I’m Not a Badass

  Chapter 185 Does she remember me?

  The memory stopped here, and Bai Mufan's thoughts returned to reality, and he couldn't help but let out a breath of foul air.

  He probably knows why Liu Yanyu has become that distorted and sickly character, this girl has obviously grown crooked since she was very young!

  Bai Mufan pondered carefully, the environment has a great influence on a child, and Liu Yanyu grew up in that distorted family environment, so it's no wonder that she became what she is now.

  Bai Mufan shook his head and continued to look down.

  The following content is relatively dull. After he moved away, Liu Yanyu returned to the state of being alone again, and went to elementary school, middle school, and high school, and finally met him again in high school.

  The only major event during this period was that Liu Yanyu's parents suddenly committed suicide when she was ten years old, leaving her alone in this world.

"Did something happen?" Bai Mufan couldn't help but frowned slightly. He searched carefully, but there was no clarification in the file of this matter. The only known information was that when the police arrived at her home, her parents were already dead. .

  The one who called the police... was Liu Yanyu, who was only ten years old at the time.

  After investigation, this incident was classified as a suicide. Ten-year-old Liu Yanyu has survived to this day relying on the meager savings left by her parents and social relief funds.

  As for why Liu Yanyu's parents committed suicide and what happened during the period, this is a secret that only Liu Yanyu knows, and she keeps it in her heart.

  Although Liu Yanyu's parents have several relatives, the relationship between those relatives and friends and Liu Yanyu's family is very distant, even indifferent.

   According to the file, once several relatives mentioned Liu Yanyu's family, they seemed to turn pale when they talked about it. They kept silent and were unwilling to take Liu Yanyu into their own home for adoption.

Fortunately, Liu Yanyu's ability to live independently is very strong. The adult who was in charge of taking care of her at the beginning saw that she could take care of her own life, so he left. Later, according to that person, staying with Liu Yanyu has a feeling of Depressed feeling, very uncomfortable.

  Seeing that the file read "Liu Yanyu is in prison" at the end, Bai Mufan raised his head, a little dazed.

  He was thinking about a question, that is, is Liu Yanyu the same as himself and didn't recognize him?

  If there is no photo found in the utility room of Liu Yanyu's home this time, and the information on this file, Bai Mufan will never remember this childhood friend of his.

Bai Mufan recalled Liu Yanyu's performance in the three years of high school, and the experience of being imprisoned by her in the bedroom two days ago. From the beginning to the end, Liu Yanyu never mentioned anything about her childhood. Can not remember.

  But if she really doesn't remember anything, why does Liu Yanyu have such a deep obsession with herself, so that she does such crazy things?

   You must know that in the three years of high school, he hadn't spoken to Liu Yanyu a few times. Could it be that it was just because of love at first sight?

  And even when they were young, they were not such good childhood sweethearts. At that time, the relationship between the two had just improved, and he moved out of the community because of his parents' accident, and he met again in high school.

   In such a short period of time, there is no way to accumulate such a deep relationship. In addition, more than ten years have passed. After being diluted by time, how much of this relationship can be left?

  Bai Mufan was a little undecided. At this time, Yu Qinzhu beside him had already suppressed his doubts and curiosity, and immediately asked, "Xiaofan, what have you thought of?"

  Bai Mu Fanxuan was about to tell Yu Qinzhu about this childhood experience, and finally said uncertainly: "She probably doesn't remember me either. How could this short childhood experience be remembered for so long?"

  Yu Qinzhu was thoughtful, but that wasn't necessarily the case.

  She has read some books on psychology. According to what Bai Mufan said, Liu Yanyu is obviously a special case and cannot be compared with ordinary children.

  First of all, she grew up in a weird family environment, creating a distorted character, but at the same time she also has a childish side, that is, longing for playmates.

   At that time, as the only person who was willing to contact and play with her, Bai Mufan must have left a deep mark in her heart!

And contrary to what Bai Mufan imagined, with the separation of the two, not only will this strong stroke not gradually fade as he expected, but will eventually be completely forgotten, on the contrary, Liu Yanyu, who has become a lonely person again, will automatically Complementary, more and more pen and ink, and finally fully soaked her body and mind!

And after Liu Yanyu's parents committed suicide, there must have been some unknown changes, which distorted Liu Yanyu's psychology, and her love for Bai Mufan became deeper and deeper. An obsession, to put it a bit more exaggeratedly... Bai Mufan might have become her only purpose for being alive!

  Of course, these are Yu Qinzhu's personal guesses. Whether this is the truth or not, only Liu Yanyu knows.

Bai Mufan thought for a while, then shook his head suddenly, and said with a smile: "The matter is over, why am I still tangled up so much. Now that I am sitting here in peace, and Liu Yanyu has received the punishment I deserve, I should let go of it." These, look ahead."

  He had a clear idea, closed the file in his hand and put it aside, and continued to study the questions.

  Yu Qinzhu glanced at him, hesitated to speak, and finally said nothing.

   Liu Yanyu was rescued, it's better not to mention it to spoil Bai Mufan's mood, and she should not appear again...probably.

  Yu Qinzhu suddenly became a little uncertain. Now, as she learned more about Liu Yanyu's character and growth process, she found that this girl's sick and distorted personality may be far beyond her imagination.

Most normal people would feel lucky to be rescued at this time, and never appear in front of their eyes again, but what Liu Yanyu did could not be reasoned with common sense, she even had the feeling that this woman would do nothing for Bai Mufan. Ideas that can be made!

  Yu Qinzhu pinched his palms, hoping that this guy and the person who rescued her would be acquainted, and that if he wanted to survive, he would not show up again.

  The afternoon passed quickly, and in the evening, Bai Mufan reheated the lunch a little, and the two of them ate it as dinner.

After dinner, Yu Qinzhu saw that it was getting late, so she got up and planned to go to her room to practice. During the day, she was basically by Bai Mufan's side, so she had no chance to practice. You must know that she has just broken through the realm of refining gods, and she still needs to practice. She spends days working hard to solidify the foundation.

  Yu Qinzhu greeted Bai Mufan, then turned and walked towards the bedroom. Bai Mufan suddenly said, "Sister Yu, wait a minute."

  (end of this chapter)