If Love Was Predestined

The next morning, I sat up from bed, went into the bathroom and began to wash.

After a night's withering, my face is like a mirror, which has been withered for a long time.

After washing, I changed my clothes and went out without breakfast.

Li elder sister must follow me, I also follow her to go, the legs are not flexible, I walk and impatient, soon feel the pain of two legs, but I try to ignore.

I don't know if you have that kind of feeling. It's clearly outside the scope of your body's bearing. It can obviously slow down a little, but the thing in your heart must be done. It urges you to be faster, faster, even if you are exhausted.

I'm in this mood now. I've been thinking over and over about Liang Bocheng's words last night. I think maybe I'm really wrong.

For so long, I have been living in a story that I made up for myself. In this story, Liang Bocheng is a heartless man, and I naturally put myself in the position of a victim.

But if it's not hurt, it should be the victim's. There are a lot of injuries in this world. It's in the place you can't see. I think maybe in the place I can't see, Liang Bocheng's pain is no less than mine.

It's like I left Liang Bocheng to escape from school and home. In everyone's eyes, including Liang Bocheng, I'm a cheap whore. I sleep with a man for money suspicious. I've been found to be cheap. I'll leave my boyfriend and run away. They all think I have no heart. I'll do anything for money, but only I know that I'm not. I hurt more than anyone else in a place that no one can see. And I am stubborn and unwilling to ask for an understanding.

Perhaps now Liang Bocheng is just like me at that time, with the same stubborn, waiting for others' trust and consideration.

I think I have a lot to tell him about the child. I want to tell him that I understand. I don't blame you. I know you can only make such a choice. You are very sad to lose the child. I believe you. I also want to tell him that it was my fault. I want to explain it to him exactly. If he doesn't believe it, I will explain it again until he believes it. I think so, if two people are doomed to entangle in this life, why let each other torture each other instead of love each other?

With such a mind, I arrived at the door of the men who were making jewelry. Sister Li was waiting for me downstairs. I took a deep breath and got on the elevator.

Just like the hero who is about to finish a big event, he is manly and full of confidence and expectation.

So when I opened the door and saw Liang Bocheng and Xu Ruqing entangled in each other's bodies, I was stunned for such a long time and did not respond.

The two of them were dressed in disorder. Xu Ruqing's coat had even been lifted up. They were so close to each other that they were completely forgetful. I pushed the door open for a long time before they came apart panting.

Xu Ruqing's face was red, his clothes were half faded, and he gave me a scornful smile from a wonderful angle.

Liang Bocheng cleared his throat. His suit was wrinkled. A button was opened on his white shirt. It was sexy and seductive. But when his eyes looked at me, he was calm.

He looked at me and said, "what's up?"

My brain broke for a moment and I said, "no, it's OK. I went wrong. "

Subconsciously, you have to go out.

Liang Bocheng stopped me, "wait."

I walked slowly, and I heard him say behind me in an inaudible voice, "the door of the president's office can't be opened easily. I hope you don't have another time."

My back to him, tears almost fell down, I desperately nodded, said, "I remember, Mr. Liang."

He went out.

Closing the door, I leaned against the wall beside the door. I couldn't help it any longer, and my tears surged.

What a ridiculous thing.

Last second, I was full of joy to rush over, want to tell him my heart, I want to take out my whole heart to him, let him test, I am not the kind of damned woman he said last night.

The next second, I saw him and other women rolling on the sofa in the office, full of ambiguous traces, cold face told me that his office door could not be opened casually.

Like a big joke, it mocks how naive and ridiculous my previous ideas are. I even fantasized to be able to speak clearly with Liang Bocheng, I even fantasized to make up the old friendship with Liang Bocheng.

Tears big big big drop down, I feel like I'm almost out of breath, I open my mouth very big, desperate to breathe out, want to pour out the sadness in my heart.

For a long time, I did not calm down, assistant Chen came back with a stack of documents.

She didn't seem to see me. She just put the document on Xu Ruqing's desk and said to herself, "it's strange that it's still there just now. Where's the Kung Fu?"

She looked up, and soon saw me. I was about to open my mouth. I put my index finger to her mouth and made a "silent" gesture to her. Then she quickly wiped the tears on her face and reluctantly gave her a smile. Then she was about to go downstairs.Assistant Chen called to me softly, "Lin MI, what's the matter with you?"

I turned my head, laughed and said, "it's OK. There's sand in my eyes." Because I cried for too long and my voice was a little hoarse. I didn't believe this kind of bullshit even I didn't believe it. I didn't expect assistant Chen to believe it.

It's just an excuse.

Assistant Chen moved her lips, glanced at the closed door of the office, and then set her eyes on Xu Ru's empty desk.

After all, I didn't want to hear words of comfort or sympathy in anyone's mouth, so I took the initiative to open my mouth. I looked at assistant Chen with a smile and said in a slow voice, "assistant Chen, sometimes life has to give you a heavy blow, or you will forget who you are. I don't complain, I just blame myself. I feel that I can change when I get more from time to time. However, I never know that some destinies have been doomed in the beginning, and no one can change them. I have no choice but to accept my fate. "

These words finished, the heart is also suddenly light, I smile more happy, but the nose is suddenly a sour.

Assistant Chen looked at me and didn't speak. After a long time, she sighed as if she wanted to say something, but I didn't want to hear it. I said, "that's it. I suddenly feel sick, so I go back first. Don't tell me what happened just now

Looking at assistant Chen nodding, I turned and went downstairs.

Instead of taking the elevator, I went to the stairway next door.

Dozens of high office buildings, stairs have always been furnishings, basically no one will come, the corridor has fallen a thick layer of ash.

I slowly walked in, walked to the edge of the stairs, leaning against the handle of the stairs, looked down dozens of stories of stairs, like a cannibal monster, with a big mouth, trying to suck people into the bottomless black hole.

I leaned against the handle to slide down, sat on the ground, buried my head deep into my knees, and could not help it any longer. My tears were silent, like rain.

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