the nurse opened the door and announced formally, "No. 7, Lin MI, ready for surgery."

Then someone came and pushed me out of the ward and went to the operating room.

Before entering the operating room, I grabbed the hand of the nurse, looked at her and pleaded, "where has Liang Bocheng gone? I want to see him. "

The nurse said, "Mr. Liang has already explained it. If his company has something to do, he will go back first. You can rest assured, Miss Lin, that there will be no problem. "

I shook my head desperately, just stopped tears came up again, I said, "I beg you, tell him, I want to see him, you tell him, no matter what, I want to see him before entering the operating room, or I will fight for this life, no matter what, I will die for two lives!"

Pity flashed in the nurse's eyes. She said, "Miss Lin, Mr. Liang is really busy..."

At the beginning, I didn't respond to this look, but I soon understood that she thought I was Liang Bocheng's lover and wanted to borrow the child's superior position, so she was so persistent to this child.

I didn't care to explain. I just grabbed her hand and pleaded again and again, "I beg you, please save my child. You tell Liang Bocheng that I can't see him today, I will never enter the operating room!"

The nurse had no choice but to pick up the mobile phone and go to one side to make a phone call.

After a while, she came back and looked at me with pity. She said, "Miss Lin, I'm sorry. Mr. Liang said he was very busy today and could not come to see you. Mr. Liang also said, "the nurse hesitated for a moment, and continued," he said that today in this operating room, you have to go in as well as not. This child, can't stay

All of a sudden, I lost all my strength, released my grip on the nurse's hand and went back to bed.

At the last moment, I didn't cry or make any noise. I didn't like what I said. I didn't see Liang Bocheng never entering the operating room. I didn't fight for his life. I lay quietly on the bed with tears sliding from the corners of my eyes, letting them push me into the operating room.

Even if it's my child's death.

I want to live after all.

Later they drugged me, took off my clothes, and put the cold instruments into my body. I can't remember all of them. I was in a strange state. My soul seemed to have died, but my body was still struggling under the effect of the anesthetic.

The operation should be regarded as a success. I had a deep sleep for three days without knowing whether it was anesthesia or psychological effect. After three days, I woke up. The nurse told me that Liang Bocheng came to me when I was in a coma.

I laughed and said nothing. Now, what's the point of not coming to see me? I didn't care.

The nurse said that I drank a few days ago and had stomach bleeding, which was very serious, so I could only eat liquid food. I had to eat those things that had little water every day, infused nutrient solution every day, and took a lot of medicine. Anyway, I didn't care about anything, everything was arranged according to the man.

After more than ten days, when I could get out of bed, I saw myself in the bathroom of the ward. My face was sallow, my skin was very bad, my lips were shriveled, and my cheekbones protruded. The broad patient's clothes hang on the body like a sack.

Later, I began to be able to eat. My stomach was almost nursed, and my miscarriage recovered quickly. However, I still couldn't keep up my spirits. I sat in the hospital bed every day, holding the quilt and looking out of the window. Spring had arrived, the trees in the hospital had grown new leaves, the grass had become green, and even had a few flowers, which was very different from when I first lived in.From time to time, half of the children were chasing and fighting on the grass. Some of them were seriously ill and hospitalized, and some came to visit their relatives with adults. But they were very happy. Small people ran through the grass, leaving behind a string of silver bell like laughter.

I often look at the scene like this.

Liang Bocheng has never appeared again. It seems that the nurse said Liang Bocheng had come to see me on the day I woke up was fake. But I don't care.

On that day, a rare guest was ushered in the lifeless ward.

Cheng Qingqing in a noble red dress, light brown curly hair on the chest, delicate and generous makeup, like a queen standing in front of my hospital bed.

The nurse who took care of me was very happy. She quickly poured water into the room and quickly brought out a cup of tea to pass it to Cheng Qingqing. I stopped her.

I said, "she doesn't drink. What kind of people are they? How do they get used to this cheap tea? "

The nurse was stunned, looked at the tea in her hand and said, "but this is..."

My eyes turned and landed on her, and she stopped. "Miss Lin, you talk first, I'll go out and clean up."

The door of the ward was quickly closed, and only Cheng Qingqing and I were left in the room.

There was a moment of silence.

Cheng Qingqing opened her mouth first. She looked at my hand with a smile and said, "it's really hard for you. It's so hard for you. It's not shameful to live in the world."

I raised my head and looked at her lightly, "what are you doing here?"

Cheng Qingqing stretched out his hand and fiddled with his delicate nails. It seemed that he was bored. After a while, he said, "I've had a lot of leisure recently. Bocheng saw that I had nothing to do, so he told me the hospital where you were staying and told me to relieve my boredom. So I came. "

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