I’m a Director, I’m Not Bad

  Chapter 215 213. Ten thousand years is too long, seize the day

   "Dani, thank you for sending people to the place."

   "It's okay, Brother Xu, let's go then."

   "Well, let's go."

  Waved at the commercial vehicle, the car drove straight into the night.

  Xu Xin scratched his head with some headaches as he looked at a Ferrari and a Phaeton beside his house.

   blocked the road again.

  In fact, Yanjing’s alleys are good everywhere, but parking is too difficult.

   I don’t know if I will be complained by my neighbors…

   With a drunken shake, he headed home shaking his head.

   When he walked back to the bedroom, he immediately saw his girlfriend, who was half leaning on the bed, looking at him with a script in his hand. There is also a pair of rimless glasses over the eyes.

  It seems... There is a kind of intellectual beauty that makes people restless.

  He waved his hand and walked into the bathroom.

   After taking a shower, my head became even more dizzy.

   But it’s okay, there won’t be a hangover, and the basic consciousness is still there.

   came out and asked:

   "How's the script?"

  As he asked, he fell on the bed in a daze.

   Severe dizziness.

  Red wine and whiskey have a lot of stamina.

  Hearing this, Yang Mi subconsciously wanted to take off her glasses and turn off the lights, but just as she moved, Xu Xin held her hand:

   "I won't pick it up."

   "...I've already drank like this, do you still have the mind to think about something else?"

   She looked joking.

  But Xu Xin didn't respond.

  Just arched under the quilt, wrapped around her waist, and put her face on her belly to absorb the vague fragrance.

  Yang Mi also put down the script, put her hand on her fiancé's hair, and said softly:

   "I probably took a look at the whole story, and found that Tang's heart is dark enough."

"how?"

"The most touching part of the story is the Solanum nigrum at the end where the sword is sacrificed. The buttocks are crooked... In terms of the charm of the characters, Xuejian and Zixuan are actually no different from a tool person. Great love and great love are all in the dragon Aoi here... is really to die for!"

   "Well... let me see..."

   "Lie down, you."

   Seeing that he was about to get up, Yang Mi quickly suppressed him and said wordlessly:

"What do you want to watch after drinking like this? ... But it's okay, I just watched their recent interviews. These people seem to have never played fairy sword, and they just acted it as a story. Then I don't worry, I But the loyal Xue Jian faction. The eldest lady's character can basically be handled well, don't worry."

   "Have you decided to act?"

  Feeling the softness between his girlfriend's waist and abdomen, Xu Xin muttered.

  Yang Mi sneered:

   "It's okay if you don't act, what if you offend the Tang people?"

  Xu Xin, who was about to scrape his girlfriend's soft waist with beard stubble, gave a pause.

   let go of the arms around her waist, and sat up straight unsteadily.

   Leaning on the head of the bed, he looked at his girlfriend who didn't take off his glasses, but still didn't turn his head, but stared straight at the TV that wasn't even turned on, as if there was some good show on it...

  The pursed mouth has already proved that she is not in a good mood at the moment.

"Angry?"

   "No."

   "Really not?"

   "Really not."

  Xu Xinxin said that I believe you are a ghost.

  We've been together for more than two years, and it's not like we haven't had any fights. How can I not know what you are doing when you are angry?

  So, he stood up unsteadily and said:

   "Thirsty, drink some tea with me to hangover."

  Yang Mi didn't refuse this time, but just took out a pair of sports pants from the closet and threw them to him, then walked out on her own.

  By the time Xu Xin came out, she had already sat in front of the tea table and started boiling water.

  Xu Xin turned on the TV, tuned to the fifth set, and lit another cigarette with the sound of the TV.

  Yang Mi didn't speak the whole time, just quietly watching her boyfriend doing these operations there.

   She hadn't forgotten to turn on the air purifier when she saw the smoke ignite.

  Amidst the "buzzing" startup sound, Xu Xin's voice also sounded:

   "Actually, even if Tangren didn't come to you again, I still think you should act in "Sword of Heaven"."

"…Why?"

   “On the one hand is intuition.”

  Hearing this, Yang Mi frowned.

  If someone else said this to herself, she would probably scoff.

  Bullshit intuition.

   Nonsense.

  But the intuition of the boyfriend is a little different.

   We have been together for more than two years, big and small things...not to mention, it's really accurate.

  So, her attitude became a little more "correct" and asked:

   "What intuition?"

   "I just feel that you are very suitable for this drama. This is the first reason. The second reason is... I think it is necessary for the two of us to start planning our careers."

   These words made Yang Mi a little dazed:

   "Haven't we been making business plans?"

   "I mean the family aspect."

   "..."

   In one word, the dissatisfaction in Yang Mi's eyes began to dissipate slowly.

  Replaced by an extremely cautious look, looking at her boyfriend, she asked:

   "What do you mean? Tell me what you think."

   "Pfft...it's actually very simple. Director Zhang's "The Love of Terracotta Warriors", you know?"

   "I know. Didn't you say that Director Zhang told you that the reason for accepting the scene at the beginning was actually to be able to spend more time with Sister Gong Li."

"Well, in fact, I have never been embarrassed, and I didn't dare to ask Director Zhang...Although I can see that he and Sister Gong Li are in the past now. But I still can't figure out why these two people are not together. Look..."

  He began to count down his fingers:

   "One, Director Zhang is very good, isn't he?"

"Um."

   "Second, Sister Gong Li is also very good, isn't she?"

"right."

   "Didn't you find out, let's not talk about artistic achievements, we are exactly the same as Director Zhang and Sister Gong Li."

   "...Yes, you are the director and I am the actor."

"Yes, logically speaking, it should be a good fit, right? Even, let's not mention anything else, let's talk about the script of "The Wind". What about Director Zhang and Sister Gong Li? They say that Sister Gong Li is Director Zhang's muse."

"Um."

   "You're mine too...even if I'm not famous yet."

   Ignoring those rumors of fame and fortune, she just nodded:

   "Well, then what? What do you want to say?"

"What I want to say is, the two of us... it's better not to be like Director Zhang and Sister Gong Li. Of course, I'm not saying that you can't be in my movie, or that I will never be in your movie or something...I mean , if we are both too strong, then maybe the final ending will be Director Zhang and Sister Gong Li, understand?

  The love between the two must be happy and full of happy memories. However, when both of them entered their peak period, they began to get together less and leave more. Sister Gong Li didn't think this would work, so she asked Director Zhang for a promise.

  But Director Zhang believes that it is just a piece of paper proof, which cannot prove love, nor can it represent anything. As a result, the two drifted apart...Of course, I'm not saying that the two of us will become like this, what I mean is...Your ambition is actually more serious than mine. "

   "..."

  A passage made Yang Mi purse her lips instinctively.

  No rebuttal at all.

   There is no need to refute.

  Because the two are the closest people to each other, they are soulmates.

   What's more, they are both engaged, and no one needs to hide it from anyone.

   Talking... From the very beginning, he knew his long-cherished wish to be a big star.

  So, she just nodded and signaled Xu Xin to continue.

"In fact, our two pursuits are different in essence. Do you understand what I mean? Let's put aside any artistic achievements and let's talk about it objectively. First of all, in terms of family of origin factors, you have to admit that celebrities, artists and directors They really don’t make as much money as “my family”, right?”

"Um."

"So, you see, in terms of objective fact, I don't care about remuneration when making movies, I only care about interest. Making money is of course better, but I can accept without making money. The reason is because my family has money, right? ? Without movies, without making movies, without artistic pursuits, I can live very well, right?"

"Um."

"And you? From an objective point of view, you need to change from a small actor to a small celebrity, and then become a household name, popular in half the sky, and the final goal is the number one throne, right? First-line big names, go Wherever you go, you must have a good status in the world, everyone must give face, have works, popularity, face, and become a big star... These are your pursuits."

"right."

   "And the last objective fact is that in this era, just being an actor, a pure actor, we can't be in that position, right?"

"That's for sure. Actors are fine. Actresses have too many things to measure their status. Movie box office, appeal, acting skills, resources, popularity, appearance, and even down to endorsements and advertisements. There are too many .”

   "So you see, our first fork in the road came out."

   Speaking of which, the kettle was turned on.

  Yang Mi was thinking about her boyfriend's words, but didn't notice.

  Xu Xin wanted to make tea by himself.

   As a result, before he put his hand on the handle of the kettle, he was slapped away by the opponent:

   "Stupid you, that's the spout. What do you do if it's too hot~"

   "..."

  Xu Xinxin said that I'm not stupid, I was going to take the handle of the pot, but the spout was facing me, and I didn't have to touch it.

  But the love in these words made him feel happy, and he narrowed his eyes with a smile.

   Looking at his proud appearance, Yang Mi shook her head helplessly, and the anger in her heart was almost dissipated:

   "You continue to talk."

   Start making tea while talking.

  Xu Xin nodded:

"Well, so my point is very simple, I define your career as an actor, understand? Because I define myself as a director. I want to make... films that I like, and then pursue artistic recognition. And from this At one point, I firmly believe that you are my muse..."

   "My acting skills are not as good as sister Gong Li."

"But you're still growing, aren't you? I'm not someone who can just make a movie and win the Oscars and the Big Three. Don't we both have to grow? As husband and wife, the process of working together to move forward is actually more wonderful than the result. Isn't it?"

  Hearing the definition of "husband and wife", Yang Mi's ears turned red.

   responded:

"Um…"

   "So you see, my definition of you is a very traditional actor. What I ask of you, and what I ask of our family, is to pursue the definition of film art. Kind of old-school filmmaker, right?"

"Um."

   "But the problem is that I can't help you become the first."

   "..."

  Yang Mi, who had just picked up the justice cup and planned to pour tea for her fiancé, was taken aback for a moment...

"Look, including "The Unspoken Secret", how did you become popular, how did you become so popular in Japan, including how you became popular last year..."The Unspeakable Secret" just provides a starting point, It’s not that I’m in charge of everything.”

"Well…"

  Amidst Yang Mi's astonishment, Xu Xin spread out his hands, with a helpless expression on his face:

"If you ask me to help you with hype, what promotion, what competition for resources, etc., I don't understand. What I can do is to make a good movie, and then let the audience recognize me. works and roles. This is the responsibility of the director, and the responsibility of the future husband. But about how you can become the front line, how many resources you have, what status and so on... I have the most, I am your dog-headed military advisor..."

   "Poof..."

  Listening to this adjective, Yang Mi spewed out a mouthful of tea.

   "Cough cough cough cough...you..."

  She was speechless.

   Xu Xin slapped his face, but also remained speechless.

   I don't dislike being dirty.

   just a little hot...

   "Do you say that about yourself? Return to the dog-headed military division? Direct military division can't do it?"

   "Anyway, that's probably what it means."

  Xu Xin reluctantly picked up the cup.

"Commercial matters, first, I don't understand. Second, as I said just now, our family doesn't have money, so I don't need to understand, do you understand? Including the time I was with them just now. Watching movies and chatting in the house, Jay’s words are basically the same as what I know. It’s better to be pure in artistic creation. Therefore, this is the path I choose, and the path I choose can only let you as an "actor" …succeeding with me, but it doesn’t make you a… what… just A-lister, get it?”

   "Understood, you don't know this, I know."

  Yang Mi already understood the meaning of her future husband's words, and continued to ask:

   "So, what you mean is very simple, that is, you have to do the things about the movie. But I have to do the business things by myself?"

   "And our father."

   "We..."

   After being stunned by this address, she realized who it was, and she was even more speechless:

   "If you want to shout, you have to call dad, it's so stupid to call dad."

   "...Hehehe, the old man must be happy to hear what you said."

  Xu Xin was also happy.

"But that's what it means anyway. I've never been a business person since I was a child, and I know that. People spend ten yuan on things, but I might spend fifteen or twenty. A four-wheel drive only costs 20 yuan, but the boss asked me for 30 yuan, and I gave 30 yuan...I feel embarrassed to bargain. Including the tens of millions I invested for Sister Mo, even though I only know how to make money, the money is still there. I haven't seen it anywhere...I don't have the talent to cross the sea, you understand?"

"Understand."

   She knows how soft a lover's heart is.

"But brother, you have a very accurate grasp of people's hearts. This is better than anyone I have ever seen or known. You have the kind of ability to satisfy everyone, and everyone can walk under the rules you set. This kind of skill. Whether it’s the Olympic Games, you coordinated from top to bottom, or you mediated with Sister Gong Li, Zhang Weiping, and Director Zhang during the "Golden Armor"...you are very talented in this area..."

   Unable to listen to her boyfriend's self-deprecating definition of herself, she shook her head:

   "This trait is the most powerful I have ever seen."

   "That's why Director Zhang Wu wants me to go another way..."

"Well…"

  Yang Mi was stunned.

   Apparently, she's hearing for the first time...

   Then Xu Xin waved his hand:

"You went shopping in the afternoon. When we were sitting there chatting, I told them about it. I actually wanted to tell you first, but I went to bed when I came back yesterday... Until now, we have been quiet Calm down. So I'm going to tell you about my plan for myself...it's also the plan that Director Zhang Wu made for me. It's very simple. After finishing my undergraduate studies, I will take the postgraduate entrance examination, take the doctoral examination, and stay in school to teach. Then I will go another way .”

   "...do you mean to..."

  Yang Mi looked at Xu Xin in astonishment, and pointed up.

  Xu Xin nodded:

"Yes, originally, Director Zhang meant to ask me if I would go through a special procedure and join his art troupe. But we chatted for a while...Theatrical performances, large-scale programs, etc., are not strictly speaking my pursuits. I still want to be more free on the road of pursuing art. I will definitely join, but at most it can only be regarded as a resume, and the upper limit is limited in the system of Director Zhang.

  So, our school is a very good platform... I also asked Mr. Yu, and there will be no problem after finishing the graduate degree. After all, qualifications are here, so there is no difficulty. If nothing goes wrong with the ceiling at the end, you should be able to go to the department... Not to mention, the Olympic qualifications can be seen now, which is really amazing. "

   "...Have you asked Director Zhang?"

"I've asked, and Director Zhang also thinks it's appropriate. After all, in terms of the faction, I have already been labeled as the Northwest faction with roots in Zhengmiaohong. And if we take this step by step, maybe ten or twenty years later, Thirty years later, you can see your husband on TV every day...hahahahaha..."

   Speaking of this, Xu Xin couldn't help laughing.

   Then he waved his hand:

"It's far away, what I'm telling you is that you want me to be a waver in the ups and downs of the business world. In this regard, I don't have much talent. But on the road I chose, relying on the Olympics, my starting point is still ...not bad.

  Including Director Zhang also chatted with me a lot, so this is my career plan and intention, understand? Go up step by step. After all... our family really has no shortage of money, right? And our plan here is to "separate", understand? "

  Xu Xin made an "X" appearance.

  Yang Mi understood.

   I don't mean to really separate, but to walk on two paths.

   Suitable people, do suitable things.

  Thinking of this, she couldn't help asking:

   "Then don't you have to go to meetings and seminars every day in the future?"

   "No, I definitely shouldn't talk to "you" about work. After all, it's inconvenient. The main work is movies, and other things are not suitable for talking and reflecting here."

  Xu Xin meant something.

  Know everything.

  After hearing this, Yang Mi nodded:

   "Understood... You made a plan, so you let me act, right?"

"Yes. After the contract is over, we will come out on our own. Only then will the cruelty of the entertainment industry be truly felt by us. You are an actor, and you have to fight for roles. You are a star, and you have to fight for coffee spots, endorsements, You are a company, and you have to fight for resources. Only in this way can you feed your people and grow stronger...

  All I can do is to be your umbrella, but how will your career and hard work grow under the umbrella...don’t you have to take it step by step? But now it’s still not going well, and suddenly it is possible to offend a Tang person, no matter how you look at it, it’s not worthwhile, right? I'm not afraid, but my intuition is there too. I really think this drama is quite suitable for you, it can be popular! "

   Speaking of this, basically all the grievances in Yang Mi's heart have been said.

   She understands the truth.

   Or understand from the beginning, but...

   "But I still want to accompany you...but I know what you said is right. Besides, I'm also quite scared, really. You said that if I get old and not beautiful..."

   "Why? Afraid I don't want you?"

  Xu Xin smiled, picked up the teacup and said to himself:

   "It's better not to get divorced if you go the other way, do you know why?"

"Why?"

  After she asked her doubts, she saw a kind of affectionate attachment in her fiancé's smiling eyes.

  Let her be intoxicated affectionately.

  Too intoxicated.

"Because that will make the leader's perception of you biased. Sometimes a cognitive bias, the road will come to an end. So...Although I also know that there are many things in this world, such as discord between the face and the heart, or what to do. But... I can't think of any words or promises to express my heart. You can treat this as a shackle, okay? After receiving that marriage certificate, we will never be separated in this life. Because of the Already in chains..."

  Maybe it was because of drunkenness?

  At this moment, in Yang Mi's eyes, his affectionate eyes were shining brightly.

  It was so bright that it made me feel that...emotion that I haven't seen for a long, long time.

  Me, what can I do?

  With this feeling of inferiority complex, he blurted out a sentence:

   "I will love you ten thousand years!"

   "..."

  Who knows, Xu Xin was stunned when he heard this, and then suddenly laughed:

   "Ha~!"

   "...?"

   After saying that sentence, the girl whose face was already blushing was suddenly speechless:

   "What are you laughing at?...I...Really, I will love you for ten thousand years!"

  Speaking, she stood up from the large mahogany chair, leaned over and grabbed Xu Xin's left hand with the ring-wearing left hand.

   Under the "Z" cross, finally, two hands with silver rings held together.

  At the same time, her eyes were full of determination:

"I promise!"

  Xu Xin nodded.

   He held her catkin with his backhand.

   responded to her promise with eyes of the same expression:

   "Ten thousand years is too long, sister, I only seize the day."

   "...then go!"

   "Why go?"

  Xu Xin was taken aback.

  But the girl stood up straight away, pointing to the bedroom:

   "I don't know how long the day and night are, but... a spring night is worth a thousand dollars. Let's go, let's take care of your performance tonight! I will serve you a big one!"

   “…I haven’t finished my tea yet.”

   "Is the tea good or am I having fun?"

  Yang Mi tilted her head, with "doubt" on her face.

  Xu Xin put down his teacup and stood up.

   "You are fun, you are the most fun, you are so fun!"

   "Hee hee~"

  Standing where she was, waiting for her fiancé to hold her hand, she led the drunken man behind her and walked quickly towards the bedroom.

  Some things are actually like this.

   Once you say it, you will understand.

  She understood what her fiancé meant.

   Indeed, I have a strong sense of professionalism. Because she doesn't just want to be "red" and to be remembered. What she wanted more was to actually be on top, to be the best of the bunch at the poker table.

   Even thinking that sometimes a look in my eyes can make an actor shudder, or that a single sentence can decide an actor's life or death.

  Wherever you walk, you can become the focus, and everyone can nod and bow and shout:

   "Sister Mi."

   She was so excited that she was shaking.

  The feeling of being ignored and neglected at the Xiangjiang Asian Film Festival...

   That uncontrollable manic rage...

  Although I haven't told anyone.

   It doesn't matter if you say she is small-minded or small-minded.

  But in her life, she doesn't want to experience it a second time.

  The kind of people who can only lean aside silently, watching the group of so-called big guys walk into the elevator one by one, and even look down on people with a group of cats and dogs who dare to look higher than the top just because of the glory of the master...

   Absolutely, don't go through it a second time!

  So, she wants to fly, she wants to fly.

   Fly to a higher place, overlooking the scenery of the world.

   But the only thing she cares about and worries about, and what makes her difficult to choose, is her love for the man in front of her.

but now…

  She has shed all the baggage.

  He understands me and supports me.

enough.

Thank you,

my sweetheart.

  In this life...

  Your Majesty has lived up to me,

  I live up to you.

   After thinking about it, let me just say that I am just planning the route, not turning it into an official text. That's why it says in the book that you understand everything. The scale is definitely no problem, and this paragraph must also be explained, otherwise the plot will not be clear in the future. So please rest assured that this book is just for entertainment, there will be no such plots, or just a passing mention. That's it.

  (end of this chapter)