Aunt LAN is a very talkative woman. She took her to visit the manor. The manor is very large, with seasonal vegetables in front, many fruit trees in the back mountain, and a grape rack on one side.

It was late autumn and the grape trellis was bare. The two walked along the path in front. The breeze brushed their faces and blew yanluoxi's hair. She quietly listened to Aunt LAN talking about her experience with Fu Xuan.

It's rare that the always cold woman has a different image in her heart. It turns out that she also had a time of justice and blood.

"At that time, your mother smashed a beer bottle into the second ancestor's head, and the blood immediately splashed out. I was scared silly on the spot, but your mother was not afraid at all. She grabbed my hand and ran away. Later, I didn't know how to deal with it. The second ancestor never came to us again." Aunt Lan said, with the same worship as a girl in her eyes.

Yanluoxi looked at her in a daze and thought that she should have some merit to be worshipped by someone.

Aunt LAN saw that she was very quiet all the way. She asked her thoughtfully, "will you be bored when I say this?"

Yanluoxi shook his head. "No, you say."

Aunt LAN looked disappointed. "I'm old. I always think of things when I was young. When your mother..." her voice paused. It seemed that she mentioned bad things and didn't go on. "For so many years, your mother's things have been in my heart, and I can't find anyone to talk about. Rosie, do you miss her?"

Yanluoxi was stunned. She never thought about this problem. Maybe when she was young, she couldn't help thinking of her mother when she saw other people's family reunited and her classmates sent to school by her parents.

But at that time, most of them were filled with hatred and resentment. Later, Fu Xuan returned to the imperial capital and didn't give her much warmth. Instead, he destroyed her feelings everywhere and even forced her to despair for a time.

Does she miss her?

No, she didn't think of her at all. When she was 8 years old, she chased the car and fell in the mud. Watching the car gradually disappear in her vision, she only had complaints and hatred for Fu Xuan.

Aunt LAN looked at her. She shook her head reluctantly. "Don't hate her. She has to."

Yan Luoxi didn't hear it. She walked slowly towards the way to come, so that she didn't hate. How could she do it? But now that she is dead, what if she hates again, she just makes her heart suffer for nothing.

"Aunt LAN, the wind is blowing. Let's go back."

Aunt LAN looked at her back and sighed silently. The child was so stubborn. She was really like her mother. She took a few steps quickly, reached out to hold her arm and pointed to the vegetable field next to her. "Rosie, wait for me. I'll pick some vegetables and go back."

Yanluoxi stopped and saw the woman go into the path and squat in the vegetable field to pick vegetables. Her hands were in her trouser pocket. The afterglow of the sunset fell on her and pulled her figure long.

Sometimes she hopes that her mother is just an ordinary woman. In that case, they will always be together. She will not die young, let alone leave such a big mess for her to clean up.

In fact, what's wrong with being an ordinary person? Why do you have to take such a difficult and evil road?

Aunt LAN picked the vegetables and went back to yanluoxi. Yanluoxi quietly carried the vegetable basket. Aunt LAN smiled and looked at her figure walking forward, with a smile on her lips.

A Xuan, Rosie is a good boy. Can I trust her with what you gave me?

Yan Luoxi walked in front and aunt LAN followed. The sunset pulled their figure long. Aunt LAN shrouded in her figure. They talked while walking. Most of them were aunt LAN talking. Yan Luoxi listened quietly.

Back to the main house, Yan Luoxi carried the vegetable basket into the kitchen. Aunt LAN followed in. She took out all the dishes and put them in the sink to start cleaning. She hurriedly stopped, "Luoxi, you go out and watch TV. I'll come."

Yan Luoxi shook his head and looked up at her, "no, aunt LAN, I'm already an adult."

Aunt Lan was stunned. She always regarded Yan Luoxi as the 8-year-old child in her heart and felt a lot of guilt for her. But when Yan Luoxi told her in a firm tone that she was an adult, the child in front of her suddenly grew rapidly and suddenly became a mature man in front of her.

Looking at her fading childishness, but vaguely able to distinguish her childhood face, aunt LAN sighed gently, "I forgot. You have grown up."

Yan Luoxi continued to wash the dishes. She looked down at the splash of water. The water in late autumn was biting. She said in a low voice, "speaking of it, I've never cooked her a meal."

Aunt Lan was stunned and knew who she meant in her mouth.

"In the past, when she was in the imperial capital, I always complained that she was troublesome and that she didn't think about it for me from my position. When I abandoned me when I was a child and grew up, I finally found someone I could rely on, but she had to try her best to break us up."

This time, aunt LAN listened quietly. There was an undisguised resentment in the child's tone, which was against ah Xuan.

"I've never been at peace with her for a moment. Every time I meet, I'm at a crossfire. Either she doesn't like me or I don't like her. I can't see how many difficulties she has, because I can't understand."

"Maybe she can't choose to be born, but she can choose what kind of road she wants to take in the future, and she abandoned everything for the road of no return, so she shouldn't come back and enjoy the ordinary and ordinary family affection."

"In the past, I hated her while looking forward to her. I chose to be an actor because I wanted to stand in the brightest place. As long as she wanted to turn on the TV, she could see me. I wanted her to know how excellent the daughter she had abandoned, but in the end, the mother daughter relationship between us was too weak. We didn't even have a stable meal together."

Aunt LAN unknowingly burst into tears. It was the ruthlessness of years that failed the mother and daughter, so that they could not feel the warmth between mother and daughter all their life.

Yanluoxi took a breath gently. She closed her eyes and continued: "I think the things you told me just now are very far away. I can't imagine that she would have such a sense of justice, and her cold blood would be hot."

"Rosie, you have a big misunderstanding about your mother." Aunt LAN wiped her tears and wanted to defend Fu Xuan.

Yanluoxi looked at her sideways and didn't hide his emotions. "I didn't misunderstand her. When she decided to abandon me and leave, the mother daughter relationship between us was broken. Aunt LAN, you don't have to say good words for her. My resentment and hatred towards her will not be dispelled in this life."

"Son, why do you bother?" Aunt LAN sighed.

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