I’m Crashing and Shooting Crash Three

When Fu Hua was reminiscing, Xiao Chen asked, "Then...have you changed your destiny?"

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436【Please】accept everything from me

"I... don't know." Fu Hua hesitated and said a little confused.

"Don't know?" Xiao Chen asked back.

"Well, she just told me to change my destiny, but she didn't tell me what my destiny would be like." Fu Hua said, "So I don't know if I changed my destiny according to her expectations."

"Oh." Xiao Chen nodded, and suddenly asked an unreasonable question, "Then are you happy now?"

"Happiness...?" Fu Hua asked strangely, "Why do you ask that?"

"Since she wants you to change your destiny, it proves that you are not happy in the destiny she sees. If you are happy now, it means she succeeded." Xiao Chen said softly.

"...What you said makes sense." Fu Hua nodded and said, "But I can't give you an answer to your question."

"I have been fulfilling my agreement with everyone to protect this continent of China from collapse. Regarding happiness... I am not very clear." Fu Hua said.

"Then do you hate Guardian Shenzhou?" Xiao Chen continued to ask.

"This is the place where my friends and I hold memories. I don't hate it," Fu Hua said.

"Then do you hate your seven disciples?"

"They are very diligent in practicing and usually complete tasks according to my instructions. I don't hate them."

"So are you dissatisfied with the current situation?"

"No…"

"Since you don't hate your current life and are not dissatisfied with the current situation, I think you should be happy." Xiao Chen said.

"I'm... very happy?" Fu Hua pointed at himself and said.

"Well, you are living a very happy life. Judging from the current situation, you are living a very happy life. Although you have countless burdens and tragic experiences in the past, none of these can stop you from pursuing your own happiness." Xiao Chen was very serious. 's mouth said.

“…”

"I know." Fu Hua nodded and suddenly froze when Xiao Chen grabbed his hand.

Didn't you come here to check on Xiao Chen's situation?

I was originally wary of Xiao Chen to see if he would help Tianming, but now he is giving me psychological counseling?

Am I using Yuduchen, or are you using Yuduchen?

Why does it feel like it's the other way around...

"Cough cough cough one by one"

"I almost forgot about my business because I was interrupted by you. I came here to ask you what you think." Before Fu Hua could finish his sentence, Xiao Chen interrupted.

"I can."

"...What can you do?" Fu Hua said with black lines on his head.

"What are you asking? I can do whatever you ask."

"I want to ask you if you want to help Tianming attack China." Fu Hua stood up and said, "Since you answered in the affirmative, you are my enemy."

Xiao Chen fell directly to the ground after hearing this and said: "Thanks to you, you actually activated Yu Duchen to make me unable to fight. Gu! Just kill me! Even if you can get my people, you can't get me." heart!"

"There are too many flaws. I don't know where to start complaining." Fu Hua shook his head and said: "Okay, stop playing tricks and get up from the bed. I know you don't want to help Tianming. That's enough. .”

…

On the other side, Xiao Chen is trying to fully accept Aponya's precepts.

"I am the third of the Thirteen Heroes of Chasing Fire - Aponya, and I bear the inscription of "Commandments". "

"The invisible thread tightly binds the fate of everyone. It guides life and is born in crying; it gently holds the soul and returns in silence. The end is determined, just as I see it See; the prison has been made, and I am trapped in it.”

Xiao Chen opened his eyes and subconsciously thought about the second half.

"You are a devout listener in the darkness. Half trapped in the shadows, half in the light. Living in the "twilight" world where evil is rampant, she is struggling to protect the weak creatures in it, just like a glimmer of light in the gray world . However, the intense protection turned into a prison, and the utmost concern turned into poison. "

"Everything you guarded was eventually burned in your hands and turned into a dark cage, shackling you inside. In the unfamiliar darkness, you still clung to the persistence of the past, using yourself as a candle in hopes of getting a ray of light. . Just because you can see the thread of fate."

"The tangled threads pull life, bind the future, and mark every moment very clearly. You set the rules with "commandments", but fate always reverses in unpredictable moments: you use your whole life's efforts Shake the silk thread, which is as light as flying catkins, but the more it is tangled, the tighter it becomes, and the more it is plucked, the more messy it becomes. "

"Under the bones piled up by countless defeats, you finally realize that fate cannot be changed or replaced. And you cannot illuminate anyone. Fate is intertwined and turned into a cage, only to trap you in it. Now, the thread of fate is about to be pulled out, and you are quietly waiting for the final judgment and your end."

Aponya stood in front of Xiao Chen's cross as he usually prayed, and said: "Please take away this commandment and this power one by one."

The true power of precepts is to influence and even catalyze the consciousness and body of the recipients in compliance with their subconscious "wish".

Because of this power, Aponya had more influence than the Thousand Tribulations before the Fire Chasing Moth had done a lot of things.

Aponia once tried to take away the memories of the Fire Chaser from all those who knew about it because she felt that people knew knowledge that should not be pried into. As a result, she was unable to fill the holes in their memories. In order to increase more hope, at the request of a woman, she completely fabricated her mind into "another Alicia".

In order to keep six hundred members alive, he once stored their thoughts in one person's body at the same time, which led to nearly forty vicious incidents; he also copied the personality of the Eighth Herrscher when he was at a loss... Apponia performed a total of four hundred and ten similar incidents...

It's a shame that the Fire Chaser Moth didn't fire her.

The things Aponya wants to do are basically good things, and they all want to change people's destiny, but they will all end up messed up in the end.

Nothing can be done.

In people's minds, Aponya is like a person who stays in dark corners all day long, manipulating various conspiracies.

Having this power and this character really gave Aponya a huge headache, and in the end he even thought of giving up...

She never thought that this curse-like power would disappear. If there really was a **** in the world, it would probably be someone like Xiao Chen, right?

437 Aponia, please cross your destiny

As the power fades away, Aponya recalls what she has done with it.

I once wanted to use this to change Fu Hua's fate.

She still remembered the girl's expression at that time, as if she was remembering something, and the girl's tone became a little tough in a rare way.

"My" destiny. "

"I know you don't like this statement. So... I give you the chance to change. This was not in Velvet's original vision, but... I still "awakened" its most authentic nature as a Herrscher. Power allows it to become a weapon in your hand instead of an instrument. That is a name I don't like..."First Rated Power". "

"It's just that... the price of using it is unusual. Before you leave, I will show you a little bit. Don't worry about me. Everything we said today, I didn't want to "remember" - please forgive me for being selfish. , I don’t want to recall the time when I tried to save others again..."

And when you make mistakes.

Qianjie dropped the fifty-four corpses at her feet one by one, and said with suppressed anger in his voice.

"Every one of them was present when Ling died. One by one, they all have the same commandments. Tell me, what are they?"

"What if... you can't get the answer?"

Qianjie pointed to the corpse on the ground and said.

"Then you're next."

"You should know...I have never been afraid of death. You...I'm afraid you can't do it either. But...if you must make me pay for it, I will not refuse. The commandments I give them are simple..."Forever Don’t give up hope against Honkai.” I don't know why this makes their hatred of the Herrscher... reach a fever pitch. "

Qianjie laughed coldly.

"Like all your deeds."

"Qianjie, I can understand everything, but I can't control everything. I... can also make mistakes. The same is true of the precepts I once gave you. "Don't hurt the innocent"... Although that does limit your power, you never He has not restrained his tendency to kill indiscriminately. "

"Stupid... Look at yourself, look at this world... No one dares to say that they are innocent, Aponya. But at least you said the right thing... Even if it is unintentional, you must pay the price for Sakura's death. I will Kill you, today, right here. But I will give you "fairness." I am willing to bear the commandment "Don't hurt innocent people" again... and then, give me the answer... with your "life and death". "

She felt that she was also responsible for Ling's death, and perhaps dying at the hands of Qianjie was a relief, but her ability did not allow her to die anywhere.

She seemed to be a puppet with that ability, dancing under countless threads, pitiful and pathetic...

She also tried to approve herself one by one

"Aponia, do you plead guilty?"

Because I can't sit still and wait for death, even if it's all in vain - she thought to herself.

But she said: "I plead guilty."

"Are you, as Velvet discovered, trying to take away the memories of the Fire Chaser from all those who knew about it, and were unable to fill the holes in their memories?"

Because we got to this point only after knowing the knowledge that we should not pry into - she thought to herself.

But she said: "I plead guilty."

"Did you use your own ability to completely fabricate the mind of a female civilian into another Alicia?"

Because that was her request, and we need more hope, she thought.

But she said: "I plead guilty."

"Did you try to allow the minds of six hundred members of this site to exist in one person's body at the same time, leading to nearly forty malignant incidents?"

Because they're both close to death and I just... want them to live - she thought to herself.

But she said: "I plead guilty."

"Have you copied the personality of the Eighth Herrscher?"

Because I don't know what to do anymore - she thought to herself.

But she said: "I plead guilty."

"To sum up the four hundred and ten crimes mentioned above, Apponia, are you willing to accept excommunication?"

But if I don't want to, who can do this? She thought to herself.

But she said: "I accept it."

The judges began to discuss in low voices, and finally made a unanimous judgment. They decided to drop the gavel and let the woman be executed.

It was also at this time that unspeakable fear completely enveloped them, and they finally discovered some... abnormalities.

Why is that woman standing on a high place of light, while she is shackled and sitting in the darkness?

"Thank you for sorting out my...failures for me."

Her voice was the same as before, but she sounded more tired.

But her expression was so gloomy, desperate, and lifeless.

——She has tried almost every method, but in her eyes, the thread of fate has not changed at all because of her. Humanity...will still enter extinction at that time.

"You also let me know that I haven't done enough. I...have to continue. I don't know whether my actions are right or wrong, and I don't know whether my actions will succeed or fail. The only thing I can be sure of is that in There is no one among humans who can stop me, that’s enough.”

She stood up and left.

And the "judges" began to tremble, trying to remember... was it before this trial, or at some other time...

One by one, he was locked up in this deep prison, but he began to think that he could judge everything?

It's really ridiculous. Although they are puppets, as human beings they cannot judge the freedom of being puppets.

What a fate...

Just as she was thinking this, the man sitting on the cross in front of her spoke.

"Fate is a sleeping slave."

"You can only say that because of your strong power." Aponya retorted subconsciously.

"No one is born that strong. I admit that I am special."

"When I was young, Honkai attempted to interfere with and control me countless times—if I had succumbed at that time, I wouldn't be where I am today."

"What I want to say is that no one can help others break their own destiny. Some destiny can only be crossed by oneself - and you should also cross your own destiny now, Aponya."

438 Otto: As expected of you!

In Xiao Chen's tent, after Fu Hua chatted with Xiao Chen for a while, he opened his mouth and prepared to leave.

"If there's nothing else, I'll leave first."

Just when Fu Hua was about to leave, a voice suddenly came from outside the door.

Xiao Chen quickly covered Fu Hua with a quilt and threw him on the bed.

Fu Hua:? ? ?

"resemble…"