Imperfect D_e_s_i_r_es

Larry Niven wrote, "Seen through the glow of a building o_r_g_a_s_m, a woman seems to blaze with angelic glory." 

This very quote hit very differently when Darren looked at Xiu. The way her body quivered. The way her legs went limp. The way her c_h_e_s_t heaved up and down frantically trying to catch her breath. The way her eyes had rolled upward while the p_l_e_a_s_u_r_e ran through her body. Every single detail got etched in his mind and he stared at her as if he was fascinated.

When Xiu opened her eyes and found him staring at her with darkened eyes, her mind went blank. It was like someone was controlling her body as she placed her hands on his c_h_e_s_t and rolled him over, changing their positions. Darren raised his eyes in surprise and Xiu caught his lips with hers. She could taste the remnants of her release in his mouth which seemed to have intoxicated her even more. 

She peppered kisses on his face and trailed down. Her open-mouthed kisses on his c_h_e_s_t did something unexplainable to him. She was trying hard to act like her fearless self before him and that's why she dared to graze her teeth on his c_h_e_s_t making him gasp in surprise. And when he looked at her in question, she offered him a cheeky smile.

While her hands were c_a_r_e_s_sing the contours of his body, she accidentally touched his manhood but instinctively pulled her hand back. Not because she was shy but because she could feel how hard he was and that meant he was in real pain. Xiu carefully pulled off his b_r_i_e_f_s and took in his length with a visible gulp. 

Xiu lifted her hands to touch him when he held her wrist and said, "As much as I love those hands, I still want to be..." He sat up and whispered, "Inside you."

Xiu's cheeks blushed at how wantonly he was behaving. She tried to pull back her wrist but he didn't let her escape. He kissed her wrists softly and added, "I just realized I love seeing you climax."

Xiu gaped at him in disbelief and Darren took that chance to invade her mouth with his tongue. Xiu didn't even come back to her senses when their positions were turned once again and Darren was right above her. He broke the kiss to ask for her permission, "May I?"

Xiu knew what he was asking for and without hesitation, she ended up nodding her head. Xiu didn't know where he got the c_o_n_d_o_m from but she didn't want to ask at that time. He positioned himself between her legs and her body shook a bit when the tip of his manhood touched her core. Darren buried his face in the crook of her neck and whispered, "Tell me if it hurts too much."

He repositioned himself and as he began to seek entrance, Xiu's body tensed up and so did Darren's as he said, "You're really tight."

Xiu rolled her eyes in her head as she thought, 'Of course, I am. This poor girl died a v_i_r_g_i_n after all!' But she couldn't say it to him and bit her bottom lip to hold back her screams. Darren slowly pushed further inside and Xiu felt like someone had ripped her insides out. She wanted to scream but held it back by biting the insides of her cheek until she could taste blood. It wasn't that she was unfamiliar with this pain but she certainly had forgotten about her first time long ago.

After he managed to seek the entrance completely, he didn't move for a while, letting her adjust to his length while he showered her with kisses making the pain disappear slowly. It took a moment but soon Xiu had overcome her pain and tried to move her h_i_p_s against him seeking p_l_e_a_s_u_r_e.

"Sweets! You're driving me crazy!" He grunted and began to move inside her slowly at first to ease her pain. 

Xiu's pain began to disappear while her m_o_a_ns spread in the room. Her arms wrapped around his neck and she kissed him with fervor. As his pace became faster, so did his kiss became heated. She felt a strong sensation consuming her being.

As the p_l_e_a_s_u_r_e built up again inside her, she pleaded, "Please!" but exactly what she was asking for, she couldn't tell herself. She wrapped her legs around his waist and gasped as he moved even deeper. Her body trembled as her o_r_g_a_s_m washed over her. She shook uncontrollably as she screamed out his name in intense p_l_e_a_s_u_r_e. This time she didn't hold back her screams at all.

He held her h_i_p_s and moved faster looking for his own climax. After a moment, he g_r_o_a_n_e_d as he held himself deep inside of her. He slowly pulled himself out of her and discarded the c_o_n_d_o_m before laying down beside her and pulling her in his arms. Xiu found the energy to lay her head on his c_h_e_s_t and listened to his erratic heartbeat.  

Her body felt sore but she managed to overcome the discomfort. It was weird how she felt a bit emotional for losing her innocence. She didn't even feel like this after her very first time.

She closed her eyes as she let that feeling seep within her being. This feeling was certainly new. She felt complete and content for the very first time in her two lives. She really felt like she found a home in him. A comfortable home where she didn't have to hide. A home where she was accepted as herself.

Darren was running his fingers through her hair when he suddenly yelped at how she bit him on his c_h_e_s_t. "What was that for?" Xiu didn't answer him, instead, she licked the spot she just bit and s_u_c_k_e_d on it making a bright red mark to appear. "Did you just mark me or something?"

Xiu nodded her head and traced her finger over her creation as she said, "This mark is the proof that you're mine. Exclusively mine!" She looked up into his eyes and added, "And Xiu doesn't like sharing."

Darren hugged her tight and said, "This won't stay for long though."

"Don't worry, I don't mind renewing it daily," replied Xiu brazenly.