I’m Cooking the Behemoth in the Primitive World

This is special, Guo Zian has become an excellent child among others.

With strong hands-on ability, Guo Zian got rid of his aunt early and lived alone at home. Excellent grades let the family rest assured and no longer control everything. And the precocious personality made Guo Zian own a small treasury when he was very young, and his parents were relieved to spend more pocket money on him.

Guo Zi'an doesn't have too much trouble with the money issue.

But money cannot make Guo Zian a normal child.

He grew up like the most ordinary child, watching his parents arguing, seeing the ugly faces of the world, feeling the malice of the world a little bit, discovering movies, novels, and comics, and escaping into the second dimension a little bit.

When Guo Zian was in junior high school, he was a cheerful, confident, enthusiastic and innocent person who wanted to share his thoughts with friends and parents.

But his sharing became a joke for his parents after dinner. His excessive talk made his friends feel pressured, and his friends gradually did not dare to talk to him anymore. It's just that no friend told him at that time that there are differences between people. What others can do does not mean that he can do the same. Talking too much will make friends uncomfortable. No one wants to understand his life, his past, his grievances.

Later, Guo Zian learned to be silent.

Fearing that he would be hurt again, he gradually moved away from the crowd, and closed himself in the second dimension.

Being closed has become a habit, and Guo Zian can no longer accept enthusiasm.

When he met Ye Feimiao's friend, who was like his own friend, Guo Zian was both upset and afraid of hurting Ye Feimiao's heart.

"..." Bai Shanjun frowned slightly when he heard it, "Don't worry, he's used to it."

"Isn't it uncomfortable to get used to it?" Guo Zian asked back.

Bai Shanjun couldn't refute Guo Zian's words, but... Bai Shanjun sighed, "You are uncomfortable."

Since there is always someone who is uncomfortable, why do you have to feel uncomfortable?

Guo Zian bowed his head.

That's why he didn't refute when Bai Shanjun said that he wanted to throw Ye Feimiao out.

Bai Shanjun made a decision in his heart. He asked, "Is your world like this?"

"Yeah." Guo Zi'an sighed slightly, "We have a noun called social death."

Being in society, enjoying the convenience brought by society, is also naturally restricted by society. Many things that are thought to be indistinguishable are actually very different.

Guo Zi'an tried to ignore the rules of society, but fell terribly.

When his parents passed away during the college entrance examination, he was unhappy and could not concentrate on the exam. The grades are naturally very bad. The teachers all persuaded him to repeat, but Guo Zian couldn't accept the reality, and fled away from that place to find a specialist to live his life.

He thinks that a diploma is just a piece of paper, wherever he is capable he can eat.

Eating can indeed be done, but there is a big gap between where to eat and what to eat.

Junior colleges and undergraduates are missing a word, but they are the threshold for many jobs.

Junior colleges are not bad, but undergraduates can easily have an interview opportunity and can choose among multiple interviews. Specialties need more effort, fame, relationships, and works to get the same interview opportunity.

Entering the workplace, undergraduates can hear the welcome and can integrate into the group harmoniously and naturally. Specialist subjects need to work harder and have more courage. Especially when facing the personnel department talking about salary, facing the boss talking about promotion, the difference in this word makes it much more difficult.

Guo Zian had to admit. Modern society says that everyone is equal, but it is still a hierarchical society.

Undergraduate is better than junior college. It is better to have money than no money. Being handsome is more favorable than ordinary appearance. Students with good grades will always get more smiling faces than students with poor grades.

If you think there is no difference, you can try to raise it to a higher level.

Step up to a higher level, you will find that the world will become wider.

And social death is even more terrifying. If you do something that is not allowed by society, the whole world will spurn yourself and target yourself. The Internet makes people have nowhere to escape, and they are pointed and pointed wherever they go.

It was precisely because Guo Zi'an couldn't stand such a layered, hierarchical society, that he chose to escape.

"Tell me so much, do you want to leave?" Bai Shanjun realized that Guo Zian was too frank tonight.

"I..." Guo Zian did have such an idea.

This is not the Internet age, and there are no high-tech products to record his life. He can talk nonsense, then turn his head and say that he hasn't said it. Carrying the tent away from it a little further, it means never seeing each other for a lifetime.

Seeing that Guo Zi'an had said so much, he simply said more, "I don't want to make you unhappy."

Bai Shanjun tonight really scared him.

He was so happy at first, but the next moment he found that everyone around him was silently away from him. That feeling made him more and more not want to contact with humans, just want to find an island without humans to live.

"I'm sorry." Bai Shan didn't expect to apologize so quickly.

Guo Zian shook his head, "It's my fault."

His friends once avoided him and stayed away from him because he sent too many messages, talked too much, complained too much, and shared too much.

Guo Zi'an has passed the age of talking and sharing. It's just that in front of Bai Shanjun, he can't help but indulge a little. I wanted to show my true self, so I couldn't help but say a little bit more.

The wind blew the tips of Guo Zian's hair, gently holding up the slightly long hair. The hair is slightly messy, but it makes Guo Zian's face even more harmless.

Those eyes met Baishan, and Baishan thought for a moment that he had encountered a brown deer in the forest.

Warm and quiet, you will run away if you are slightly disturbed.

Baishan couldn't help being close to Guo Zian, feeling the breath of Guo Zian's close at hand, and only then could he have a sense of security of Guo Zian by his side.

There is a small strand of hair on the top of Guo Zi'an's head that was blown up by the wind, and the hair stood up, swaying in the wind, like stubborn grass.

Bai Shanjun stretched out his hand to smooth it, touched the strand of hair with his fingertips, then put it down, and changed the hair from Guo Zi'an's ear to the back of his ear.

"It's not because of you." Bai Shanjun's voice became much softer, for fear that the sound was too loud and the vertical strands of hair would be bent.

Guo Zi'an didn't speak, but looked up at Bai Shanjun, with unbelief in his eyes.

"I don't want you to live that far." Bai Shanjun looked away, worried that Guo Zian would find the love in his eyes.

Guo Zian was attracted by the tail behind Bai Shanjun.

The tail swayed from left to right, awkward, like a big girl who was twitching to meet her lover.

One left and one right, slightly drooping, and awkward, one left and right. Guo Zi'an's eyes moved back and forth with the tail.

Bai Shan didn't wait to answer, and looked at Guo Zian from the corner of his eye, only to find that Guo Zian's attention was attracted by other things. He followed Guo Zian's gaze and looked at it, but it was his tail with nowhere to put it.

Bai Shanjun grabbed the awkward girl and pressed it to her leg.

Seeing the immovable tail, Guo Zi'an was still a little sad, and wanted to say: Let go and let him come.

Without looking at the tail, Guo Zian had to answer Bai Shanjun’s words, “If it’s just with you, we can be neighbors.”

He rejected Li Yanhuo, and felt that Ye Feimiao's character was too enthusiastic, and he was at an inexplicable distance from the original Jin Yu, but he got along well with Baishan. The distance he chose was to guard against night flies. If Bai Shanjun lives next door, Guo Zian thinks he can accept it.

It turned out to be just a neighbor. Baishan was a little uncomfortable.

However, Bai Shanjun felt a little easier to accept compared to the unknowable distance. At least they were getting close to each other a little bit.

Bai Shanjun was afraid that Guo Zian would repent, and immediately nodded, "Okay."

Guo Zi'an exhaled heavily and looked at Bai Shanjun, "I am very happy that you can listen to me."

"As long as you want, I can always listen." Bai Shanjun was also very happy. Guo Zian was willing to tell him so many things, and he felt like he was finally recognized by Guo Zian.

Bai Shanjun added: "I only listen to you."

In a very ordinary sentence, Guo Zian's heart was filled with warmth.

When he was excluded by his friends before, Guo Zi'an would wonder why others could be so unscrupulous, but he was also disliked in this way. Now that Baishan cares about it, Guo Zian really understands that it is good to have differences between people.

If Bai Shanjun was so serious and patient with Ye Feimiao, Guo Zian would not be able to experience the special warmth in Bai Shanjun.

He would selfishly hope that after Bai Shanjun treats him well, he shouldn't be so good to Ye Feimiao.

He selfishly thought that Bai Shanjun was only so special to him.

The two of them sat on the rock, looking at the moon in the wind, and did not return to the cave until one o'clock in the morning.

Guo Zian wanted to go back to the tent to sleep alone.

Bai Shanjun asked curiously if he could take a look inside the tent.

It's okay to look at nature. But he didn't know what was going on, Guo Zi'an, who had been blowing in the evening breeze for a long time, had his brain twitched, and said in a ghostly manner, "Let you see it when you become a beast."

Bai Shanjun was quite proud of his animal form, and he agreed at once, and Guo Zi'an didn't even have time to regret it.

When Guo Zian and the big tiger stayed in the tent, everything was too late.

The tent is so narrow that only two people can sleep. Baishan is in the shape of a tiger, and one can only support two people. It was the night when Guo Zian didn't turn on the flashlight, and he was crowded in the dark tent alone. It felt like that.

It's rare for Bai Dahu to be so close to Guo Zian, and he is so happy.

The tail swayed uncontrollably, slapping the tent.

Hearing the sound, Bai Dahu hurriedly pressed his tail with the claw pad. But the material of the tent is not strong, and Bai Dahu dare not use force. This gave the tail a little bit of leeway, and continued to slap the tent there.

Guo Zi'an didn't want his tent to be broken, so he caught the tail.

In Guo Zian's hands, the tail was immediately obedient.

But Bai Dahu's heart beat faster and thumped, which seemed to be more violent than when his tail hit the tent.

Guo Zi'an held Bai Dahu's tail, and the fluffy feeling on his palm reminded him of the comfort of lying on Bai Dahu's belly last night. At this moment, isn't the timing just right?

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