Xu Qingqing didn't panic, she turned around and came out.

Xu Qingqing held the fingers that kept popping up with one hand and saw Xiao Yan appearing in front of him.

The blood kept coming out, but she didn't seem to feel any pain, and instead smiled at Xiao Yan.

"woke up."

"Are you hungry?"

How could you not be hungry?

Xiao Yan slept until ten o'clock.

He had insomnia every night and fell asleep at around five o'clock in the morning when he was really sleepy.

Xiao Yan said nothing, his eyes fell on Xu Qingqing's bleeding fingers. Xu Qingqing looked at him and smiled, "A little injury."

She held up her finger, smiled casually, and took a band-aid from the dining table.

Only then did Xiao Yan realize that more than one of Xu Qingqing's fingers had been cut off, and there were a lot of band-aids on the dining table.

When Xu Qingqing pulled off the band-aid with one hand, Xiao Yan's person had already come over. He reached out and took the band-aid from Xu Qingqing's hand.

"I'll do it." Xiao Yan said. He lowered his head and found that Xu Qingqing had two band-aids on one hand.

She was cut three times this morning.

Xu Qingqing pursed her lips and watched Xiao Yan carefully put a band-aid on herself.

"If I knew you woke up like this, I should have waited for you to patch up the two wounds I just made."

Xu Qingqing smiled, her smile was like the sunshine outside, very bright, shining on Xiao Yan's gloomy heart.

"If you can't do it, you don't have to do it." Xiao Yan said.

Xu Qingqing is the daughter of the Xu family. Even if she doesn't know how to cook, she won't starve to death.

Xu Qingqing smiled. She didn't tell Xiao Yan that she wanted him to be happy and wanted to do something for him.

"You must be hungry." Xu Qingqing turned around and returned to the kitchen to bring out the meal he had prepared.

After making it all morning, although it looked a little ugly, Xu Qingqing felt that the taste was okay with the chef's guidance.

Xu Qingqing accompanied Xiao Yan to have lunch. The dinner table was very quiet, with the only sound of Xu Qingqing and Xiao Yan eating.

Xu Qingqing broke the silence and said with a smile, "Are you free recently?"

"I want to travel." Xu Qingqing said, taking out his phone and putting it in front of Xiao Yan, "Su Anan accompanied me to the scenic spots in Ningcheng."

"I heard that there is a good ancient town outside Ningcheng. Let's go and play together for a few days."

Xiao Yan followed Xu Qingqing's words and looked down to see the photos of the ancient town on Xu Qingqing's phone.

Xiao Yan had heard of this ancient town, with small bridges and flowing water, and the scenery was pretty good.

Xiao Yan thought that he should accompany Xu Qingqing for a walk.

She has always handled the affairs of the Xiao family. She proposed traveling because she wanted him to feel better.

However, Xiao Yan did not agree.

"I still have something to do."

Xiao Yan refused lightly. He raised his head and saw the disappointment in Xu Qingqing's eyes.

The disappointment in his eyes flashed, and Xu Qingqing quickly smiled, "Then wait until you are free."

Her smile made Xiao Yan feel inexplicably uncomfortable. He resisted the urge to agree to Xu Qingqing, stood up after eating, and the two of them returned to Xiao's house.

Xiao Yan went to Xiao's house and put incense for Xiao's father in the mourning hall. As soon as he finished putting incense, Mrs. Xiao's servant ran over in panic and said that Mrs. Xiao had just committed suicide by swallowing sleeping pills.

As soon as the servant finished speaking, Xiao Yan ran towards Mrs. Xiao.

There have been many people coming to the Xiao family in the past two days, and most of them are friends of Mrs. Xiao. After lunch, Mrs. Xiao took advantage of feeling unwell and said she wanted to rest and asked her wife, who came to accompany her, to go back.

After they left, she took out the sleeping pills she had never taken before.

Mrs. Xiao has not been able to sleep well in recent years and relies on sleeping pills to maintain her sleep.

Fortunately, the servant who took care of Mrs. Xiao was worried about her, and felt that Mrs. Xiao became even more depressed after seeing Father Xiao's diary, and she was totally lost.

Xiao Yan carried Mrs. Xiao to the hospital.

Mrs. Xiao rescued her in time, and after washing her stomach, she was fine.

The first thing Mrs. Xiao said after she woke up was, why should we save her! Let me go with him!

Xiao Yan always thought that Mrs. Xiao didn't love his father. When he heard these words, he was stunned.

Later, Xiao Yan was shocked and confused by what Mrs. Xiao said.

The world he had built in his mind suddenly collapsed.

Mrs. Xiao said that she thought he didn't love her and thought he didn't have herself in his heart. It turned out not to be the case. He had already regarded her as the most important person.

If either of them had bravely taken a step forward, today would not have ended like this.

Father Xiao's death was not so much because he risked his life for the Gu family, but because he could not accept the divorce proposed by Mrs. Xiao.

He didn't want to separate from her, but her breakup and her hatred made him feel desperate.

"Yan'er, I love your dad, and your dad loves me too, but why did the two of us get to this point!" Mrs. Xiao said mockingly.

"I want to go down there and find him and tell him that I love him too."

"Divorcing him is not because I hate him, nor does it mean I don't love him." Mrs. Xiao said with tears in her eyes.

Xiao Yan heard her words vaguely. He thought that his parents had always hated each other, but did not want to love each other deeply.

But he divorced them again and again.

If he had seen the affection between the two of them early, no, if he had gone home more often, spent more time with the two of them, and let the family of three sit together to chat and eat, Father Xiao would not have left sadly.

He was too selfish, convinced that Father Xiao and Mrs. Xiao had no relationship, and insisted on divorce between Father Xiao and Mrs. Xiao.

Xiao Yan couldn't stand hearing Mrs. Xiao's cries. When he left, he took the notebook in Mrs. Xiao's hand and walked out of the ward.

On the chair in the corridor, Xiao Yan opened Xiao's father's diary and wrote about the period when he was born.

"At six o'clock in the morning, her amniotic water suddenly broke. I was so panicked that I didn't even bother to put on my socks, so I carried her downstairs to the hospital."

"She was very scared. She tugged on my clothes and started crying. After she was sent to the hospital, the doctor said her cervix was not dilated. I stayed with her until eight o'clock in the evening. I couldn't speak and just held her nervously. "

"I accompanied her into the delivery room and watched her scream in pain. I really wanted to tell her that she didn't need to be afraid since I was here. Then I thought about it, if she didn't have the child, she wouldn't have suffered like this."

"When the child came out, I looked at the boy in the nurse's arms. He was really wrinkled and ugly. I kept him in my heart, so I resisted the thought of holding him and went to stay with her."

Through the passages of text, Xiao Yan saw his father's joy when he was born. It can also be seen that Father Xiao cares more about Mrs. Xiao than the newborn him.

Xiao Yan didn't read the content behind. He took the notebook and buried his head.

His parents were in love, a fact that Xiao Yan had always been looking forward to. Suddenly knowing that the two of them loved each other deeply made Xiao Yan feel painful again.

Xu Qingqing looked at the sad Xiao Yan sitting on the corridor and didn't know what to say to comfort him. She stood there and looked at him quietly.

Time will dilute everything, as long as Xiao Yan doesn't give up on himself anymore.

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