I’m on the Road To Probation Paranoia

    But Du Jieqing didn't seem to be able to feel it at all. He could only see the wound on Bai Han's chin that was not a wound at all, and his fingertips lightly brushed the skin and asked in a low voice.

    Bai Han, who had completely calmed down under Du Jieqing's comfort, looked at the wound on her neck, feeling distressed and ashamed, sobbing and said, "I don't hurt, it's you, you Hurry up and heal."

    "This injury is no big deal." Du Jieqing pressed her hand and comforted her softly.

    Probably in order to relieve Bai Han's guilt, he took out a small brown porcelain bottle, poured out a green pill that exudes the fragrance of grass and trees, and swallowed it.

    The effect of the medicine was very fast, and the wound that was still gushing out blood immediately solidified.

    It's just that Bai Han used spiritual power just now. At this time, her spiritual power is attached to the skin of the wound. If it does not dissipate, the wound will not heal so easily.

    But Bai Han's spiritual power was good and bad, but at the critical moment, she couldn't use it. She was sweating in a hurry, and she was about to cry again.

    Du Jieqing looked at her with soft eyes, bandaged the wound indiscriminately, so that she could not see it, and she always spared no effort to appease her that she was fine.

    The thunderstorm passed and everything was calm. Seeing that the sky was getting brighter, Bai Han also yawned sleepily, his eyelids drooping heavily.

    Du Jieqing waved his hand, blocking the morning light that might come in, and whispered in a coaxing voice: "Sleep for a while."

    Bai Han obediently closed his eyes.

    Time passed little by little, Bai Han's breathing gradually became calm, Du Jieqing tossed all night, and was a little tired, especially her heart.

    She has to maintain an understanding attitude in front of Bai Han, she has to stabilize Bai Han's emotions, but she is also a human, and a very possessive person, whenever she says something to appease Bai Han If so, it is to remind myself again and again in disguise.

    After confirming that Bai Han was asleep, the gentle and understanding expression on Du Jieqing's face disappeared instantly, the dark eyes were like black holes, locking Bai Han tightly, and there was a trace of hatred and jealousy in the bottom of his eyes , struggled for a moment and turned to prepare to go out.

    "Don't go." There was a sudden tension on the wrist, Du Jieqing bowed her head, and found Bai Han's hand pulling her tightly.

     Her heart beat a little, and she raised her face to look at Bai Han on the bed.

    Bai Han didn't wake up, or to be more precise, didn't open her eyes, she lay flat on the bed, her brows were frowning, and she seemed to be sleeping unsteadily.

    Did not get Du Jieqing's response, Bai Han pouted and asked again aggrievedly: "Don't go, okay, stay with me."

    Du Jieqing was not sure whether she was awake or not, she sat down next to the edge of the bed and patted Bai Han's back: "Okay, I won't go, you can go to sleep, I will go after you fall asleep. ."

    Bai Han made a little effort and dragged Du Jieqing to the bed.

    But Bai Han's strength is very small, how can he pull Du Jieqing.

     Her face suddenly collapsed, she would not cry or not, and finally moved to the bed and patted the position beside her: "You can sleep with me."

    Du Jieqing's complexion was slightly condensed, probably thinking of the sneak attack just now.

    A touch of sadness and sadness crossed Bai Han's face, biting his lower lip white, trying to suppress the choking in his throat: "Stay with me, I will always get used to you."

    Du Jieqing listened to Bai Han's words, her heart was very moved, and her emotions surged: "Dear, don't force yourself, I will always be with you, until the day you get used to me with pride."

    However, Bai Han was still unrepentant, and he didn't speak after being rejected. He just held Du Jieqing silently and persistently, no matter what the other party said.

    Du Jieqing couldn't, so he compromised and turned over on the bed.

    She lifted the quilt and planned to put her arms around Bai Han to sleep, but before she touched Bai Han, she saw the other party's body trembling like a sieve and his face as earthy, obviously unacceptable and still forcibly desensitizing, Du Jieqing's hand stopped immediately.

    The expression of her doting and helpless just now froze on her face, and she retracted her hand embarrassedly.

    But her wrist was grabbed, Bai Han forcibly pulled her hand around his waist, and pulled the other one around his shoulder: "I want you to sleep with your arms around me. ."

    Du Jieqing was worn down by her, but with her arms around her like this, Bai Han probably didn't need to sleep at all.

    Du Jieqing grabbed her hands and hugged her through the quilt when Bai Han panicked and thought she was going to leave, even her legs were not idle, pressing her lower body tightly. , suppressing the trembling of her body with her own weight.

      The day to accept me completely."

    Bai Han's trembling gradually subsided under Du Jieqing's comfort, she arched into Du Jieqing's arms, this time she really fell asleep.

    As for Du Jieqing, when she lowered her head, she was attracted by the dark and dense, long and curled eyelashes that were always trembling slightly, she looked at Bai Han who was trying hard to cross the threshold , sighed silently in his heart.

    Both fists clenched tightly, nails digging deep into the palms of my hands, pinching out **** crescents one after another.

    Feeling that her body was stiff, her whole body was like a tight bowstring that could be broken at any time, Bai Han turned slightly and turned her back to Du Jieqing.

    As soon as her face reached the blind corner of her line of sight, her aggrieved and pitiful expression suddenly disappeared. She squinted her eyes, full of indifference and disgust, and even quietly grabbed the quilt several times, The purpose is to eliminate the temperature and touch feeling of Du Jieqing remaining on the hand.

    Everything she did was to let Du Jieqing know that she really loved her very much, but because of Du Ninglan, she couldn't give herself to her. Du Jieqing, embracing the feelings of shame, inferiority and guilt, is even more sad and sad.

    She just wanted to stimulate Du Jieqing's hatred for Du Ninglan. If it wasn't for fear of revealing the secret, Bai Han would even want to direct Du Jieqing to fight Du Ninglan to the death.

    Both losers are best, so that she can control the fusion of the two and complete the mission.

    It's a pity, I have to endure for a while to actively please and get close to Du Jieqing.

    Fortunately, she doesn't care about these matters at all, so whether it is Du Ninglan or Du Jieqing, it doesn't matter to her to be more intimate, it's just the work steps to complete the task That's it.

    Every time she has to take the initiative and try to make Du Jieqing realize that she really cares about her, it is very troublesome.

    Bai Han sighed lightly, his eyes suddenly turned, and his eyes lit up.

    …

      in front of yourself.

    She was stunned, and immediately thought of what happened last night before going to bed, and her expression changed.

    She stretched out her hand and described the wound on Du Jieqing's neck through the void. Just when she was sad and ashamed, she felt Du Jieqing's body suddenly tense, and her whole body was accumulating energy.

    "Aqing? What's wrong with you?" Bai Han hurriedly asked with concern, she patted Du Jieqing lightly, and whispered, "I'm here, Aqing, I've always been here."

     With a "smack—", the back of her hand was covered in red, and then her shoulder was pushed hard. Before Bai Han could regain his senses, he heard Du Jieqing's disgusted voice like a bang Lei General burst in his ear, "Don't touch me!"

    Although there are only three short words without context, Bai Han understood her meaning immediately.

    She despised herself as dirty, so her previous closeness to herself was disguised.

    Since you can't accept touching her, why keep yourself?

    Is it because I want to see my own jokes?

    Bai Han widened his eyes and looked at Du Jieqing in disbelief.

    At this time, Du Jieqing also woke up.

    Bai Han's eyes and nose turned red instantly. Tears were mixed in the corners of his eyes, but they stubbornly did not fall.

    Du Jieqing saw the red mark on the back of Bai Han's hand at a glance, and instantly thought of the dream just now.

    But Bai Han, who was already heartbroken at this time, couldn't hear anything at all. She pushed away Du Jieqing who was about to hug her, and cried loudly, "Go away, don't come here."

    She cried and cried: "Why, since you can't accept it, why lie to me, you also despise me, I'm so dirty, I'm so dirty, let me die, please, Let me go."

    But once Du Jieqing touched her, Bai Han's reaction was even stronger, even kicking and kicking Du Jieqing out of bed.

    Du Jieqing has now grasped the trick to appease Bai Han, as long as she calms down and hugs her tightly, she can speak well.

    But this time, it's obviously different.

    Bai Han did calm down slowly, but this time she rejected Du Jieqing's approach.

    Bai Han took a deep breath, wiped the tears on his face, and said in a calm tone, "Go out and leave me alone for a while."

    Du Jieqing instinctively felt bad: "Xiaohan, yes..."

    "Don't apologize!" Bai Han reacted violently like a cat whose tail was stepped on, she covered her head and covered her ears, "Don't say it, please, don't make me think about it again That scene just now."

    Du Jieqing shut her mouth, she listened to Bai Han's words begging her, and then looked at Bai Han's guilt, unable to extricate herself, and she was helpless for a moment, she struggled for a moment and turned to go out.

    Out of the door, Du Jieqing reached out and closed the door for her: "I'm just outside the door, call me if you have something."

    Of course, she didn't get a response, she didn't care, but at the moment of closing the door, Du Jieqing swept the eyes of Bai Han who was sitting on the bed through the gap - pain and despair, even a little bit Decisively, she was suffocated, and the door was already closed when she wanted to take a closer look.

    After hesitating for a while, Du Jieqing finally didn't push the door to go in. She stood at the door and kept an eye on any movement in the house.

    …

    The moment the door closed, Bai Han snorted coldly and rolled his eyes to look outside the door.

    She lifted Du Jieqing's pillow and took out a small brown spice block with a faint soothing scent.

    This is not a sleep aid, this is a drug that can manipulate other people's dreams.

    Using Du Jieqing's lack of self-defense, Bai Han quietly wrote a very interesting dream for her.

    In the dream, Du Jieqing watched Bai Han take the initiative to seduce Du Ninglan, and even led Du Ninglan to leave thousands of engravings on her body, she didn't panic when she saw Du Jieqing She even invited her over to play together, so Du Jieqing would say things like don't touch her.

    But dreaming of such a Bai Han, doesn't it mean that she is a broken shoe worn by others?

    Du Jieqing couldn't explain to Bai Han why he blurted out that sentence.

    Bai Han glanced at the door, quickly threw the medicine into the storage bag, and ignited another soothing incense to cover the original smell.

    She could feel Du Jieqing's breath and knew that the other party had been standing at the door and didn't leave.

    Du Jieqing felt guilty and didn't dare to leave. She didn't want to spend time with him, so she lay down and closed her eyes and continued to sleep.

    When Bai Han woke up again, everything was still, except for the crisp sounds of insects and birds from time to time around the room.

    Bai Han sat on the bed and woke up, looking in the direction of the door again.

    Du Jieqing still didn't leave, and even became more and more anxious. After a while, he wandered from left to right. During this period, he stood at the door several times and wanted to push the door, but he was forced to endure it. .

    Bai Han rolled his eyes, suddenly thinking of a more fun one, and his face unconsciously showed an expression of anticipation.

    …

    "Bangdang—" The sound of a heavy object falling to the ground came from the room. This time it seemed to hit Du Jieqing's heart. She immediately knocked on the door and asked nervously, "Xiaohan, what's the matter with you? What's the matter, you can talk to me, okay?"

    No response at all.

    Du Jieqing's heart sank, she felt bad, and immediately pushed the door and went in.

    Sure enough, Bai Han sat on the bed, with blood all over his face, hands, and even his body.

    Du Jieqing's heart jumped into her throat, she rushed up and squatted beside the bed, only to find that a small piece of skin on Bai Han's right cheek was gone.

    The missing piece is exactly where Du Ninglan's name was engraved before.

    It was probably ripped off by hand, so there were bloodstains everywhere on the fingertips.

    The blood on her body is also a small piece of scratches.

    Bai Han sat on the bed with his eyes blank, like a puppet, and felt no pain at all.

    Du Jieqing was so scared that her hands were shaking. She wanted to see Bai Han's wound, but she didn't dare to touch it.

    This is not much better than the wound on my neck.

    Du Jieqing's voice was trembling: "You, what are you doing, Bai Han, what are you trying to do!"

    As if she finally recovered, Bai Han's dull eyes turned sluggishly, and his eyes finally focused on Du Jieqing's face.

    She watched for a long time, and Du Jieqing wondered if she didn't know herself.

    Bai Han raised his hand and carefully pulled Du Jieqing's hand.

    Seeing the timid and terrified expression in her eyes, Du Jieqing felt sad and hated herself, how could she have such a dream.

    The biggest victim of this incident was Bai Han, but she was still hurting her again and again.

    Shame flooded Du Jieqing like a flood, she immediately grabbed Bai Han's hand and sat down next to him: "I'm here, Xiaohan, I'm here!"

    Bai Han habitually wanted to lean on Du Jieqing, but she was afraid of causing the other person's dislike, so she struggled for a moment before tears fell, raised her head and said aggrievedly: "Aqing, I've removed all the marks she left, so don't want me, okay?"

    In that instant, Du Jieqing's heart was soft and messy, her nose was sore, and tears almost burst out.

    She clenched Bai Han's hand tightly: "I'm not human, I was wrong, I never wanted you, Xiaohan..."

    Hearing this, Bai Han showed a relieved smile, but the smile touched the wound on her face, and her eyes dimmed again.

    She turned her head, covered half of her face and said, "No, I'm disfigured now, I'm not good-looking, you don't, don't look at me."

    And Du Jieqing is not concerned about this, she is more concerned about Bai Han's injuries, she hurriedly took out an elixir, pressed her fingertips against Bai Han's lips and fed it to her: "Eat this first Now, the trauma still needs to be applied externally, and the effect will be faster.”

    Said she had already pressed out several bottles, grabbed Bai Han's hand, looked her in the eye, and said seriously: "I don't care, I don't care about anything now, I only care you are by my side!"

    Bai Han was stunned for a moment, looking at Du Jieqing with emotion and gratitude in his eyes, no longer dodging left and right, but obediently letting Du Jieqing help himself with medicine.

    After Du Jieqing had dealt with the wound on her face and stared at the mottled scars on her body, Bai Han suddenly took her hand, opened his clothes, and completely She revealed herself in front of Du Jieqing, she led Du Jieqing to touch the tattoo, and raised a face full of tenderness: "Aqing, I am yours, and this is yours too."

    Du Jieqing's pupils shrunk suddenly, looking at her high swollen part, she is distressed and sour, but more is the guilt and love for Bai Han, she wants to scold Bai Han, but Unable to say anything, in the end, he only said in a hoarse voice, "Why are you so troubled?"

    Though that was the case, Bai Han, who had been observing her emotions, did not miss a sharp light flashing in her eyes, and she was obviously very satisfied with this tattoo.

    Bai Han didn't show on his face, rolled his eyes in his heart, cursed Du Jieqing, pursed his lips and leaned against Du Jieqing's arms: "I have already let you on my body. Laying your mark, I don't know if you are unwilling or despising me, always don't do it, then I can only do it myself."

    But it's really hard to be really focused, especially last night when Du Jieqing was overcrowded.

    She pursed her lips, took a deep breath and prepared to be Liuxia Hui.

    While Bai Han put one hand in Du Jieqing's hair and stroked it lightly, an inexplicable smile appeared on his face, and said softly, "No way, who made me really like And you."

    The author has something to say: Bai Han: I think we need something.

    Du Jieqing: What?

    Bai Han: Slippery…

    Du Jieqing was suddenly excited: Good! I have I have! There are many!

    Bai Han slapped her head: I mean nutrient solution, what do you think? !

    Du Jieqing: ...I don't have that.

    Bai Han: It’s okay, there are babies, do you think a few bottles of business liquid can give you a green hat? I'm going out now for nutrient solution.

    Du Jieqing: ? ? ?

    Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: Deep in seven or five, three minutes of heat, 1 pill and duck;

    Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!