I'm really not a scumbag

First of all, thank you for "Give me a sword" Rudder Master. I haven't watched the fan list for a long time before I noticed that the list has become the brother and there is an additional Rudder Master. Thank you very much!

Last time I issued a single chapter, it feels like a long time ago.

It was because of a problem with the account that I made a mess of myself.

I haven't read the subscription data for a long time. I don't know how much I have subscribed. I don't dare to read it. I am afraid that after reading it, it will affect my mood and affect my motivation to write down.

When I first opened this book, I was very happy.There is not much pressure. I write one chapter and two chapters every day. There is a lot of time to revise. There is still time to read chapters and book reviews to adjust the direction of the book in time.

Slowly, I don't know when, maybe after I was recommended, the collection increased too much and too fast, which made me unconsciously raise my expectations for this book.You know, when I first wrote this book, I was purely rushing to be happy. I wanted to find the touch when I wrote XX.

But after I got a recommendation, a small recommendation increased by a few thousand collections, until someone smashed a platinum alliance, and every time I got a recommendation, I got the first increase, and I calmed down a bit.

Even if it’s a little calm, the whole person is still floating. I feel that I have how to write, and my mentality has changed a little. In fact, this is also normal. The creator is lonely and simple. The social circle is relatively narrow and the depth of thought is naturally limited. , Can't do not be humiliated, nor can you have a city in mind.

This kind of mentality lasted until it was put on the shelves, and you told me the most real situation with the subscription, and I slowly really calmed down with the almost collapsed state of mind.In fact, it can't be said to be calm. Calmness is to put gold on one's face. It may be more accurate to describe it as disappointed.

Despite the disappointment, I am still working on codewords, because when I first wrote this book, I was really happy. I just wanted to share a little happy story with you.

Until I kissed and had an accident, I really broke down with laughter.

Although I haven't written a book at the starting point in recent years, I have always been paying attention to the popular trend of the starting point, from the arrival of weirdness, to the rejuvenation of spiritual energy, to reverse dihua, to the behind-the-scenes man, to the new realm.To be honest, I pay attention to every book that is popular. In fact, I have always been at the forefront of popular. I know what the market aspires for, and I also know what topics can be popular.

So the question is, why did you get a mess when you opened the book?To be honest, this question was only realized when I wrote 200,000 characters. I realized that although I had created a real protagonist, I had overlooked the density of coolness.I always love to drop book bags and engage in popular science, but ignore the stickiness of stories.

In terms of my reading volume and sensitivity, it is inappropriate to write such a book. Even if there is no big fire, this book should not be what it is now.But thinking is one thing, falling on paper is another.

Looking back at what I wrote myself, although it is not too rubbish, it is still a little bit sticky, cool, and storytelling. That's it, it's the difference between a red book and a rush.

A friend advised me to end the new book early, but I did not agree.He said that you are not young anymore, and you are not writing books for hobbies, not for fun, you are making a living, and when you break, you stop.I agree with his views, but I will not do it.

Because I know that I haven't written a long article for too long, just like the many problems I found when I wrote this book. The story I think is one thing, and it's another thing to fall on paper.I must find out my own problems one by one and correct them in a targeted manner.So I moved forward with heavy load, so I worked hard to write this book well.

When I first stepped into this industry, I thought about where to write, didn't think about logic, character, and too many shackles, so the book I wrote was very cool, and the final result was also very good.

Times are different, and writing this way is actually a way, but it doesn't suit me anymore.

The past month, let it go. What subscriptions, monthly passes, and rewards really have nothing to do with me.Because I didn't look at the data and didn't have any passion, I only wrote 170,000 less than 180,000 words in June.

Set a small goal for myself in July, strive to break through 180,000, and write 200,000.

Regardless of subscription, monthly pass, or reward, let's do whatever it takes.

Many people have quoted the phrase "no gentleman does not raise an artist", and I also quoted it. Although the original saying was not said by Lao Guo, it was he who carried it forward. I would like to thank Lao Guo.

Let's just write here, Rory writes too much and boring.