If Love Was Predestined

The room is very quiet, my brain has a momentary pause, I hear Liang Bocheng's heartbeat, a sound, a sound, strong and full of rhythm, without a trace of disordered rhythm.

I said, "Liang Bocheng, you make fun of me again."

Liang Bocheng didn't speak. I felt that something was breaking between us.

Liang Bocheng said, "it's right to have fun." He slowly spit out a cigarette ring in my face, laughing inexplicably. He said, "Lin MI, you always have countless ways to irritate me."

I opened my mouth and wanted to say something, but I didn't have time to say anything, so I was pressed by Liang Bocheng.

He said, "Lin MI, how many times a month can you take that medicine, do you remember?"

I paused, bit my lower lip, and after a while I said, "I remember."

Of course, I remember that no woman will not care about her body. It is common sense that emergency contraceptives can only be taken three times a year.

But I've eaten more than ten times in recent months.

But now I take medicine, there will be no psychological pressure. In the past, I would be afraid of any side effects, I would be afraid that I would never be a mother again in my life, but since that happened, I don't care.

Liang Bocheng's children are better than none, because he will never let a lover give birth to his children. I'd rather never have children.

And I can't think of my life if one day he got tired of me, or one day he felt his revenge had been revenged and kicked me away.

I think, probably will not meet a person, can not care about my dilapidated body, accompany me this life forever.

In this case, what's the point of taking contraceptives several times a year or even several times a day.

After the end of this time, Liang Bocheng got out of the bed and looked at me coldly. Without hesitation, I got up and took another pill.

Always be safe.

Liang Bocheng sneered, laughing particularly sinister. He said, "Lin MI, do you want my child so much?"

I laughed, looked at him, and whispered, "I don't want your kids? Maybe. But I only remember that you did not want that child, regardless of my bitter entreaty, the birth beat him. He was so young that he didn't have the qualification to see the world, so he was killed by you. I think I'll never forget it in my life. "

This kind of words, even when I just took off the child, I never said so naked to him, I have always covered up very well, a lot of care are covered up very well.

Maybe I just had that dream today, and I was still a little excited. Liang Bocheng raised this topic again, and I was a little out of control.

Liang Bocheng's eyes flashed, looked at me, frowned slightly, he said, "are you still blaming me?"

I laughed miserably, and I said, "no wonder, it's not that serious. I just hurt that time. I don't want to hurt again. "

Liang Bocheng hugged me. Under the light, he looked very serious and affectionate. He said, "it won't be this time. I promise."

I nodded to show that I heard.

But I don't believe it.

Men's words, a lot of times, you just listen to even if, seriously, you lose.

Liang Bocheng frowned and looked at me, "don't you believe it?"

I lowered my head and didn't answer his question. I just said, "a lot of things, once and twice. Once, who dares to believe the second time? "

Liang Bocheng's face became very ugly. He picked up my chin and laughed coldly. He said, "Lin MI, you know what, I hate your self righteous appearance. You think you can see everything clearly and clearly, but what you see, what you think is a fart! You will never know how much someone has paid for you behind the things you can't see

He said slowly, word by word, like a needle, in my heart a little bit left traces, I said, "what do you mean?"

Liang Bocheng let me go, got out of bed and began to dress. He said, "what do you mean? Lin MI, do you know that if you don't take away the child that day, you may die? "

"Stomach bleeding is so serious that it is necessary to use a very strong drug as an adjuvant treatment. That drug has a great impact on children. If they are taken during pregnancy, the child will either become stillbirth or be born with serious deformities. If it is you, how would you choose?"

He had already put on his clothes, and his white shirt was tucked into his suit pants. He was particularly neat and handsome. He held his coat in one hand and propped up on the bed next to me. His face was very close to me. He sneered and looked at me and said, "what do you think I should do to make you satisfied? Do you care about your life or death, and never touch the child after using drugs, Let you give birth to a stillbirth, or a monster, and let him suffer in this world? "

"No more talking?" He sneered, suddenly suddenly suddenly realized a general "Oh", and then said, "yes, of course you don't know how to choose. You just want to make things the best of both worlds and make things safe according to your ideas. You want bear's paws, and you want fish. If you don't get both of them, you will only blame others, regardless of your wishes!"He snorted coldly, and his face was deeply mocked. He said, "at that time, you didn't need any medicine. 80% of your life could not be saved. If you used medicine, 100% of your children had problems. I thought that it was the best choice I could make to save your life and induce labor again." He stopped for a moment, the irony in his eyes deepened, and his smile was particularly funny. He said, "I think I'm wrong now. I should let you die at that time. I don't care about your life or death. You will be satisfied if you die in the hospital."

He looked at me coldly, just like looking at a stranger. I tightly grasped the sheet and looked at him. I didn't know when my face was full of tears. I said, "why don't you tell me?"

At least, when I look at him, I will shrug my shoulders and say, "I'll shrug my shoulders. I believe it's funny if I ask him again."

He turned out of the bedroom and I heard the door open and close outside.

He's gone.

I hold the quilt and tears can't stop falling down. I don't know who should blame for the development of things in such a situation. It seems that there is no meaning to say anything again now. Liang Bocheng has a bad opinion, and I also have.

My body slowly sliding down, I got into the quilt, tightly wrapped myself, holding the quilt crying for a long time.

This night, Liang Bocheng didn't come back, but I held the quilt and opened my eyes until dawn.

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