If You Want To Flirt, I Will Run Away

Living in the room that Shu Yanqing lent him, Xia Fangxun looked at the ceiling there every day, but never felt that it was home.

Maybe the body is used to living in a certain place, but the nerves still can't react.

Whenever she saw a light on somewhere on the road, she would think that there was a family there, a family.

She will envy and question.

Envy that is a family, question yourself.

Whenever he thinks that he has no family anymore, Xia Fangyu will think about himself and where he is now, how much connection is there in this country and this world?

After Xia Fangzheng lived there, he occasionally thought of his mother, whom he tried to avoid.

Because of Xia Zhilin's severed relationship with her family, her mother never went back to her parents' home once.

At first, her mother may have been desperate, she gave everything to be with Xia Zhilin.

Later, after Xia Zhilin left her, she became ill.

In order to prevent the young Xia Fangzheng from discovering her abnormality, she went to the hospital alone to see a doctor, took medicine alone, and went home to take care of the child. weeping.

At night, Xia Fangxuan woke up in a daze and wanted to go to the bathroom, but found that the light in the living room was still on.

She saw that the mother, who was still smiling during the day, dragged her forehead with both hands, and tears fell on the table down her wrist.

She held a photo tightly in her hand and kept choking and suppressing her voice so that the child would not hear the cry.

It was a family photo of my mother before she gave birth to herself.

Probably, during that time, my mother wanted to go home, maybe she wanted to ask her parents for help, or maybe she wanted to talk to someone.

However, the mother who cut off kinship has been unable to return to her former family.

Now Xia Fangyu and her mother are standing in a very similar place, recalling her mother's back, she undoubtedly felt the same bitterness and helplessness.

She didn't want Qin Rou to become like herself or her mother.

She hopes that Qin Rou can be loved, even for her future retreat. She hopes that Qin Rou can have a place where she can entrust herself to the past, a place to live.

--

Qin Rou looked at the doll bear placed in the room.

This was the only thing she brought from home that had something to do with Qin Chiqing.

This little bear called SHO is Qin Rou's favorite doll.

Since childhood, Qin Chiqing would send her the bear from this doll series on her birthday every year.

She was supposed to have a collection that could fill the room.

But only the original one remained.

When Qin Rou and Qin Chiqing lived together, Qin Chiqing was always working.

Qin Chiqing is an Alpha who is never at home.

Qin Rou felt that her Alpha mother could live in the company, on the plane to Italy, on the train to Toronto, and in a five-star hotel in Paris, but it was definitely impossible to live at home.

This Alpha is always gushing out reasons to talk about his busyness.

Even so, Qin Rou didn't particularly care, because she had already passed the stage of expecting others.

Parents are just disappointed.

Qin Rou summed up this set of rules when she was very young.

Can't expect anything from them.

On her birthday this year, Qin Rou sat alone in front of the dining table for a long time.

She remembered that Qin Chiqing told herself on her birthday last year that this year was special, so she would come back no matter what.

The clock started to sway.

Qin Rou hugged her legs. She had no expectations or excitement. It was a very important day in her life. She didn't feel any emotion or special feeling.

It's just that she looked at the clock a few more times.

Ah, it's six o'clock...

It's seven o'clock...

eight o'clock.

nine o'clock.

… When she opened her eyes helplessly from the sofa, she found that it was already two in the morning the next day.

However, Qin Chiqing has not returned home.

Qin Rou, who just turned 18, did not receive a single blessing from Bai Lingqiu.

This is expected.

However, he did not receive an apology call from Qin Chiqing.

Qin Rou thought that she was not disappointed, she would not be disappointed, but she was still disappointed.

The next afternoon, she received a text message from Qin Chiqing from Brandenburg.

- "Sorry, I can't come back, the meeting here is longer than expected."

- "Happy eighteenth birthday, Xiaorou."

Qin Rou originally felt that she had no hope for something like her mother, but when she saw this blessing, she felt irritated for a moment.

She threw all the SHO dolls that Qin Chiqing gave her every year into the trash, and only the one she got at the beginning was left.

The one that Qin Chiqing gave her at first.

Although she was reluctant to bear this one, Qin Chiqing could be thrown into the trash can by her together with the other bears forever.

--

"Crack."

After hearing that the automatic lock on the door of her house finally rang, Qin Rou recovered from her memory.

She slowly sat down from the bed to the edge of the bed.

After walking to the restaurant with bare feet, she found that the bacon and eggs she said she didn't like just now were gone, and if they weren't in the trash, it meant that Xia Fangxun ate them himself.

In the place where the dinner plate had been placed was a freshly baked ham and lettuce sandwich, covered with a layer of plastic wrap.

As a salesman, it's much better than the first time.

You can imagine the clumsy Alpha doing it all with concentration.

Qin Rou thought about pulling out the chair in front of the table, picked up the sandwich and brought it to her mouth.

The crispy crust of the toast and the lettuce made a nice, crisp sound in her nibble.

Qin Rou lowered her eyes.

"Even if you please me like this, I won't go, as long as I have you, it's enough."

--

On Monday, Chengnan High School's two-day sports meeting arrived as scheduled.

Xia Fangzheng was a member of the medical team and ran around the medical team and the health room from morning to noon.

Everyone on the medical team will wear a yellow armband.

This yellow armband greatly increases the difficulty of their work.

Because this means that everyone on the campus can find them anytime, anywhere and call them.

Xia Fangzheng was still recording supplies until noon, looking for bandages, handing out ice packs...

While she was sitting in the infirmary, taking the bandage box down and filling it, the infirmary teacher came in.

"Xia Fangzheng, it's a shift change, go have lunch."

Xia Fangxuan simply and casually solved the lunch and saw the 400-meter sprint competition when he circled back to the playground.

Qin Rou is standing on the starting line.

At first, Xia Fangyu still wondered if that was Qin Rou.

Because in her impression, it is impossible for Qin Rou to participate in any sports games with her character.

But after a while, she remembered that when she signed up for the sports meeting, Qin Rou missed the registration because she didn't come to school, so she was arranged for a 400-meter run.

She was wearing her school sports uniform now, and her shiny black hair was tied into a ponytail.

In the sun, her fair skin seemed to shine under the sun, which was extraordinarily beautiful.

Xia Fangyu couldn't help but stop and stood by the railing outside the playground and looked at the beautiful girl.

"preparation-"

The starter raised the starting gun in his hand.

"Bang!"

The person standing on the same starting line as Qin Rou ran towards the finish line at once.

Perhaps because she was not used to this kind of exercise, Qin Rou fell behind a bit when she started and became the last one.

Xia Fangyu's palms were sweating.

"…"

Qin Rou bit her lip and ran forward.

Xia Fangyu knew that with Qin Rou's character, she wouldn't care about the outcome of this kind of competition.

However, Qin Rou was still trying to run forward.

I think I'm trying so hard because I think it's too shameless to be the last one...

Xia Fangyu had no way not to think so.

Sure enough, Qin Rou's expression became obviously relaxed when she ran past the person in front, which confirmed Xia Fangzheng's guess.

However, no one wants to be the last in the competition.

So after Qin Rou ran past the penultimate place, the man seemed to have been stimulated by some kind of stimulation, but instead stepped up and chased Qin Rou.

Some of the contestants in Rou Qin's group were actually members of the school's track and field team, so almost everyone in the front echelon had finished half of the track, while the others were far away from the bottom one or two. a long distance.

The penultimate place Qin Rou just surpassed started a fierce struggle that was visible to the naked eye, and no one let anyone else.

Xia Fangyu felt a little helpless and wanted to laugh.

Qin Rou began to adjust her breathing, but her expression became more and more unhappy.

Xia Fangyu felt that she should be thinking: Why do I have to fight my life here?

Looking at Qin Rou, Xia Fangyu had to deny that the kitten worked hard.

Although it is the second to last, it is also the second to last with a high gold content.

"Come on." Xia Fangyu whispered.

If Qin Rou can finish the run, she will give Qin Rou a reward for her hard work.

Xia Fangyu turned around and walked to the vending machine beside the playground, bought a bottle of sports drink and planned to give it to Qin Rou, and let her praise her after she finished running.

She just put a note into the vending machine.

-what! fall down!

"It looks so painful..."

The moment the drink fell, the cheering and shouting outside the court turned into sighs and exclamations, and Xia Fangxun quickly turned to look at the arena.

Qin Rou seemed to have tripped over her competitor's mistake, and the two fell to the ground together.

Qin Rou endured and hugged her knees.

Xia Fangyu ran towards the playground without even taking the drinks and change in the vending machine.

She is a member of the medical team for the games, and she can enter and leave the playground freely as long as she wears the yellow armband of the medical team.

"How are you?"

A boy with a yellow armband like Xia Fangxuan asked Qin Rou softly.

Xia Fangyu sprinted over, and his breathing hadn't been adjusted yet.

Before she could adjust her breathing, she stopped the boy from trying to touch Qin Rou's hand.

"Go and see that injured classmate over there." Her tone was unmistakable, a little bit of an order.

The boy turned his head in displeasure, and just wanted to ask Xia Fangyu why, but Xia Fangyu's face undoubtedly had a sense of existence that made him unable to ask such words.

He quickly walked over to the other person, "Oh."

Xia Fangyu squatted in front of Qin Rou, and asked formulaically as if nothing happened yesterday, "Where does it hurt?"

"Take me to the infirmary," Qin Rou grabbed the hem of her clothes, sweat oozing from her forehead as if she was trying to endure the pain, "Xia Fangyu..."