If The Moon Won’t Hold You

In the end, no one stopped his words and deeds. Just as Aunt Chen said, no one could change what he decided with his temper.

Spring has passed and autumn has come, and several years have passed. This time, Cen Ning has never seen words and deeds again.

He fights for the ideal and the country, she is not as noble as him, but she also works hard for her dream. She worked hard to forget, study hard, and finally got admitted to the ideal university and started her new life.

After so long, she now rarely thinks of words and deeds, but occasionally when she picks up the photography books he gave herself, she still feels depressed in her heart.

Although she had long understood what he meant to her, she was still sad when she heard him say it out of the window.

Obviously it's a stumbling block and a burden...How could she be so naive when she was young? She really feels that it has any connection with his future.

Cen Ning smiled faintly, and put the almost rotten album in his drawer.

"Hey! Take a look, take a look, Goddess Meng is new!" Chen Miao, a roommate next to him, turned his mobile phone excitedly, "Wow, how does this paparazzi do things, the man doesn't even put a face on it?"

The other two roommates also surrounded him: "Look at me, this man is so tall, he has a good body, hahaha."

Chen Miao: "I didn't mean that Meng Peiyan was with Jiang Yu, the newly promoted Xiao Xianrou, so why did this man pop out again."

"Probably broke up?"

"Hey, why is Jiang Yu so handsome and broke up."

"What's the matter, look at this man, although he can't see his face...but I think he looks handsome just from his back."

"Jiang Yu's face is very resistant. This man is definitely not as good-looking as him."

"I don't like Jiang Yu's little white face, but this one looks more manly." The roommate said that he pushed the phone in front of Cen Ning, "Cen Ning, do you think this man looks handsome?"

Cen Ning was doing her own thing, but when she saw her roommate was so excited, she took it over and looked at it: "Well, quite—"

His eyes narrowed slightly, and the words stopped abruptly.

"What's wrong, how is it, isn't it handsome?"

Cen Ning zoomed in on the picture, looked at it blankly, and said nothing for a long time.

This back...like him.

"Oh, I have convinced you. You can be a **** without a face." Chen Miao grabbed the phone and smiled at Cen Ning blankly, "Well, look at your dishes for a long time."

Cen Ning came back to his senses: "Huh? No...I, I want to say that he is quite tall."

"Oh, it's quite tall. Meng Peiyan still wears high heels. His height is not nineteen meters tall, right?"

"It should be, eh, Meng Peiyan, these high heels I saw in that magazine last time. They are limited and super beautiful."

"Well, how much is it."

"You can't afford it even if you say it."

"Hey, I don't like to hear you! I can't afford my long knowledge!"

…

The roommates discussed Meng Peiyan's affairs passionately. As for that man, he was just a figure behind, and everyone could not guess who it was and could only give up.

Speaking of Meng Peiyan, she has become more and more prosperous in the past two or three years.

She is only in her senior year, and the school is already on the top line in the country before she has completely gone out. Various resources are constantly available, and she is left to choose the script.

Many people in the entertainment industry who have struggled for many years admire her, but unfortunately, not everyone has her family background.

Cen Ning picked up her mobile phone and found the news that her roommate had just shown her. In the screen, Meng Feiyan was as beautiful as ever, and the man with only his back...very familiar.

Will it be him?

Cen Ning squeezed the phone, and began to deny herself in her heart. I heard that Grandpa said that he has been abroad for a mission, and he probably won't.

After class in the afternoon, Zhang Ziyi came to the school to find Cen Ning. Their school was separated by two blocks, but both were in the same university town.

After meeting, the two found a restaurant to have dinner together.

"Hey, didn't Song Ci come to see you recently."

Cen Ning paused with chopsticks in his hand: "No, what's wrong."

"Hey, this guy, it's not like he likes what you like, so why, is this giving up?"

Cen Ning swallowed the meal in his mouth, blushing and mumbled: "I will have nothing to do with him."

Zhang Ziyi: "I think it's not bad to have anything with him. Song Ci is not bad, and we have been to school since we were young, knowing the roots and knowing how good it is." Know what you say and do..."

Speaking in a low voice, but Cen Ning still heard clearly, she silently put down her chopsticks, and said seriously: "It has nothing to do with him, but Song Ci is the same as you in my eyes, good friend, I have nothing to do with him. ."

"Yes, yes, that's not bad luck for him. You are full of words and deeds when you are most likely to be interesting. In the final analysis, it is because his timing is wrong."

Cen Ning: "..."

"Okay, okay, don't frown, I won't say anything," Zhang Ziyi shook his head and sighed.

It was resignation, but Cenning didn't know why he would confess to her along with Songci.

I confessed that this happened in the summer vacation after the college entrance examination, and it has only been more than half a year after thinking about it. But since that time she explicitly refused, they have rarely contacted in the past six months.

But think about it carefully, Song Ci is really good to her, junior high school, high school...After a few years, he has taken good care of himself. But as Zhang Ziyi said, at that time, he was full of words and deeds, so how could he like others.

After eating, the two wandered around in Cen Ning's university for a while.

The sky was dim, and Zhang Ziyi sent Cen Ning to the dormitory downstairs: "Then I'm leaving now."

"You pay attention to safety."

Zhang Ziyi smiled: "I know."

After speaking, turn around to leave. "Zi Yi." Cen Ning suddenly stopped her again.

Zhang Ziyi turned back: "What's the matter?"

Cen Ning was silent, and finally asked, "Have you seen the news about Meng Feiyan?"

"…You knew already?"

Cen Ning squatted in her heart, and then she was a little nervous when she spoke again: "He's back?"

Zhang Ziyi opened his mouth and scratched his hair a little irritably: "I didn't want to mention him anymore. I have been holding back for a whole day, and you will give me a break."

Cen Ning: "...so I really came back."

"Yeah." Zhang Ziyi narrowed his mouth, "I just came back. Yesterday Xin Zechuan and the others went to pick it up. Meng Peiyan probably also went there, so I was photographed."

"Oh."

"Hey, what's your expression of relief? Are you happy to find that he and Meng Peiyan are not the kind of scandal relationship on the news?"

Cen Ning was taken aback, and shook her head with a guilty conscience: "Nothing."

"Tsk, you really don't know how to lie, you blush when you lie."

"..."

Just as embarrassingly, someone suddenly patted Cen Ning on the shoulder, Zhang Ziyi and Cen Ning looked at that person at the same time.

Cen Ning was surprised when he saw the incoming person: "Brother."

Xia Yi, who was called to be a senior, smiled: "I wanted to call you, but I didn't expect you to be here. Here, here."

Cen Ning took the book he handed over: "Huh... this?"

"I heard from Xiaozong that you have been looking for this book." Xia Yi said embarrassedly, "As soon as my friend has one, I will come over with him and give it to you."

Cenning paused: "Send me? This, isn't it good?"

"It's okay, my friend doesn't need it anymore. Take a good look. It will also help your photography skills."

Cen Ning was overjoyed. She really looked for this book on camera skills for a long time: "Then, thank you brother."

"It's okay, just go with it." Xia Yi glanced at Zhang Ziyi, "Well...you still have friends here, then I'll go first."

"good."

Xia Yi came fast and went fast. Zhang Ziyi looked at him from behind and patted Cen Ning's shoulder meaningfully: "Oh, come here to give you a book, who is this?"

Cen Ning knew what she was thinking as soon as she saw Zhang Ziyi's expression, "A senior from the photography agency, don't think about it again."

"I didn't want to be in the wrong. I think people are very accurate." Zhang Ziyi squinted his eyes. "The length is pretty good. Since you don't have a cold with Song Ci, then he is also good."

Cen Ning took the book and patted Zhang Ziyi: "You are here again."

Zhang Ziyi chuckled for a while, and after the ridiculous fuss, she said slowly and seriously: "Ningning, let's fall in love. Others are pretty good too, really."

**

Everyone else is pretty good, she knows it.

But she had met him who was like a moon in the dark night when she was in the darkest and weakest years of youth... His moonlight has guided her, warmed her, and given her confidence and strength.

No one knows how much she likes the moonlight, she is even willing to stay in the night for the light.

But the sky will light up and the moon will disappear.

But her memories and feelings can't change so quickly, even if she has been deliberately forgetting, she still hasn't been able to accept the other light of the day so quickly.

So, wait a little longer...maybe a little longer, she can really ignore it at all.

The next day, Cen Ning went to the photography agency after class.

During the summer vacation, she secretly taught herself some basic knowledge about SLR cameras, so she joined the photography agency without hesitation during the first semester of her freshman year.

After joining the photography agency, she often went to listen to lectures from teachers and often learned how to operate with her seniors. After most of the semester, she made rapid progress, and she liked photography more and more.

"Cen Ning." Xia Yi walked over with the SLR, "How did you do the homework of our agency last time?"

Cen Ning was processing the photos in front of the computer of the photography agency, "Well, it's done."

"So, let me take a look." Xia Yi bent down and took her mouse, pressing down one by one, "This one is good, this one is okay. Um... this one is a bit noisy."

Xia Yi is already a junior. He has been in the photography agency for a long time, and has studied photography since high school, so he is a master in this regard. Cen Ning learned a lot from him. At this time, seeing him evaluate himself, he also hurriedly recorded it seriously.

More than ten minutes later, Xia Yi got up, cleared his throat and said: "It's past five, eh, Cenning, or... or let's go out and finish the meal first, right?"

Cen Ning looked up from the computer: "Huh?"

Xia Yi said unnaturally: "Photos are important, but eating is also important. Let's continue after eating."

Cen Ning paused for a moment, but the phone rang suddenly when he was about to answer. She said "Wait a minute" to Xia Yi and picked up the phone: "Zi Yi, what's the matter?"

"Ningning, Tang Zheng called me just now, saying that everyone will be together at CPlus in the evening." Zhang Ziyi sneered after speaking, "Really, I came back yesterday and called me today. Why, they went there yesterday. We can’t go to the place."

Cen Ning was slightly stiff: "Gather, gather together?"

Zhang Ziyi: "They are all in the same courtyard. Probably everyone will go back. By the way, Tang Zheng pointed out that he wants to take you. You...will go."

Cen Ning was stunned for a moment: "Why do you ask?"

"Oh, I thought you'd better stop seeing words and deeds, but think about it again, it seems that you will see words and deeds when you go home." Zhang Ziyi patted his head, "Tsk, how am I? stupid."

Cen Ning twitched the corners of her mouth, but didn't say anything.

"Anyway, if you want to meet, please meet. Do you know where CPlus is? I'll send you the specific address. It's pretty close. We'll see you in the lobby then, OK."

…After hanging up the phone, Cen Ning turned around and ran into Xia Yi’s inquiring gaze.

Cen Ning remembered what he said about dinner just now, and a little apologized: "I'm sorry, brother, I have an appointment with some friends tonight."

**

At six o'clock in the evening, Cen Ning took a taxi to CPlus.

CPlus is a relatively private entertainment club, where you can eat, drink and have fun, but this is a membership system, so the people who can come are basically the children of the rich.

Cen Ning sent a message to Zhang Ziyi after getting out of the car. Zhang Ziyi was still on the road and said it would take more than ten minutes to arrive.

In this case, Cen Ning could have gone in first, but she obviously didn't have the courage and no one was with her, and she might be at a loss by then.

After all, I haven't seen each other for several years.

After CPlus enters the main entrance, there is a lobby. There are a few sofas and coffee tables in the lobby where you can wait for people. Cen Ning sat down by the window, seemingly quietly fiddling with her mobile phone, but was actually observing the people around her.

The people who come and go are well-dressed and elegant. The alcohol that came out was sultry, sloppy and wanton. Everyone seems to have taken off their masks during the day, doing whatever they want in such an uncontrolled area.

To her, this kind of place is very strange. So she kept her head slightly lowered, trying to minimize her presence.

"Oh, I'm not drunk... hiccups, I'm really not drunk!" Suddenly, the chair she was sitting on was bumped into, Cen Ning was taken aback and turned her head quickly.

And this turn saw a flushed man half hung on the back of her chair.

Cen Ning: "..."

While another man came over to pull the drunk man, he said to Cen Ning insincerely while pulling, "I'm sorry, this man is drunk too much."

"You **** said I drank too much again? Why don't we go in and compare, see who falls first!"

"Rolling, get in the car quickly."

"I won't get in the car." The drunk man gave the man a white look, and then looked at Cen Ning with a grin, "Eh, little beauty, where are you waiting here? Would you like to go in with your brother for a couple of drinks, he has a good drinker? ."

Cen Ning stood up in silence, and took two steps to the side vigilantly.

"Don't go, come on, let's play together, and my brother won't hurt you." Then, the man came up to Lazening's hand, and Cenning's wrist was tightly pinched on the palm of his hand. .

Cen Ning's face flushed with fright, he could struggle a few times but couldn't get rid of it: "You, you let go—"

"Don't be shy, brother is single," the drunk man blinked, trembling with a smile, "Really, I'm not bothered."

The person next to him who had been pulling him was obviously used to him being like this. He pressed his temples and sneered: "You don't tease people, and you can't go back. I don't have so much time to serve you."

The drunk man ignored him at all, and persistently molested Cen Ning: "Little sister, your face is so red, so cute. If you have a boyfriend, it doesn’t matter if you have a boyfriend. Kick him, hehe, what do you think of me? ?"

As he talked, he actually got started, Cen Ning was caught off guard, his cheek was squeezed, and the goose bumps all over his body suddenly rose: "Let go...you don't touch me! Hey, you pull him away!"

The friend of the drunk man shrugged, and when he was about to come forward, he suddenly felt that someone was walking by. He was very fast. Before he could react, he was shocked by the scene in front of him—

The drunk man was pulled away by a man who came up suddenly. I don't know how hard the man was. The drunk man was thrown out by him. After being thrown out, he hit the wooden table two meters away. After a sob, the whole person Rolled softly to the ground.

That appearance is really embarrassing and tragic.

"You, who are you, you!" After the drunk man's friend reacted, he angered the man who appeared suddenly. Naturally, the status of all of them is not low. Now that the friend is thrown on the ground, how face is this face!

The man who started the hand slowly turned around now, his eyes cold to the freezing point.

The drunk boy's friend saw the man in front of him move his mouth slightly, and when he spoke, he was half cold and half sarcasm, and his heart felt cold.

The human said: "Who gave you the courage to touch her?"

The author has something to say: This time I have really grown up and become an adult. I am a freshman and a freshman, so I can talk about love, and it is also the beginning of a slap in the face with words and deeds.

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